It's pretty mind blowing.
I'm on track with what they have me learning at the moment.
I'm not sure why but I'm not allowed to elaborate on some things that they are teaching me. I dunno why but I'm sure that they have their reasons.
As far as the magickal stuff that's not such a big deal. As you might recall I've been working through the Hexagradior.
It's all making a lot more sense now than it did when I first bought the book. Maybe that's because I have spirit tutors now. Ah, nothing more demanding than a succubus teacher, I'll tell you that.
Dreamed a male spirit was trying to have sex with me last night... I pushed him off. Not sure what that's about but it happens once in a blue moon or so. If it's the succubi's sense of humor I don't find it funny at all.
That's probably what it is, honestly. They have to get their jokes in some how I guess.
But anyway... my new tulpa Miriam is doing well. Not sure what to do with her so I try to interact with her a lot during the day. Her personality is growing little by little. I do hope the succubi aren't corrupting her, lol.
She does come up with good insight from time to time. Not sure how much is her and how much is my succubi piping in to give their 2 cents worth.
I'm on step 4 of 6 in the Hexagradior so I'm wondering what course of study is next.
I'm wondering if it's the Goetia, but that's just me pondering I don't know for sure what it will be.
I'm sure it will be interesting whatever it turns out to be. It might be the courses from Black Witch Coven. I've been drawn to those lately.
Or it could be something among the books I already own. That's a possibility. Actually that seems the most likely considering succubi seem to be "waste not want not" by nature.
Succubi are interesting critters. You summon them for sex and the next thing you know you've got stern taskmasters teaching you magick and cosmology with very little sex.
Ironic, isn't it? Sometimes I feel as if I'm being groomed for something...
Blessings,
Rafe GB.
They probably won't allow you to elaborate so that bad people who may be reading this can't learn too much and potentially misuse it.
ReplyDeleteYeah makes sense. I honestly don't have an answer. Just doing what I was told lol.
DeleteHow's the hexigradior going? Is everything going well?
ReplyDeleteYeah the lessons are coming along. Some are easy some are hard. But, I'm almost done with it at least. I'm on step 4 out of 6.
DeleteMy gma died 2 days ago. Processing that slowly. She raised me so she was more like my mom. That's been pretty tough so I'm distracting myself a lot.
Wondering what my next book of magick will be. Whatever they pick and keep bombarding my brain with until I get it I guess.
How are you?
My friend our condolences go to you at this painful time, you have our deepest sympathy's. If theirs anything we can do please don't hesitate to ask.
ReplyDeleteThat's great news about your progress, although in honesty I think they'll be supporting instead of instructing for a while.
We are doing excellent, thank you for asking, been studying vodou, that is some wicked shit let me tell you haha completely different to other systems out there and the Lwa well haha awesome!!
Got married to a few of my ladies, Naamah and Jem, and their is gonna be the pitter patter of tiny spiritual feet soon so watch this space!
So it's all good haha
Yeah you're right about the instructing. I haven't been told any new cosmology realities in a few days. I'm sure that Vodou is interesting. I'm wondering what I'll be studying next. I probably shouldn't care yet as I'm knee deep in this one anyways.
DeleteGratz on the weddings! That's always good news.
I miss having spiritual children... really gives you the feeling that you're accomplishing something great!
Tbh I think you have other matters to attend to at the moment, magic will always be there but right now you need support, have you got networks in place?
ReplyDeleteTbh with my family, it's the little things, the sheer delight at sharing a cup of coffee in the morning, or a conversation about human aspects they don't understand, don't get me wrong having a child is an amazing experience (half killed me to do it haha) but it's about those little things you share each and every day
I'm far removed from those pleasantries I'm afraid. That's the way it goes... I've been a lone wolf for 10 years now and it's not so bad anymore.
ReplyDeleteSo, no, I don't have a network really.
There's always time for magick, which is true... but when that's all you have it suddenly becomes the most interesting thing in the universe.
Balanced? No. Survival mode engaged? Yep.
Would you like one?
ReplyDeleteMy friend are we discussing magic, or the spiritworld in general?
