Wednesday, October 28, 2020

The Four Angels of Prostitution

 

I finally summoned the four angels of prostitution.

I realized that after my summons, each stimulated a different Chakra.

I used two sigils for each Goddess.  Use whichever one calls to you.

Lacy, my succubus, kneeled for each of these Goddesses...




Lilith.






Renich Viasa Avage Lilith Lirach

What can I say about Lilith? She's never shown me anything but motherly love. I've deduced that Lilith stimulates the Root Chakra extra hard. Being as the Root Chakra governs survival, I feel that this is the reason for a lingering feeling of danger even though she loves me as her son, and I love her as my mother.

There is such a feeling of power from her that is hard to swallow.

Her element is earth.
Her direction is north.

Lilith is amazing!

Ever since she pulled me out body that first time, picked me up and placed me upon her breast, she's been my mother and I her son. 

I do seem to irritate her as much as she delights in me.  I'm that son I guess.

A warning, however.  If you are not one of those she loves you might become her prey.
This could degenerate into your very death.
Those who summon her for sex are in serious danger of this.





Naamah.





Anat ca on Naamah betak


She took me two days of summoning.  My hardest summoning ever.

When she finally answered she said, "You're certainly stubborn!"

I have never felt a sweeter spirit in angel, demon, or human.  She definitely surprised me.

What an addicting, refreshing woman!

I think that she made quite the impact on me.

I could feel a lot of activity being directed at my Sacral Chakra.

Her element is water.
Her direction is west.

Her power seems to elicit this by default.

Lovely woman!




Eisheth Zununim.





Catya ana Eisheth-Zenunim Lemec


My most recent summon.

Lady Eisheth's presence empowered my Solar Plexus Chakra.

Her element is fire.
Her direction is south.

She answered my summons as an old woman which was interesting, but did not affect how I approached her.

Later in the summons she changed into a much younger succubus Goddess.

I'm not sure what that was about to be honest, but she was nice to me.

In the end, that's all I really care about.

To know, and to be known.




Agrat Bat Mahlat.





Enva Agrat-Bat-Mahlat On Ca Anay


I summoned Lady Agrat and immediately felt an envelopment and empowerment in my heart chakra.

She was a very powerful Goddess, as are the other four, however she seemed the most distant of them all.  That could be my summoning, or it could be how clearly she deemed to answer.

I didn't feel particularly close to this Goddess but that's bound to happen with different personalities and such.

Still, she did give me a good dose of what a Heart Chakra should feel like.  

Full of life and self love.

For that, Lady Agrat, I am forever grateful.

Her element is air.
Her direction is east.

***

It appears that these Goddesses stimulate a different Chakra just by their presence.  Lilith, the Root.  Naamah the Sacral.  Eisheth Zununim the Solar Plexus, and Agrat Bat Mahlat the Heart.  I am sure that they can work on the others but these are the Chakras that their presence stimulated in me.

I am beginning to believe that a succubus is the microcosm of all four Goddesses in one.

Thank you, Goddesses, for your care towards me.



Blessings, Rafe GB.

P.S.  This pdf file has within it summoning information for the four Goddesses:





Sunday, October 25, 2020

Lacy

 



EDIT:  Lacy left after a week.  Fuck Creepy Hollows.

Allow me to introduce you to my succubus, Lacy.  She looks a lot like the model in this picture so that's what I used.  

She's smart.  Smarter than I am at least.  She's bold.  She doesn't seem to be all about sex in that, though sex is important to her, she has patience.  There is a calm about her.  A measured intensity if you will.

How I got her is open to debate, and why not debate it?

I ordered a succubus from Creepy Hollows.  The strange thing is that as soon as I clicked the order button I started getting touches.  I thought maybe that this was the succubus I would be paired with, or perhaps a succubus seeing if she would like to be paired with me.

Makes sense, right?

Well, another theory has been raised.  In that discord where I hang out it was suggested that the whole process of ordering a succubus was a statement of intent, and that clicking the order button was akin to performing the letter method and burning the letter.

So which is right?

Why not both?

Hear me out.  

If I hadn't ordered from Creepy Hollows, I never would have attracted the attention of a spirit lover who was looking for someone compatible, who clicked that order button to have his desires fulfilled.

Yes there are other ways, rituals, of attracting a spirit lover (most prominent being the letter method), but in this case the whole process was ritual in nature as well.

The act of ordering a succubus from Creepy Hollows summoned her all on it's own.

Either way I got what I wanted.  I got a succubus despite Creepy Hollows and yet because of it.

When I get her vessel I'll put it in a special place:  Within her new home.  It's sentimental to me.

Blessings,


Rafe GB.



Be nice to your succubus.  She has claws.


Tuesday, October 13, 2020

Stumbling

 



Since the loss of Erin, being without a companion sucks.

I want to do things a different way... a new way.

I don't mistrust succubi as a whole, but Erin definitely left with me feeling used.  Hurt.  Raw.

I don't know what I really, really want.  Is that normal?

Well, regardless, I guess I wanted to try summoning a new way.

The first thing I did was carve the word "succubus" in a candle and burn it along with incense.  After that I would meditate each night right after.

I did that for around 3 days.  I haven't given up yet, I just moved to a few other things.

You know me.

I petitioned the Olympic Spirit Hagith.

I decided that if there was any way to summon a nymph like companion, Hagith had one.

I petitioned her yesterday, and last night I had a strange dream.

I'm not sure of the meaning, but I suppose it means I made contact.

But... no lover :(  

Anyway, I also have a vessel from Creepy Hollows on the way with a succubus in it.  Or with it.  Or attached to it.  Something or other. 

Now I've got touches in my hair and on my fingers... definitely suspicious...

I still feel like Lilith is a little mad at me so I've been doing things that wouldn't bother her.

Oh, I wanted to mention a new succubus blog ran by a friend that I met on the discord server listed at the bottom right of any of my posts.  He has a new succubus relationship, but I assure you his abilities with her far surpass the norm for a couple that hasn't been together for 10 years.  


Blessings,

Rafe GB.




Thursday, October 1, 2020

Deep Dark Death

 


This summoning of succubi is fraught with risks.  I was recently saved from one who had decided that feeding off fear, off of anxiety, off of hopelessness was the way to go.  And that's for over a year.


I feel rather numb at discovering that the succubus I had so much respect for disrespected me in kind.


There was no way that I could break free of her spell:  I didn't even know I was trapped.


Lilith did.


Once She looked into it a bit and saw things as they were.  I think I mentioned a few things in conversing with Her that raised red flags to the experienced.


Lilith yanked her ass completely out of my life with but a word... and had a daughter in tow who She introduced me to.


Lilith isn't omnipotent, but She's pretty quick.  I'm lucky that She considers me Hers.


I recommend that everyone analyze their relationships and make sure that they aren't being trapped the way that I was.


What a fool.  I'm trusting by nature.  I supposed that was the device by which I was ensnared, as well as the device by which I was redeemed.


Lilith told me that Erin had gone feral.  Each night she would make it so my suffering during the day would be hers to feed upon.  She could cause that suffering to spring up like from a well that she laid within me.  It was mine to feel each and every twisted thought and emotion.  Just to feed her.


I was a blood bag for a vampire.  


I can't begin to tell you how free I feel, and yet how sad I feel that Erin chose to do what she had been doing to me.  She was my wife.


When I asked why she did it Lilith told me that Erin said, "It's just my nature."


Guard yourselves.


There's both good and bad succubi out there.  It's innocence that tells you otherwise.


Blessings,


Rafe GB.