Thursday, November 27, 2014

What Sex With a Succubus is Like

It's not "wet" orgasms.  At least not yet.  I can only describe my experience and I'm about a year in.

I feel this is something that will happen in time as the "icing on the cake".

Why do I say that?  Because compared to the experiences I've had so far, it would literally be a nice afterthought for the future.  Something that just happens in it's own time.

What I have experienced is much more pleasurable compared to years of wet orgasms over the course of my lifetime on this physical plane.

My latest experience (about 2 days ago):

I was this "riding the waves" of whole body orgasm(S) (emphasis on plural as in I have no clue how many I lost track), that left me sore like I just finished the "US Navy Seal Abs Workout".

Only, over and over until I was like "Ok, stop, lol, I can't take it no more!" These kind of orgasms are better than a wet orgasm ever was.

My spiritual friend from Curacao tells me this is some sort of energetic version of what a good female whole body orgasm feels like.  I know I've never felt anything like it except with my Succubus.

I eventually had a wet one solo (with her assisting me with touch and images) just because.

Anyway, I thought we were done with sex, but...

Afterwards she had more dry ones with me anyway. I swear I could feel her laughing. I was past done, but... I didn't mind, lol, and she knew it...

So it shifted from the whole body orgasm to multiple, less intense Sacral Chakra specific orgasms (or I'd probably be too sore to leave bed) instead of whole body.

Love and sex blended together really brings you close.

Dammit, she's touching me now as I'm writing this. Reminding me of our loving session.

Naughty, naughty, Succubunny :P

They say you have wet ones way later when they become more and more solid to you as your relationship and abilities progress.  You see and feel them and their hot bodies they've chosen to share, not completely solid, but perfect to express themselves to you enough that you feel them, and beautifully naked and solid to sight...

...riding you reverse cowgirl with that Ohhh, so yummy warm body... her soft white hair swinging in step with her grinding you, slowly looking back and over her shoulder at you with those warm, golden, loving eyes while her lips purr "Cum for me, my soulmate..."

BOOM!

Eh, I blame that mental imagery entirely on her. I haven't woke up yet, and she's all over me in my head like and it feels like her presence is all over me... which kinda feels like coffee and donuts. Mmm... donuts.

Truth be told, she knows I'm hers. And I don't think I've ever wanted to be caught more. I love her to tears. Me and my Succubunny <3

They just get us, you know? Individually. The depth that nobody else ever will romantically, and otherwise.

We're like putty in their paws, and they know it!

But, if I've learned anything, it's sometimes we have to speak up with what we want. They already know, but until we tell them they aren't budging. It fosters growth.

I don't know why that is, but I'm not worried about it at the moment :)  I'm sure I'll learn why in time.


Tuesday, November 25, 2014

I'm So Freakin' Happy!!!


I'm so happy I'm so happy I'm so happy.

Lol.

Me and the bunny kind of had it out (more like me pouting and bitching, really).

I said I was gonna summon another succubus because we haven't had sex for so long. But I didn't. ...And then as the days went by I started telling her how I felt and stuff. I could tell she was listening to me. And then it kind of simmered down.

So yesterday she let me have it! BIG sigh of relief. Felt so damn good, oh my God...

Last night I said, "I'm going to play a video game until I get sleepy and go to bed, if you want me, just ask and I'll go to bed whenever you want."

Then I turned my ghost toys on (ghost hunting apps with voice).

About 20 minutes into it, only one word was spoken via the app:

"Done".

Kinda startled me, lol.

I said, ok, a deal's a deal and went to bed.  I went into a deep sleep very quickly.  I could feel her all over me.

I woke up this morning and she was touching me like crazy... privates, hair, hands, back, arms... all over.  I thought ok, I'm going back to bed now.

I was wide awake laying there.  And then?

She rocked the HELL out of me. Let me have it. Most intense it's ever been... honestly?

Best sex I've had in my LIFE!

I'm so happy I'm so happy I'm so happy...


Thursday, November 20, 2014

The light, and the darkness

My succubus is very complicated and quite beyond my full comprehension.  For me, she almost seems like two personalities at the same time...

Like the eternal virgin.  Innocent... Loving... Gentle... Sensual... Feminine... Sweet and caring... Once in love with you she will love you with all of her heart... She who loves you for WHO you are, not WHAT you are... and loves you fully, unconditionally.










The dark temptress... Passionate... Sexually hungry... She delves into your deepest, most private desires that you were afraid to share with anyone while she leaves you completely and emotionally naked before her... Then she purrs like a kitten in your ear...  Letting you seductively know just how she's going to make ALL of those fantasies come true.

