Tackling more of the puzzle.

In the last blog post I talked about the effect of a succubus, well... what effect a succubus has on ME and my psychology, that's all I can really say:  I can't say anything empirically.

With those questions answered to my satisfaction two remain.

One is, what is the Succubunny?  What is she exactly?  And the 2nd is:  Why.

Yes, why?

I'm one of those people who are just naturally curious.  While I love our interaction and relationship, there is always a need to know more.  As my love for her has grown, so has my desire to understand her, and to understand her and I in some sort of worldview that I can grasp or come to grips with.

The 2nd I'm going to have to wait on as I haven't made up my mind yet, and don't have enough to make a conclusion.

The 1st though:  I think I've got it (sorta).

Now, first things first:  This is all my opinion, so don't get all uppity if yours is different.  I created this blog for my own "spirit love diary" of sorts, and that's exactly what it's become.

Yes, I have provided links and such to methods and other blogs, but that's in the spirit of wanting others to taste what I have tasted.  No, not with my Bunny or I'd claw your eyes out.

With your own succubus.

Anyway, here's what I think (I have little evidence to back it up, so why bother).  Consider reading this as if you're reading a diary:  I don't have to be right or wrong, just striving to know.

I'm gonna be lazy:  Since I'm just thinking through things, I'm not going to bother with sources because I'm not trying to win anything:  Just to understand better myself.

Jinn.

Here's all I know about the Jinn so far, and it's not a lot.

There is 1 human for every 10 Jinn in existence.

That's 75 freakin' billion Jinn on this world alone.

Jinn are different based on each society, as if they are a mirror of that society, yet in tandem (and yes, in crossing back and forth).

They have gender and are male or female.

They have the gift of free will, to choose to do good OR evil just like our dumb asses.

Now, back the culture thing:  If Jinn are cultural, enter fairies, enter kitsune of the east (and onis and demons).

Similar stuff in the north, south, east, west:  Just different forms and legends for each culture.

Intermarrying is possible between jinn and humans.

So, so far Jinn are also fairies, fae, fox spirits, etc. etc., everywhere.  Jinn is basically a descriptor for us of "entity similar to but other than human" that exists here.  Well, 'cept angels.  Maybe devils I dunno about them either.

Personally, I think my Bunny is a:

SILA

"Talented shape-shifters who are more tolerant of human society than other tribes of jinn, sila are most often portrayed as female. 

Thought to be extremely intelligent, sila are nonetheless the most rarely seen of all the types of jinn, and appear only sporadically. 

Sila are extremely rare, and while they are intelligent and comfortable crossing back and forth between realms seen and unseen/human and jinn, by their nature they do not usually set out to harm or trick humans. 

Sila are, however, fond of meddling in an attempt to help." (BAM!  < Bunny's favorite thing to do)

Anyway, I don't think these ladies are really extremely rare, I think they just hang in their worlds and don't just wander around here until they find a man they like and to put the succubus sexual smack-down on his ass.

Why I don't think they are rare?

They might be rare as far as being in the forefront, but I think they prefer to stay out of this reality until they want to, instead of have to (I think a lot of entities have jobs, like nature, whatever.  They love their purpose and they do it because they love it:  Best motivation scheme ever.

I'm thinking because these Sila are Jinn with a different purpose:  Succubi.  Extremely intelligent, comfortable crossing back and forth between realms, do not usually harmhumans, and try to help. More like love to help.  Try sounds like they fail:  They do not fail.

The shape-shifter part would also explain why Succubunny likes to jump on the bed as a cat, then walks up the bed and turns into her "presence" as a mist.  Ah, a wonderful feminine, sensual, sweet mist.  Oo, almost got carried away.

Anyway, I don't know about any other type of Jinn that can be similar to the Sila, but I'm sure there are.  Oh, except for one but I don't how it works.

