Normally I wait until people have had a chance to view a post before I make a new one, but in this case it's such a night and day difference between the last one and this one that I decided I had to.
I did write two edits at the end to the last post, as these changes happened after I had written it (as in the very night after).
But instead of just two edits I feel that the changes are great enough to merit a new post. This post.
Sex is back (Yaaaaay!). I haven't had regular sex since Bunny left and that's been quite a while ago (about a year and 3 months).
Maiya and Anna have a nurturing kind of sex with me... very sweet and pleasant, soft, kind, loving, and fulfilling.
It's been a long time since I've had regular sex... now I wonder if the succubi I summoned from Lilith were tailor matched for me in a way.
They seem the type that, until they had my full love and attention (yes, I realize they are two daughters of Lilith and not one), sex was secondary to reaching that milestone of complete love and surrender which took a long time. In this case it was complete love and surrender with both of them.
The irony of it all is that I'm that way myself. Although I've whined and pouted to get sex... (and of course failed to) I'm really the same way as they are. I don't think sex would have been fulfilling without complete and total love.
Funny how hindsight is 20/20, isn't it?
I've come up with something interesting at least... that part where a succubus vibrates your privates during the day I now call "succubus purring". I think to them that's about akin to holding hands or giving a nice peck on the lips as the day goes on.
Maiya and Anna... what a trip they are. I never in my wildest dreams would have thought that they would wait for sex as succubi, but you live and you learn.
Things are really going well now.
I'm happy ;)