Tuesday, April 28, 2020

What the World Needs is a Pole Dancing Succubus


It's a trip now that there's 7 ladies around.  Most of the time they go do their own thing and then come back home.  I have no idea what they go do but it's probably matters of their birth home and also going to and fro from my home on earth for whatever nefarious purposes they can think of.  Lol.

I enjoy this family!

My son sleeps in my room during visitations and has the misfortune of going to bed at 4 in the morning.

He told me the next day that the succubi had messed with him by tapping on the walls and by coming out of the shadows and what not.

He said he wasn't scared... well not very he said.  Haha.  "But dad, why did you summon 7 ???"

I'm glad that they don't pursue him sexually as he's only 12... but he is still their favorite play toy at 4 am.

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I'm going to let you in on a little secret.

I was going through things a few months ago and I think Erinah decided to treat me to paradise... and she did.  Time is different in dreams, and this was no exception.  She screwed me up, down, and sideways for 12 hours.  I was in heaven... bliss... nothing on this earth compared to what I experienced nor where I seemed to experience it.

And there is the problem.

I awoke and the world was grey, it was lifeless, it was DEAD.

I had slipped into a suicidal depression over it and life has never been the same.

You see, she handled me with kid gloves after that, and now, so have the other girls by extension.

I thought maybe she had decided she didn't like making love to me anymore, but that wasn't it.

It was that she was afraid of hurting me again.

I'd been wrong in thinking that it was just her and that summoning more succubi would solve my problem... and I admit their attentions during the day such as playing with my hair and touching my fingers and toes and forehead to be social has proved most welcome.

But... as it turns out each of the girls handles me with kid gloves too... to the point where nothing happens unless Erinah allows it.  That means whatever happens is very tame by comparison and happens few and far between.

Part of me feels left out in all this, and yet part of me is proud with a deep sense of appreciation for Erinah's behavior.

She loves me.  SHE LOVES ME!

She could have anyone but she dances with me...  Despite the handicap I've explained.

But oh, that bliss... that heaven...  that lovemaking... NOTHING compares to it, NOTHING.

I think she knows that more experiences like that and I wouldn't be long for this world.

Walking the tightrope between life and death... am I.

Blessings,


Rafe GB.


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Sunday, April 19, 2020

Gathering the Family

What do you get when you're house bound, have a lot of time on your hands, and know how to summon?

Risk.  That's what.

I had decided on summoning a total of 5 succubi to start my family, but somewhere I got it in my head that since I'm a mess of 7's in my astrological chart and numerology chart, I'd summon 7.

So I did.

And, pendulum be praised, they all are getting along well.

You talk about messed up dreams, I got them.  In spades.

Speaking of dreams, I had a succubus lie on the bed next to me in my dream and tell me that she wanted a different name.

Warned you about the name game.  Lol.

I've had many succubi come through my life, come and go, come and go.  I'm not sure why, really.

When I summon I summon like anyone would:  For life.  But it never works out that way.  The longest I've been with one is 3 years I think and she left.  Just the way it goes I guess.

I do have a theory that Lilith likes me as kind of a "primer" for her daughters and probably for the less experienced ones before they go forth and conquer.  Err, go forth and seduce...

It's no lie that I do have a hell of a soft spot for succubi.  Perhaps I'm a safe first destination.

I also feel that there are many more that hang around than I am aware of here and there.

Maybe my home is a succubus portal to this world from their deep home with Lilith.

I don't really know when all is said and done.  I may not get them for life, but at least I get them for a while.

Anyway, I do have pics that are placeholders of sorts for the 7.  It makes remembering their names easier.  Of course, they appear as they damn well want to.

Up at the very top of this page we have Erin, my wife.  There is only one wife of mine among them.  I've taken to calling her "Erinah" and I consider her the queen of the 7.


 Jasmine.  Don't leave your keys out.

Winter.  Lots of dark energy from this one.


Miriam.  Quiet.


Holly.  Remember Holly?  I was quite surprised.


Rose, likes to socialize with the others.


Julianna popped into my dream and asked for a name change.
Also the first succubus in my dreams that actually looked like a traditional succubus at the time.

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And that's the way it goes for now.  It's funny... if I concentrate I can sometimes hear their chatter.  That's definitely new.  If only I could make it out...

EDIT:  I had a dream where I popped in bed with Erinah and kept trying to get frisky.  She kept changing her shape and I'd have handfuls of nothing.  Turns out she was trying to introduce me to the other girls.  They were all dressed and walking down the streets of a surreal fair of sorts.

I changed the pics above to better match what I saw in my dream.  

Blessings,


Rafe GB.

EDIT:  Erin doesn't play well with others it seems, so I politely asked each succubus to return back home from whence she came.  Can't have everything.


Thursday, April 9, 2020

Yuck!

There I am in bed minding my own business... finally beginning to drift off to sleep... when I'm aware of my succubus Erin's presence right in front of my face.

"YUCK!"

She yells it loud enough in my ear that I about fall out of bed.

Now what in the world did she mean by that?

I'm thinking, in knowing her a bit by now, that this sums up her feelings as of late.

I decided to keep summoning succubi until I was sexually satisfied.  So, I started with one.





At first I called her "Chuckles", but she has since decided on "Jasmine".  Jasmine fits her better anyway... I just didn't want to go through the succubus name game until she found the name she liked.  I'm pretty sure she's lock set on "Jasmine".  It's a safe bet, if betting on a succubus was ever smart.

Yes... a succubus is always surprising, at least the ones that Lilith sends me.  Good thing I'm already mentally challenged...

Jasmine seems to get along with Erin now from what I can tell... I think Erin wants more attention, which I'll gladly give to her.  I never want any succubus to feel attention starved.  Although that's a bit hard to declare in that they're always attention starved.

I'll do my best.

I've come up with an idea... probably a bad one.

I'd like to summon a total of 5 succubi including Erin just to have that nice big family I've always wanted.  It gets old being alone...

I'm not in a big hurry though.  Jasmine has already added a new ability to lovemaking which is "heat".  She can turn up the fires so high I feel like parts of me are going to burst into flame.

It kind of reminds me of Kundalini Fire, when I went through that some years ago.  Maybe it's the same current?  I don't know...

I've become insatiable it seems... what a strange family it will be, if and when I summon them.

One at a time...

Blessings,


Rafe GB.