Monday, September 23, 2019

Yah Heh Vau Heh

I wanted to do a quick lesson on angel magick.  You can actually use this method for any kind kind of magick like demonic, gnostic, doesn't matter... with some changes of course.

The point is that I want to concentrate for this lesson on angel magick.



The first thing we have to have is a need.  A desire.

Then we need to concentrate, meditate on that desire to allow it to formulate into a cohesive request.

Yah Heh Vau Heh.  It literally means "King, Queen, Prince, Princess".  The King, or "Father" is power.  The Queen, or "Mother" is wisdom.  The Prince, or "Son" is Love.

We're the princess... me and you.  It's not a gender thing, it's a role within divinity.  Eh, hard to explain that part.  Suffice it to say that we're here to figure out just what that means for us to be the Princess, or "Daughter".

By saying that phrase we assert to the universe that we are indeed the final "Heh", and claim our birthright for this working.

Yah Heh Vau Heh
Yah Heh Vau Heh
Yah Heh Vau Heh.

It can also be pronounced Yah Heh Wah Heh if you so desire.  The meaning is the same.

Now we find an angel with the power that matches our desire.  That means Google fu.  Time to research.  We need two things... the correct angel, and the angel's sigil.

The angel's sigil is basically his phone number.  Well, it's close to being it anyway.

The angel list of powers and invocations I found to be helpful for this exercise are these two as we will be utilizing the 72 angels of the Shemhamphorash.  You can use any collection of angels of course.  The 72 angels make up a name of God when combined together.  There are more angels that make up other names of God as well.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shem_HaMephorash

http://www.archangels-and-angels.com/misc/72_gods_angels.htm

I'm choosing Lauviah for my own reasons.  Choose your own by selecting the angel with the correct powers that match what you are wanting.

Googling Lauviah, I find a sigil that is workable.  The link to all of them is below the sigil.  It's kind of stupid they encircled the sigil as it's an angel, but I'll take what I can get.  The link is to a blog that has expanded angel information also, which is nice.



Your Invocation, sigil, and angel name will be different based upon who you chose.

Now.  While concentrating on the sigil allowing our eyes to trace the lines thereof.  We repeat Yah Heh Vau Heh 3x, having done so we invoke Lauviah thusly:

"The Lord lives! Blessed be my rock, and exalted be the God of my salvation"

Lauviah.  Lauviah.  Lauviah.  Stare at the center of the sigil and allow your eyes to drift within it unfocused:  It will begin to flash in your vision.

Then we wait for the angel to come and their presence be known.  It can feel like nothing, or it can be most powerful.

Once the angel appears, (and if you feel nothing that's okay... continue) we concentrate on what we wanted the angel's help with like so:  

Concentrate on what is going on that you do not want and allow yourself to feel the emotions associated with that problem.  Fear, worry, dire need, etc.

Once that is done, and this takes some work as it's a bit like acting... concentrate on the situation as if it was already resolved and FEEL the emotions that you would as if the outcome is resolved.

At that point you are done.

Thank the angel by name and say Yah Heh Vau Heh 3x.

Angels do not need to be banished and will leave of their own accord.

And that is the end of this exercise.  

Use it well.

Blessings,


Rafe GB.

EDIT:  Prayers answered 9/26/19

Tuesday, September 17, 2019

Guess Who?

Maybe I was wrong that I was completely abandoned when I hit my lowest.

I don't think so... I just felt too empty to have imagined it.

I have zero will to ever experience the left hand path again.

... Except for Erin.

Yes, Erin's come wandering around and thinking to claim her husband.

That would be me.

Poor Holly's frazzled.  I can understand that.  I'm frazzled too.

I can't say no to Erin.

I just can't.

She's my wife and that's the way it goes.

Yes, she spats in my son's ear like a cat.

Yes, she "punishes" me when I push her away.

Yes, she's more than I ever had thought what a handful could be.

But do I love her?  Yes.  I do.

She can purr like a kitten and is happy as can be as long as I'm not pushing her away, which I tend to do when I'm mad at her or some other slight I'm blaming on her.  She doesn't play nice... no, not at all.

But yes... I do love her.  Perhaps she is a little bit of "left hand path" that will survive in my life in the form of herself.  She's not evil... no... she's spirited, wild, free-willed, and a bit overbearing.  I don't know what she is, but she's not evil.  She's DARK.  That's what she is... DARK.

