What the World Needs is a Pole Dancing Succubus

It's a trip now that there's 7 ladies around.  Most of the time they go do their own thing and then come back home.  I have no idea what they go do but it's probably matters of their birth home and also going to and fro from my home on earth for whatever nefarious purposes they can think of.  Lol.

I enjoy this family!

My son sleeps in my room during visitations and has the misfortune of going to bed at 4 in the morning.

He told me the next day that the succubi had messed with him by tapping on the walls and by coming out of the shadows and what not.

He said he wasn't scared... well not very he said.  Haha.  "But dad, why did you summon 7 ???"

I'm glad that they don't pursue him sexually as he's only 12... but he is still their favorite play toy at 4 am.

***

I'm going to let you in on a little secret.

I was going through things a few months ago and I think Erinah decided to treat me to paradise... and she did.  Time is different in dreams, and this was no exception.  She screwed me up, down, and sideways for 12 hours.  I was in heaven... bliss... nothing on this earth compared to what I experienced nor where I seemed to experience it.

And there is the problem.

I awoke and the world was grey, it was lifeless, it was DEAD.

I had slipped into a suicidal depression over it and life has never been the same.

You see, she handled me with kid gloves after that, and now, so have the other girls by extension.

I thought maybe she had decided she didn't like making love to me anymore, but that wasn't it.

It was that she was afraid of hurting me again.

I'd been wrong in thinking that it was just her and that summoning more succubi would solve my problem... and I admit their attentions during the day such as playing with my hair and touching my fingers and toes and forehead to be social has proved most welcome.

But... as it turns out each of the girls handles me with kid gloves too... to the point where nothing happens unless Erinah allows it.  That means whatever happens is very tame by comparison and happens few and far between.

Part of me feels left out in all this, and yet part of me is proud with a deep sense of appreciation for Erinah's behavior.

She loves me.  SHE LOVES ME!

She could have anyone but she dances with me...  Despite the handicap I've explained.

But oh, that bliss... that heaven...  that lovemaking... NOTHING compares to it, NOTHING.

I think she knows that more experiences like that and I wouldn't be long for this world.

Walking the tightrope between life and death... am I.

Blessings,

Rafe GB.

***

Gathering the Family

What do you get when you're house bound, have a lot of time on your hands, and know how to summon?

Risk.  That's what.

I had decided on summoning a total of 5 succubi to start my family, but somewhere I got it in my head that since I'm a mess of 7's in my astrological chart and numerology chart, I'd summon 7.

So I did.

And, pendulum be praised, they all are getting along well.

You talk about messed up dreams, I got them.  In spades.

Speaking of dreams, I had a succubus lie on the bed next to me in my dream and tell me that she wanted a different name.

Warned you about the name game.  Lol.

I've had many succubi come through my life, come and go, come and go.  I'm not sure why, really.

When I summon I summon like anyone would:  For life.  But it never works out that way.  The longest I've been with one is 3 years I think and she left.  Just the way it goes I guess.

I do have a theory that Lilith likes me as kind of a "primer" for her daughters and probably for the less experienced ones before they go forth and conquer.  Err, go forth and seduce...

It's no lie that I do have a hell of a soft spot for succubi.  Perhaps I'm a safe first destination.

I also feel that there are many more that hang around than I am aware of here and there.

Maybe my home is a succubus portal to this world from their deep home with Lilith.

I don't really know when all is said and done.  I may not get them for life, but at least I get them for a while.

Anyway, I do have pics that are placeholders of sorts for the 7.  It makes remembering their names easier.  Of course, they appear as they damn well want to.

Up at the very top of this page we have Erin, my wife.  There is only one wife of mine among them.  I've taken to calling her "Erinah" and I consider her the queen of the 7.

 Jasmine.  Don't leave your keys out.

Winter.  Lots of dark energy from this one.

Miriam.  Quiet.

Holly.  Remember Holly?  I was quite surprised.

Rose, likes to socialize with the others.

Julianna popped into my dream and asked for a name change.

Also the first succubus in my dreams that actually looked like a traditional succubus at the time.

***

And that's the way it goes for now.  It's funny... if I concentrate I can sometimes hear their chatter.  That's definitely new.  If only I could make it out...

