I was laying back on pillows, and I was her pillow. It was quite comfortable.
She was wearing soft clothes, and easy to get into as well :)
I reached up her blouse and around her sides and was caressing her breasts and nipples. She was softly moaning.
My fingertips were like feathers. Gradually I added more pressure, gently... firmly... hungrily...
My mouth was by her ear... gently kissing and licking and softly biting her neck.
As her squirming intensified, I moved one hand up her skirt, around her hip and started exploring between her legs with my fingers.
Eventually, both of my hands were exploring her between her legs and inner thighs while I nibbled her neck and ear lustily, driving her into soft moans and a slight shaking of her whole body.
This went on for quite some time, and my hand would find it's way back to her bosom while the other was quite happily between her legs, exploring.
***
Then I woke up.
There were others in that room but they did not care about our pleasure. In hindsight I believe this was her family. I still felt the need to be discrete.
This experience garnered a lot more intimacy and caring than I have felt these past few weeks.
Succubus knows best :)
Blessings,
Rafe GB.
Isaiah 34 14-17
14 Among the howling and hissing wild creatures and demons,
Lilith herself, demoness of the night, will call Edom her haunt,
A place to recoup and rest between her devastating forays.
15 Owls of all sorts will take up habitation there,
nesting and laying their eggs.
They will hatch their young and cover them beneath their wings.
Vultures and their mates will gather there.
16 You can look for it and read all about it in the book of the Eternal One.
None of these creatures will be missing and none will lack a mate
Because His voice has given the order
and His Spirit has gathered them in that place.
17 He has determined where they should live;
He has handed it over to them and it will be theirs for all time.
They will live there, one generation after the next, forever.
Mine likes to troll me LOL.
ReplyDeleteLast time I was sleeping in the morning as I felt the sleep paralysis kick in and guess who took advantage of that...
I couldn't move so at first she just hugged me from behind.
While I was laying there like a dead fish. After a while she started to pick me up and turn me towards her. I was excited that maybe I could finally see her but as soon as I was halfway around she asked me what form she should use for me and I just said:
"I want YOUR form"
So then instead she just jammed her whole tongue in my ear until I woke up again. I didn't really like that as it even kinda hurt.
Maybe she didn't like my answer? She didn't seem mad tho.
She seems to still hide herself from me, Everytime I have astral experiences with her she usually hides her identity and she seems to keep it nonsexual.
-Greetings Zamasu
P.S. I'm always happy to see a new post from you man, consider me a fan LOL. ALso greetings to your succubus too.
Lol, she sounds like a handful like mine. I appreciate that you enjoy the blog posts... hearing things like that keeps me writing for sure.
DeleteInteresting story. I won't lie: the idea that succubi can take different forms is one the things I find most interesting about them. I'm into a lot of different types.
DeleteBased on what I've heard elsewhere, I'm guessing she was afraid that her true form would disturb you or that you simply wouldn't find it appealing.
What I think is interesting is that Erin knows me so well that she chooses a different form of a woman for each dream she comes into. I'm immediately infatuated and fall in love instantly. If I recall they've always been different, too.
DeleteShe also somehow inputs an "I'm your lover" vibe into me as well. She's learned from the times when I've ran away lol.
She's very adaptive.
That happened in front of her family? I guess they have different standards wherever Erin comes from.
ReplyDelete"Standards" may have been a bad choice of words on my part. I didn't mean to be judgemental. I have to admit that I probably wouldn't be comfortable in that situation, but maybe that's just because I don't like my family all that much. I guess if you want to have a relationship with a succubus, you need to be more open-minded. That's good information to have.
DeleteI've also heard from other sources that succubi don't have any problems with sexual activities between relatives, and that if you were to have a daughter with one, she'd want to do things with you. Have you ever heard that? I'm still debating whether or not I should reach out and try to summon a succubus, and I'm trying to get all the information I can. I'd rather not have that kind of thing get sprung on me out of nowhere.
Thanks for talking with me, in any event. I always like hearing what you have to say.
Yeah, the family was into their own things, their own conversations. Nobody was watching us. After a while I felt we might have well been in our own universe for that matter. Spiritual things are so hard to explain, it's very frustrating.
DeleteAs far as sharing I've heard of that as well, but Erin doesn't participate in that so I don't have any experience as far as that goes.