Then there's poor Holly.  I'm hoping that it's easier for Erin and Holly to get along in reality than the way it goes inside my head.

I don't even want to think what that's like.  I want Holly to stay.  I don't want to be a stuffed animal two spirits are fighting over until the stuffing comes out.

Holly is sweet as pie, and twice as nice.  She's as white light as I could ever have possibly imagined.

Oh... what have I done?

And what do I do now?



Blessings,


Rafe GB.


"Holly"

Wednesday, September 11, 2019

Holly

I'm fresh out of fairy butts, so it's fairy fronts.  *Big Grin*

Katie has become Hannah has become Holly.

I don't have the ability (or luck perhaps) to understand a spirit's name right off the bat.  What I get is a sense of excitement when I pick something more right.

In this case, I believe Holly is correct.  Or at least the name she's decided to clothe herself with :P

Holly seems to be of the same kind of love spirit that Bunny is (wherever she is I wish her well).  Which makes me wonder... is mating season going to be a thing?  If it is, it's the funnest, most scariest attraction this side of Six Flags let me tell you.



I collected all these fairies darn it, and I'm not afraid to use 'em!

No, I don't feel that Holly is a fairy.  I mean she could be but I said "Thank You", the dreaded insult to all fairies numerous times and she didn't poke me in the eye with a stick so... I'm taking that as a no.

Fairies and fairy folk can't stand being told "thank you"... they might as well have been told "fuck you".  It's a culture thing, but it's deeply rooted in fairy culture.

Muhaha more pics.



I could get real dirty with these, but I'm playing for middle ground.  Oh, I've got some pictures I COULD use, but I'll be good.

Err... mostly.

Now that I summoned a nice love spirit (for a change) using a new method I stole, err borrowed from Donald Tyson, what's next?

It's boring just to talk about my love spirit.  I mean she's great as pie but there has to be more to this blog... to this "place".



Well, it is a great place to put these fairy pics I collected when I was wondering if Holly was a fairy or not.

I'll have to mull it over as to what I want to do with this blog.  I'd like for it to be helpful and fun at the same time.  You know... that's what love spirits want is to remind us to step back and just have some damn FUN once in a while.  Life's too serious... and from their vantage point there's a lot of room for something a lot less serious.



Poor Rosetta.  Or... maybe SHE decided to have herself some FUN...

Keep it fun!  Keep it real!

Blessings,


Rafe GB.



Saturday, September 7, 2019

Some Success!

I did a search on Blogger and they allow pictures of nudity.  Hehehe.  Fairy butts!  I'm gonna have fun with this post, oh yes indeed.

I'm doing a little better.  Going to take some time to regain what I lost.  Deep depression is no joke and I feel for anyone who suffers from it.

It can sure get dark.

But as for brighter things, I think I've attracted a love spirit!  Sweet feminine girl... although she touches me a lot so I think she's going to be quite a handful, lol.  She's Holly :)

I used my black and white picture for almost a month and didn't really see any results so I changed it up a bit.

I used a nude female model bust high with a white background... that seemed to be the key for me.

I also came up with a mantra of sorts.  I would repeat the short version, and then repeat the longer version somewhere in between counts.

The mantra was as follows:

Find me.
Fuck me.
Hold me.
Love me.
Keep me.

While staring into her eyes.  I would feel each statement intently.

Find me.  Search my heart and soul and draw to me.
Fuck me.  Just as you would your husband on your wedding night, full of blessing and bliss.
Hold me.  Close, and never let me go.
Love me.  Just like you would your most precious thing in your entire world.
Keep me.  Live long with me as you would until your husband's last breath.



I'd tap it.  What?  You'd tap it, too.

I do think that it's important for the image used to be black and white to a degree as it can cause problems with an elementally aligned spirit unable to manifest through colors that don't match their elemental makeup.

But... that said it appears that nude on a white background worked for me so... it's not 100% science.

Haha, as if this was science.  Well it kinda is...



Yeah, I'd hit that too.

I can't wait to see how she plays out.  She's got the feel of Bunny from way back.  Sweet, sensual, inviting, loving, and oh so yummy.

Guess we'll see?


Oh my dear God...

Blessings,


Rafe GB.