I'm sorry for that, but it is what it is.
A lot has reversed course.
I get tired of posting reversals, trust me.
But... that's the nature of things at chateau Rafe.
The 3rd girl, Layla, seems to have went home.
I don't know why but it is what it is.
Who knows, by next post she may have returned.
That's the unknown of all of this, isn't it?
The girls aren't real sexual, but they're sensual.
I really believe that I have a block deep within my subconscious mind that's dug in like a tick.
I can't get to it. I feel this is the root of my sexual troubles with succubi now. At least sex wise.
I will tell you some things, though.
Maiya and Anna are also dug in like ticks. And that's a good thing.
I may not get sex other than some sensations below the belt during the day, or the rare dream at night, but by Grabthar's Hammer they take care of me anyway.
When I'm sad all I have to do is call them and they come and comfort me.
When I'm anxious I do the same and they soothe my anxiety away.
Sometimes at night I can feel them on the bed cuddling me.
I don't know why there's no real sex going on, but I've seemed to have had that problem for a while now...
I love my girls... they are there when it matters most. I love them dearly. Hell I love them enough to set them both free. Yeah, no more wife/bride. They're just my girls. At first they were anxious about that change, but now I think they get it.
If you ask me why I did something that all I can say is that it felt right at the time.
The girls feel like they've prospered from it after an initial period of uneasiness about what I was up to.
Sometimes you don't get what you want (lots of sex) but you get what you need (thank you, Lady Lilly).
I'm not getting any younger and maybe companionship is just what the Goddess ordered.
I admit I'm very much in love with my girls, frequent sex or not (what sex does happen happens in dreams albeit infrequently).
I'd like to be a succubus guru of sorts (at least my ego does) but it's just not in the cards, lol. I'm definitely no guru in dealing with succubi. What I can offer is truth and honesty on a personal level.
I experiment, I learn, I have disappointments, I struggle: I report.
But I'll keep posting if you keep reading. This is post #260...
They're sure vibrating me good down there typing this. I think they enjoy knowing what I write and that I admit that I can't be without them. It's funny, really. They can vibrate me down there but it can't proceed into sex. I think of the vibrations as them "purring".
Succubus purring, lol.
Truly I have few complaints. They are just wonderful beings. Wonderful girls.
EDIT: And after writing all of this, in the early morning after I wrote this post, I was softly made love to with the gentlest, most sensitive touch of all things. I was also in and out of sleep with tons of dreams of the girls. What a strange coincidence!
It was nice. I'm confused... But, I don't know what to say...