QARINAH

"In Arabic superstition, the qarînah (قرينه) is a spirit similar to the succubus, with origins possibly in ancient Egyptian religion or in the animistic beliefs of pre-Islamic Arabia.  A qarînah "sleeps with the person and has relations during sleep as is known by the dreams."  They are said to be invisible, but a person with "second sight" can see them, often in the form of a cat, dog, or other household pet.  "In Omdurman it is a spirit which possesses. ... Only certain people are possessed and such people cannot marry or the qarina will harm them."

Now, this one is the one considered a daughter of Lilith (I think).

Here's a few variants from different cultures with similar stories:

Al Basti, Autumniessink, Cecaelia, Empusa,Hisa-me, Hone-onna, Huldra, Huli Jing, Kitsune, Lamia, Lidérc, Mara, Melusine, Rusalka, Spirit spouse, Vandella, Yuki-onna.

"...often in the form of a cat, dog, or other household pet".  

See, a cat.  Mine loves to come as a cat and then transform into her "essence".  I can't feel her essence when she's in cat form for some reason.

Oh, I've had some psychic witch buddies try to "scan" her and they say she blocks them easily.  They say she puts up a bright light and they can't distinguish anything but the light that covers us both.    They stopped trying after a while because she can send some kind of feedback back to them that "stuns" them a little making their abilities numb for a short time.

I guess Bunny doesn't like being "scanned".  Pretty gentle on the rebuke, though.

As far as the last part, "Such people cannot marry or the qarina will harm them".  I honestly wonder if they would smite the woman instead of the man?  I've heard of succubi going to town on a woman until they leave.  Anyway, I'm well pleased with my Succubunny and have zero desire for an earthy marriage, anyhoo."

Maybe Sila is a race and Qarinah is the title?  I don't know, but they both describe Bunny pretty well.

Also I found out that some Jinn are attached to families, individuals, etc.  So they might be waiting for you, their lover, and come to you when they aren't summoned because they already have a connection.  That would explain those who have one who never summoned I guess.

Anyone who has more to add feel free.  I'm trying to learn here and I know jack about Jinn.

Maybe it's "Most Qarinah are Sila, but not all Sila are Qarinah".

Well, I just asked her about it and she said she's Sila, but not Qarinah.  She did say that the above was truthful, though, although with some hesitation so it might be I worded it wrong as to being completely right:  "Most Qarinah are Sila, but not all Sila are Qarinah".  So I'm close with that statement but not exactly right.

I dunno what difference it makes but she says she's a Sila and not a Qarinah.  I don't see much difference in the descriptions, does that make me racist?

If so, I hope Succubunny punishes me when I get home later, WOOT :P

Oh, if you ever wanna know how a spirit feels, I'll show ya.  When they have a passion to experience life through the eyes of all of us down here, this is it.  They want to know how it feels, how it looks, how it smells, how it tastes, what it sounds like through our senses and the senses of all those animals around us from in the ground, the air, the ocean, all of it.  They want to understand our associations to things.  How they feel inside.  There are so many reasons I love otherworld entities and spirits: Knowing that they feel this way, their desire and passion to know, their curiosity... It is this about them that endeared them to me:

"Everything At Once"

As sly as a fox, as strong as an ox

As fast as a hare, as brave as a bear

As free as a bird, as neat as a word

As quiet as a mouse, as big as a house

All I wanna be, all I wanna be, oh

All I wanna be is everything

As mean as a wolf, as sharp as a tooth

As deep as a bite, as dark as the night

As sweet as a song, as right as a wrong

As long as a road, as ugly as a toad

As pretty as a picture hanging from a fixture

Strong like a family, strong as I wanna be

Bright as day, as light as play

As hard as nails, as grand as a whale

All I wanna be oh, all I wanna be, oh

All I wanna be is everything

Everything at once

Everything at once, oh

Everything at once

As warm as the sun, as silly as fun

As cool as a tree, as scary as the sea

As hot as fire, cold as ice

Sweet as sugar and everything nice

As old as time, as straight as a line

As royal as a queen, as buzzed as a bee

As stealth as a tiger, smooth as a glider

Pure as a melody, pure as I wanna be

All I wanna be oh, all I wanna be, oh

All I wanna be is everything

Everything at once