I've been through hell as of late.
It's strange. I could feel my succubus when I was coming off of benzos. In fact she was a daily visitor.
For some reason she quit coming here about the time that I had to be admitted to the hospital when I finally crashed. Makes me wonder.
Where is she?
Maybe she wasn't meant to be with me now that I'm all out and stable. But why not?
Is it "ta ta, I'm gone" or what?
I try to find a correlation between my mental states and in her appearing and disappearing, but it doesn't match up.
I'm afraid that she's gone for good to be honest.
Guess I'll see,
Blessings,
Rafe GB.