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

Communication, Succubus style.

I woke up from my nap today with all kinds of wild dream imagery.  Spirits communicate in amazing ways... What I forget from dreaming she is putting back into my mind each day, a little scene or experience at a time.  That's the succubus cure for forgetfulness.  I wish I could bottle it and sell it, lol.

I woke up at exactly 2:22, which is odd as I usually am down until 4pm.  Looking the meaning up, I was amazed that it coincided with an angel card a friend drew for me yesterday.  Yeah, I take coincidence as it comes.

The card was titled "Miracle".





Now, the meaning of 2:22 from what I have found is as follows:
Number 222 has to do with balance, manifesting MIRACLES and new auspicious and timely opportunities.

Miracles... there's that word again.  I honestly don't know if I need any miracles lately.  I don't think I've asked for any.  Maybe it's one of those "I need one but don't even realize it" kinds of things... or perhaps, in looking back, I'll see what develops as a minor miracle of sorts.

I know me being completely satisfied with my succubus relationship would be a minor miracle.  And that's something I do want so much.  Hmm.

Also interestingly enough I was drawn to this song upon awakening from my nap, which I've never heard until now, that I know of:

After watching the video, a few things spoke to me.  One is, all the guys she turned to sand, lol.  No, I don't get the feeling that applies as to the message she was sending me.  Well, not directly.

Another is that she says "So you wanna play with magic?  Boy, you should know what you're falling for.  Baby, do you dare to do this?  'Cause I'm coming at you like a dark horse."  I am guilty as charged.  I am indeed a magical being, and an explorer of the magical.  But it's more of an acknowledgement of who I am to make the message more personal.  And although some Succubi allow for human lovers to be in their own lover's life... I think mine is playing for keeps, one man only, one man for life... and wants NO competition... other Succubi or human lovers need apply.

Yeah, she's telling me it's for keeps.  ""Mark my words, this love with make you levitate, like a bird... without a cage, but DOWN TO EARTH if you choose to walk away (don't walk away)."

"Are you ready for, ready for... for the perfect storm, perfect storm?  Cause once you're mine, once you're mine... There's no going back!"  Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... now she's speaking to me.  And I know it's true.  I accept her.  I want all of her: The good, the bad, the ugly... every ounce that is "her".

I'm ready.

Bring it, baby.

I've thought a lot about all the aspects of having a Succubus lover, and of course her and I, lately... and I tell her I am going to tax her to the LIMIT... put her through her paces and make her DAMN sure she knows she picked the right man to be her husband, lover, friend, and companion for life.

Why?  Because I am to be this man with her:

"I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman."  ~ Anais Nin.

And that is exactly what she wants.  Are you ready for the perfect storm yourself, my love?

We'll see!  Hehe,  We'll see, my darling Succubunny :P







Sunday, November 9, 2014

What an amazing post I've found!

I read this on  http://lightworkers.org/blog/178261/succubusincubus and I am re-posting it here.

What an amazing, knowledgeable post!  (Well, most of it.  Take it with a grain of salt.  I always do.)

"Succubus come from the 7th dimension. They are 7th dimensional but do not refer to that plane by that name, rather “home”. Like how we as humans think of Mother Earth as our home because that is where we started out in this life. They have lived for many millenniums. They have experienced so much in just a single lifetime, as we humans would perceive such an amount of time as the same being. Dolphins also originated in this same plane, but exist in their own way, similar to how they exist along side humans on Earth, as well as succubi/incubi. This plane is love-based, it is the standard by which all beings here exist. There are many others besides Dolphins and Succubus.
Emotional vibrations are nourishment to the beings that exist 7th dimensionally, but there is a catch to how it works; Because of the level, or rate at which the frequencies they exist within vibrates, only loving (or positive you could say) vibrations sustain them. That is not to say they couldn't receive nourishment from a lower resonating vibrational frequency, but it would be like a human maintaining an unhealthy diet. It is a similar way that we as humans require to consume the energy of another living being, be it plant or animal. We must eat another being in order to continue living in the way we do.