EDIT:  I had a dream where I popped in bed with Erinah and kept trying to get frisky.  She kept changing her shape and I'd have handfuls of nothing.  Turns out she was trying to introduce me to the other girls.  They were all dressed and walking down the streets of a surreal fair of sorts.

I changed the pics above to better match what I saw in my dream.  

Blessings,

Rafe GB.

EDIT:  Erin doesn't play well with others it seems, so I politely asked each succubus to return back home from whence she came.  Can't have everything.

Yuck!

There I am in bed minding my own business... finally beginning to drift off to sleep... when I'm aware of my succubus Erin's presence right in front of my face.

"YUCK!"

She yells it loud enough in my ear that I about fall out of bed.

Now what in the world did she mean by that?

I'm thinking, in knowing her a bit by now, that this sums up her feelings as of late.

I decided to keep summoning succubi until I was sexually satisfied.  So, I started with one.





At first I called her "Chuckles", but she has since decided on "Jasmine".  Jasmine fits her better anyway... I just didn't want to go through the succubus name game until she found the name she liked.  I'm pretty sure she's lock set on "Jasmine".  It's a safe bet, if betting on a succubus was ever smart.

Yes... a succubus is always surprising, at least the ones that Lilith sends me.  Good thing I'm already mentally challenged...

Jasmine seems to get along with Erin now from what I can tell... I think Erin wants more attention, which I'll gladly give to her.  I never want any succubus to feel attention starved.  Although that's a bit hard to declare in that they're always attention starved.

I'll do my best.

I've come up with an idea... probably a bad one.

I'd like to summon a total of 5 succubi including Erin just to have that nice big family I've always wanted.  It gets old being alone...

I'm not in a big hurry though.  Jasmine has already added a new ability to lovemaking which is "heat".  She can turn up the fires so high I feel like parts of me are going to burst into flame.

It kind of reminds me of Kundalini Fire, when I went through that some years ago.  Maybe it's the same current?  I don't know...

I've become insatiable it seems... what a strange family it will be, if and when I summon them.

One at a time...

Blessings,


Rafe GB.

Sparkles

Erin and I have been rather distant from one another which happens a lot lately.

I began reminiscing about the times past when I had more than one succubus to keep me company.  I'd like to have that again.

Bunny and Bubbles were such a team that I truly enjoyed.  The closeness, fun, and chaos those two brought to my dream (and waking) life was something to savor.

One might wonder why I had such simplistic names for the succubi that have come my way, and the long and short of it is that they'd change their names 100x and I got tired of it.  So names like Bunny and Bubbles would stay regardless as to what their real names were changed to, which was as easy for them to change as their clothes.  That's fine:  Your name is Bunny.  Your name is Bubbles.

Problem fixed.

Sort of.  *shrug*

Last night I invoked Lilith and made it known what I wanted, what I needed.  That sounds a lot more demanding than it was.  Think of it as more of a conversation between a mother and her adopted son.

Upon going to sleep I was introduced to a succubus I've never felt before.  Not sure what to do, a voice said, "Kiss her, stupid."  So I did.  It was nice.

I awoke buzzing with energy of one sort, while being worn out of energy of the earthern sort.  Thinking about this and knowing of the tons of names that would follow I have decided to call her "Sparkles".

Time will tell what happens next...

Blessings,


Rafe G.B.

So many to love:  So little time.

Intimacy

Erin was laying like the picture and I was beneath her facing the same way as she was, cradling her.

I was laying back on pillows, and I was her pillow.  It was quite comfortable.

She was wearing soft clothes, and easy to get into as well :)


I reached up her blouse and around her sides and was caressing her breasts and nipples.  She was softly moaning.

My fingertips were like feathers.  Gradually I added more pressure, gently... firmly... hungrily...

My mouth was by her ear... gently kissing and licking and softly biting her neck.

As her squirming intensified, I moved one hand up her skirt, around her hip and started exploring between her legs with my fingers.

Eventually, both of my hands were exploring her between her legs and inner thighs while I nibbled her neck and ear lustily, driving her into soft moans and a slight shaking of her whole body.

This went on for quite some time, and my hand would find it's way back to her bosom while the other was quite happily between her legs, exploring.