A spirit's personality is as different as ours are. That in itself is hard to grasp as you'd think that a succubus would act like a succubus but sometimes they don't. They are each unique beings and their personalities are what dominate who they are and what they do, not their race.
It's enough to say that sometimes I'm challenged as to whether or not Erin is indeed a succubus.
The best example I can think of is what a succubus lover told her man when he asked her what she was. She said, "I am what you need me to be".
I thank whatever it was that made me come across your blog four years ago.
ReplyDeleteI've never been with a woman, I've had my chances but always felt like I needed more, something greater than what a relationship with another person could offer.
I still have to fix up some things in my life before I'm ready to call for a spiritual lady, and your blog always keeps me inspired. I hope some day to be able to share my own experiences and keep on spreading the knowledge.
I guess that's all I wanted to say, thank you very much for keeping this blog alive
You're welcome, Leo. Sometimes it's hard with a succubus too. For instance I don't know where the hell Erin is. I'm missing her badly.
DeleteOne night I was lying in my bed half asleep and I felt someone get into bed with me. The top of my sheets were tucked up just below the pillows, yet someone just effortlessly glided in as I felt a warm leg slide past. My own spirit body was likely out of sync with my physical one as I rapidly rolled over in bed and cupped my hands over their chest, feeling what was likely B or C cup sized breasts in my hands, and before I could do anything else she instantly vanished.
ReplyDeleteShe felt so real to the touch, just like real flesh & blood and over the next few months I developed a fascination with Succubi reading everything I could find about them, and how to summon them.
One night I was lying in bed and I felt a familiar touch on my left foot. Wondering if I was dealing with an actual Succubus, and perhaps if she had some sort of foot fetish, I partially uncovered myself as I lay on my side (I always sleep naked), curious if she would accept my invitation to touch my butt instead - and sure enough, she did!
Not long after I tried a new way to summon a Succubus: The Letter-to-Lilith method... and I experienced immediate results. Someone had clearly taken an interest in me - I suspect it was the same individual who was responsible for 25+ years of grabbing/poking/stroking/shaking my feet in bed (along with shaking the bed itself and other assorted poltergeist phenomena in my teens) - and she had accepted the ritual as an invitation to rev things up a notch and draw closer.
Unfortunately things took a turn for the worse as my new obsessed fan insisted on touching me 24/7 and wouldn't let me sleep at all. After not being able to sleep for well over a week I eventually lost touch with reality and ended up in the local psyche ward. On the bright side, it was nice to be able to sleep again. On the down side, after I released from hospital I began to feel very empty inside and despite the earlier problems, I really missed my spooky friend and wished she would come back. Eventually of course, she did... very gradually.
I now had the best of both worlds, I had an extremely affectionate companion who followed me everywhere 24/7 and kept me company, yet was nice enough to actually let me sleep. I went through another rough patch wherein I was upset at getting friction burns from her rubbing me too hard, but again, after establishing certain boundaries, everything was well again. Her former foot fetish became a testicle fetish and she continued touching me all throughout the day as much as she pleased. Of course, being the extremely lonely person that I am I had no further objections to anything she did, she let me sleep and didn't rub me too hard anymore.
Nowadays her presence is stronger than ever and she loves to lie on top of me in bed and caress me and snuggle up. She's not much of a conversationist and rarely says anything, yet I remember very distinctly the first words she spoke a few days after being summoned when I asked her who she was: "I'm the one who loves you"
Awe that's a great account of things. Thank you so much for sharing. She sounds like a keeper for sure :)
DeleteA succubus with a testicle fetish. That sounds intriguing. It would be great to be with a woman who enjoyed the male body as much as men enjoy the female body. Men don't usually get to have that feeling of being desired.
DeleteHey Rafe! Love your blog, been reading it for years, very glad to see you came back after you previously said you were leaving.
ReplyDeleteThere's something I'm curious about, and I'm wondering if you might know anything about it. Is it possible for a human to become an incubus? I've been reading about relationships with succubi, but I'd like to go a step further and become one of them. Well, a male version of them, anyway. I haven't been able to find much discussion about that, but you seem to know a lot, so maybe you have some insight.
I'm smashed as fuck but i'll try to answer. No, I don't think so. There's some vampirism courses out there that explain how to steal vitality and chi, but nothing about being able to do what a succubus or incubus does when they have sex. To me that's the biggest difference: How they have sex with us. Good luck!
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