I guess I have a 2nd succubus now.
First thought is, "Awe shit." I can barely handle Bunny.
Well, "handle" is a poor choice of a word. Bunny's intense.
Even if we don't have sex much, she twists my brain 5 ways 'till Sunday with all the "lessons" and "mindfucks" about reality and all (not that that's a bad thing).
Those synchronicites and coincidences happen so much that after a while you question reality period. I do. Hell, I just had one last night. I was sitting there eating late, late last night when most restaurants are closed, and I was reading in one of my books I have to study, and I read the exact words someone says in the restaurant, right at the exact same time.
See? This happens to me a LOT with Bunny in my life. She'll plant a seed for me to be reading a certain book on my shelf, I'll be reading it somewhere and BAM, synchronicity and coincidences happen galore.
Why? Good question. Maybe it's her way of telling me I'm being led, and I'm listening well. I dunno. Take it for what it's worth.
A window into my world fairly soon. I think.
Now, why did Bunny give me that load of "monogamy" speak the other day? Something's not adding up.
Truth be told, I wouldn't have wanted a 2nd succubus, just a solution (regardless of what I said).
Although, fair is fair... Maybe she told me something that wasn't what she was thinking and provided the solution via a 2nd succubus.
IF that's true it makes a little sense... this succubus just kinda hopped right through to me. That makes me think she was the Bunny's idea.
I guess I should give her a nickname for the blog. Hmm.
I'll call her "SuccuBubbles" for now.
Look like they're fighting? Nah. They're just both mad at me at the same time is all.
Yes, this is my greatest fear lol.
You know, when I go back to some older posts I find this nugget from Feb 18th:
"Been doing some more thinking.
You know, Bunny and I are more like... well... it's like she's my Spirit Guide with the occasional sexual benefit rather than me and a Succubus.
We have sex maybe... once a week. If I'm lucky. That's not a whole lotta "succu", ya know?
Now, it's probably got something to do with me not being sidetracked by SuccuNookie, because it's damn good. Good as in, "Lets just dispense with the physical parts and get right to the sensations" good. That's kinda hard to explain, but it's addicting. As. Fuck.
Now, at 6 mo. cycles she does go into "baby rabies" mode. I like that. I joke that I run, and I kinda do psychically to fuck with her, but she eventually wears me down and overpowers me anyway... it's more of a game to see how long I can fend her off. Kinda fun, really.
But as good as that is, I don't know what to do about the sex once a week. If Bunny has decided to move into more of a "Spirit Guide role" with sex once a week and mating rights every 6 mo, maybe I'm supposed to get open to the idea of pulling Succubus #2 into the scene?
I really don't want that, I'd rather Bunny be my one and only.
Where I first learned to summon a succubus there were a few categories of traits that, in general, tended to be common, which put them in general "ideas".
These aren't exactly "categories," more of how an author grouped them based on his observations.
One is called the, "Spiritually Evolved Succubus". They tend to be more into teaching, mentoring, and guiding. That's Bunny. At least her behavior.
Maybe in my great need I attracted one of these, aka Bunny.
The "Romantic" type of Succubus is the kind that is a loving, sweet and gentle spirit that excels in putting their lovers into a state of bliss, through long sessions of love making sex or otherwise.
Sign me up!"
Be careful what ya wish for!
It'll be interesting when Bunny gets back. Interesting for me, probably.
For them? Mmm... Something tells me they're already aquainted.
I have two questions for my fellow Succubloggers.
1. How do you handle 2 succubi? I can't even fathom...
2. So do you ever wonder about your soul? I don't fear for my soul as far as morality goes or anything like that, I just wonder if after banging a succubus for 3 years, my soul isn't exactly "human" anymore, is it?
Yeah, I'm human. But my soul? I dunno anymore. Thoughts appreciated. I don't "feel" like I did before I met Bunny. I feel much "broader" very deeply.
Does that mean my soul isn't exactly human anymore?
If it isn't, am I an "Incuhuman" now?
Meh. Lemme know what ya think.
Dark. Light. I dunno man, I just work here.
Love your succubus today or she'll summon reinforcements. Yes, she will.