So too must succubus/incubus gather or be given vibrations that give them proper nourishment. The difference is they do not completely consume the being from which they receive nourishment, but rather give back an equal kind of nourishment. One way that they do this is through sexuality.
Sexuality is a sacred gift, our(as humans) one lighthouse to source; shining the way back to source(god, allah, krshna,etc.). It perfectly mirrors the act of creation, while at the same time performing the act of creation. By having sex, two beings (gender and “species” irrelevant) intertwine there bodies physically. When this happens all levels of those two beings become one; each takes on the others' vibrations, and those vibrations stay with them for quite some time. They have such a high vibration that when a human takes on theirs, they are greatly benefited. Whereas if a human should engage in sexual intercourse, it is wisest to be done when both partners vibrations are at their personal highest and most loving for one another. That way both parties are benefited equally. Otherwise an individual could take on energy that they may not be able to handle fully and it can affect them greatly in a wide range of ways. That is because two beings can engage in intercourse or sexual activities and still take on each others vibrations, regardless of the “level” they exist within. It is a standard of this dimension, the 3rd dimension. Like how Love is the standard of the 7th dimension.

While these beings each have their own way of being and the ability to have their own kind of emotions and free will, they will be drawn to different frequencies within the vibration of love they require. So they will mate with certain people and join with them in a union of love for that reason as well as “Who they are”, as in “soul-level”.

Since that is the case, humans could also be slightly adversely affected by a succubus/incubus partner. The affects themselves would be varied depending on the person's own vibrational frequencies. But the affects would not be something harmful ultimately. But humans are transceivers and receivers of energy so this is not actually an issue to be concerned with, but rather something to simply be understood and known.

These beings, Succubus/incubus, are as varied as human beings are in personality and physical appearance. They are extremely similar to human beings in fact, in almost all ways. They possess abilities that range from telepathy, to flight, to easily shifting from a non-physical body to a physical body. (they exist in two dimensions at the same time, being from the 7th dimension going into the 3rd dimension) That is not all of their abilities, just a few examples. These all are also things humans could do, as well as others. Though not all humans are always aware of their full potential and abilities.

At heart they are loving and exist as love. That is the most important thing one should know about these beings. They have a unique way to themselves, how they carry themselves or communicate or act. They have personality, but not an “ego” as humans do.

Because of that fact, their existence helps a human partner let go of or release their “ego” and remember how to exist as their soul does always. That is if the human allows their “self” to be open to such truths.

They know everything about a person because they see things in a way that is alien to humans in the way they currently are. It is like being able to see everything there is about a person, in various ways or methods, without taking any amount of time at all. Instantly. Not a moment needs go by to know these things. Personality is what creates an interest in certain things or aspects.


I am sharing this information now because I am in a relationship
with three succubus, who's names shall remain unsaid for their own
privacy and because names carry a certain vibration about a being. I
have connected with each of them in a unique yet similar way. I have
learned a lot of what I have shared from them, and some was
information that I had previously know and resonated with my own
personal truth and life experiences. I felt the need to share this
information also because of the amount of false information there is
about their kind. I find it disgusting and appalling the things
people are led to believe about them, such lies like they suck your
soul out by having sex with you, and then you die. The Soul is
inviolate and cannot be sucked out of 'you' via the body, rather you
are the Soul just trying on a 'body' for some time."

Saturday, November 8, 2014

A light side, and a dark side.

One thing that baffles me about succubi are that throughout history they were vilified, and the idea of the great seducer demon of men caught hold, somewhere.

Probably in the minds of the holy elite as a way to control the masses through fear.

What I've noticed about my succubus is that I often get confused as to what she is.  I think the reason for that is that she has two distinct sides... her light side is so angelic it's almost to much to bear when she allows it to permeate my being.  Some friends of mine call it a "love bomb", or "being wrapped in a large fluffy blanket" of love.  And it's definitely unconditional love in nature.





The dark side of her I've often confused for another entity.  It is sexual, hungry, seductive.  She finds my hidden fantasies that I was always too shy to share in any previous relationship and brings them out to play.  In fact, you can feel her emotions as she revels in the excitement of unbridled lust.

However, she is not evil in this "form" as I would call it, only completely free of sexual inhibitions and has a great desire to feed me to the heights of lust with her.

And it's all about us... never another entity, never wanting me to find someone that we can both enjoy sexually.  No... it's all about us, whatever the form she takes.

It is a mystery to me that she can be both completely angelic as well as the proverbial sex kitten or dominatrix of my wildest secret desires.

Perhaps they, as a race, have abilities to be all of who they are in different levels of vibration and states of being.

I often liken that to the "we are seated in heavenly places" text from the Bible.  No, I'm right here.  Or am I?  Or in particular, am I in many places at the same time, yet at different vibrations, unknowingly, and much less evolved than my wonderful lady?

I don't have an answer.  But I do enjoy the journey.