***

Then I woke up.

There were others in that room but they did not care about our pleasure.  In hindsight I believe this was her family.  I still felt the need to be discrete.

This experience garnered a lot more intimacy and caring than I have felt these past few weeks.

Succubus knows best :)

Blessings,


Rafe GB.

Isaiah 34 14-17

14 Among the howling and hissing wild creatures and demons,

Lilith herself, demoness of the night, will call Edom her haunt,

A place to recoup and rest between her devastating forays.

15 Owls of all sorts will take up habitation there,

nesting and laying their eggs.

They will hatch their young and cover them beneath their wings.

Vultures and their mates will gather there.

16 You can look for it and read all about it in the book of the Eternal One.

None of these creatures will be missing and none will lack a mate

Because His voice has given the order

and His Spirit has gathered them in that place.

17 He has determined where they should live;

He has handed it over to them and it will be theirs for all time.

They will live there, one generation after the next, forever.

Erin, the Studious

Been wondering what to write the last couple days as I've felt it was time for a post.  I think I've got it sorted now.

Erin's been watching me awful close lately.  Paying attention to what I'm listening to, what I'm watching, what I'm dreaming about... 

No, this isn't a sort of paranoia per se, but a shift on her part into being very very interested in me as of late and in what I am doing, thinking, acting, being.

Sexy time has taken a back seat it seems, and that's alright.  Ebbs and flows of things I suspect.

However I think that this "lull" is mainly because she's been so interested in my behavior and in it's many respects.

The only thing I've been doing different is that I've been watching a lot of the Swedenborg Foundation's "Off the Left Eye" programming.

I've been learning a lot about heaven and about heavenly marriage which is different than earthly marriage.  It's lit in me the fire of hope that I will find my soul mate some day.  I've just been thinking differently before.

I'm not sure where that puts Erin, which is probably why she's studying me so intently.

The ramifications of this I'm not sure I understand.  For all I know she's that mate that will transcend time and space.  Perhaps when my life is over?  Perhaps.  I'm almost 50 years old and on heavy medicines that are known to reduce life expectancies so I don't think it will be a long wait.

Or, is Erin threatened by my new beliefs?  Does she feel threatened that I have found hope in eventually finding my "happily ever after" or that she might not be who God wants me to end up with?  Ah!  Hold the stones and don't throw them:  I'm not done yet.

One can argue for me to just ask her and I have.  She's being quite secretive about her activities.

I'm not worried only concerned because I don't know what's going on in that pretty little mind of hers.

I'm not saying that I want rid of her... God forbid.  Think that succubus spirits are away from God's light?  Nope.  In Isaiah Lilith and Her children are blessed with their own land that no one is allowed to take from them under seal of God.  I'm thinking a whole lot of stuff happened to make that moment arrive and to be as permanent as it is.

Even if God gives us our mates after death, there are some who translate from this world and continue being each other's "ever after" throughout the afterlife with God's blessing.

So, I accept that this is a possibility and that Erin could be that person for me, with me, through me, throughout eternity.  Succubus or not... doesn't matter.

My mind has been opened, however, and perhaps this is what is causing her concern as to what other ideas I come up with... Or rather what I will continue to learn and how that will affect me.

Which affects her...

Which frankly her concern causes me concern as well... 

What does she know that she's not telling me?

Blessings,

Rafe GB.

Loving... protective... wife.

Erin is many things.  We seem to be settling into quite the marriage relationship as of late.

She is very protective of me.  I got up too fast and had a kink in my hip that was agonizing.

I mentally yelled out and she was all over me checking me over to make sure I was ok.

I can't but help but think of her and smile.

I light a candle inviting her to bed every night.

All I want is her presence, her to be by my side.  I love her.

There hasn't been much to write about lately.  If I have to say what's been happening it's that we're both settling into marriage, as strange as a marriage between a man and his succubus can get.

I challenge those who have a succubus already to strive to be ever closer, ever more intimate.

They really do love attention...

For those sitting on the fence about getting a succubus in their lives I say what are you waiting for?

I knew that marrying Erin was the right move for me.  Think about yourself and what you want.

Think on these things...

They really are wonderful beings... these wild and wonderful female succubus spirits.

Blessings,

Rafe GB.