We always survive, one way or another, death comes not once in a lifetime but many times a day, you can handle it as you always have done, grateful for the love you shared and the life you lived together, didn't lady teach you we are god's that's a very prophetic lady you have there my friend and one who has her arms open now
I don't know how I'd be with a network so to speak. Never had one before.
DeleteNot sure what we're discussing. Probably both? I'm confused.
Lady is a gem. While all of my succubi quickly become friends instead of sexual lovers for some as yet unknown reason, I do value them and want them in my life.
I get the feeling that they consider me a "younger brother" rather quickly which portents an immediate drop of status as lovers.
Kind of irritating and weird, that.
Only one way to find out
ReplyDeleteMagic is a system, like you studying the hexigradior or any book of magic for that matter. Spirits we build that relationship with them
Perhaps it's an issue with the terms you are using, from a symbolic point of view, succubus from a human perspective is very different to what they classify as a succubus and indeed the race themselves.
Also what happens sometimes is that people call a "succubus" and expect them to be nymphomaniacs right of the bat, no it doesn't work that way, just like human relationships it takes time to build to that point, depending on their personalities and yours.
They are very similar to us, sometimes they aren't in the mood and would prefer other forms of intimacy like cuddling, or watching a movie together.
My advice for what it's worth, take your time with lady and the others, get to know them on a personal level and make space for them to be themselves, as you know there is nothing in this world or the next that compares to when a woman feels loved and supported, they truly are the magic
I'll try that :)
DeleteYou'd be amazed rafe, just how like us they are, each with their own nature, abilities etc. Even the famous ones have their own very specific skillset and usually recruit others for abilities they don't have or to fuel them.
ReplyDeleteI wish you the best of luck
Peace
Trust them on not sharing information. They definitely know what they're doing. Succubi have enemies and will even impersonate them to ruin their reputation. Glad to hear they're teaching you about more than just pleasing a lady. It'll be valuable knowledge to acquire. You'll see that eventually.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Arkzyk. I might not understand the "why" of them not letting me share some things they are teaching me, but I'm listening to them :)
DeleteIm sorry, I'm lost in meanings again, arkzyk if you could clarify whether you mean the race or spirits with the ability to have sex with humans?
ReplyDeleteTbh I'm my experience most of the negative accounts are down to misunderstandings between human and spirits rather than a smear campaign, sure there are disagreements and sometimes wars it tends to be this clan doesn't get on with that clan and never the twain shall meet. If a human feels slighted it is an obvious conclusion that they would be out for revenge, it's to be expected
Tbh I see that now so I'm a little confused about the end of your comment
Yes, I know about miscommunication or misunderstanding between humans and spirits but I speak from experience. There are false entities that try and mimic others through the use of illusions. I don't know how clearer I can be. I only know so much sadly. The last part of my comment was referring to the after life. Our time on Earth can be seen as a learning experiencing. Once we leave here, we'll take what we've learned with us to the after life. The more occult knowledge and connections with people from the beyond you have, the better. Trust me, you'll want friends on the other side. They'll help you grow as a person and have people to care for.
DeleteThere are certainly spirits that will actively try to harm you but you must be very careful to discern wether it is truly malicious or wether it is because they are trying to teach you something.
ReplyDeleteI do agree that there are some spirits that you need to stay away from completely and this is where understanding of the different races/etiquette comes in. A basic grounding in energy work should help prevent this problem but it's not an exact science I'm afraid.
As for the afterlife I don't disagree with you, however I love having my family able to live my life by my side, so I have taken magic steps to enable that to happen which will continue in the afterlife.
Thank you for your insight Arkzyk
Greetings , I stumbled onto your site a few weeks ago and your story really interested me. You may have been given this question , but I'd like to ask how did you meet or summon your succubus and does she have a name?
ReplyDeleteI summoned her with his pretty much: https://succupedia.wordpress.com/2016/03/10/letter-of-intent-how-to-summon-a-succubusincubus/
DeleteShe's not here anymore. She left a few years ago. I never found out why.