I've tried multiple methods of summoning but it all ends up the same.
Needless to say my motivation for writing this blog is waning.
Take for instance Maiya and Athena: They were here and now they're gone.
In their place within just days is Dana.
Dana is a strange succubus I must say.
She likes to play a game with my left ear where it will get cold and damp inside and I'll have the sensations of something like a spider crawling out of it.
It feels so real that I must check and see that there isn't a real spider crawling out of my ear.
Once I check, and of course find nothing, I can feel laughter from her as the "joke" has been sprung.
On the other side of Dana is a very helpful succubus, more powerful in helping me than any other.
I was having nightmares and was getting tired of it so I got a book on lucid dreaming: How to change your dreams by waking up in them and changing them to what you want them to be.
I suddenly developed the power to do so before I even got to the "how to" in the book.
That's Dana teaching me, I'm sure of it.
Another odd thing that happened in a dream, this time her presence was obvious, was where I was shown on the wall a picture. I was in the picture along with a woman (whom I believe was the woman whom Dana was playing at the time... but it might not have been) and written at the bottom was the title, "Conjugal Twins".
Odd, huh?
If anything I'll admit that Dana is as dorky and as good-natured as I am. Gotta call a spade a spade.
How long will she stick around and stay with me? Not for very long I'd gather.
I hope she does, though.
She's the most human and understandable succubus I've seen yet. And the dorkiest which honestly is rather endearing, not to mention her helpfulness.
She might not even be a succubus per se.
I'm not real sure...
Blessings,
Rafe GB.
Rafe youve always got to remember to them were like rocking horse shit, ultra rare.
ReplyDeleteA human that is open minded enough to accept this experience and not go insane or physically strong enough to be able to withstand some of the energies that flow through us and not have our bodies break down.
There are all manner of spirits which want to share our lives and share in their lives. It is because of your strength of your love that they feel safe and protected enough to come to you, i get that you feel a bit used thats human but dont stop the spirit world needs you as much as you need them.
Thanks for the comment. I do love them just because I do I guess. I have to admit I have felt honored to meet each and every one of them even though they leave. It just gets really frustrating sometimes.
DeleteLove never dies but we can choose to experience that it has but ultimately theres no reality to it. Put it this way every girl that has come to you, you have loved and continue to love, the painful part is not understanding why it has gone this way and what you could've done to change it. Dont try shutting it off flow through the feelings, a broken heart is the sign that the love was real. Perhaps look at it a different way, youve stated previously that your looking for the one but no one said you had to race there to get it, slow take your time and enjoy the journey not every girl is gonna be the one.
ReplyDeleteThat's very true. All of it is very true :)
DeleteI believe you've mentioned that you are a son of Lilith. I'm with a Yukshee, so I don't know how Lilith does things(I don't even know if there's any connection between Lilith and the Yukshee), but is it possible that she has a perfect soulmate for you and just isn't sending her because she believes that you still have things to learn from these other ladies? Or perhaps believes that there are things they could learn from you? You could try asking her, though I doubt you'd get a straight answer on this sort of question.
ReplyDeleteOn the other hand, it could be that all of them were potential soulmates and thing just didn't work out for one reason or another.
My best advice at this point is to just be kind and loving towards whatever lady you are with. If things work out, great.
I appreciate your comment. It's probably a combination of things I would suspect.
ReplyDeleteThat's all I really can do is be kind and loving towards the ones that come by and stay a little while.
Loving comes naturally for the most part towards spirits so it's not that big a deal for me to do my best in that regard.
Spirits fascinate me. It would just be nice to find the one that sticks with me for the long term :)
You'll find the one someday.
ReplyDeleteThank you :)
DeleteThat's so sad do they even say goodbye to you?
ReplyDeleteNot that I know of, but that was probably my fault as I was a bit cranky. After reading the comments I understand the big picture a little bit better... I wish them the best and hope that they know that.
DeleteI'm having an issue with my succubus and ironically, It's because of gone numb of her. This is mostly due to the fact that there's someone that I have met and ever since she's been interested in me, thinking about this person has made me want to be with her so I feel really dulled out about my succubus but she insists to stay no matter what, even claiming that no matter how much I hurt her (not that I have) she will stick to me like cement. Do you know any banishment techniques. It's not urgent as I don't feel in any sort of danger in the slightest. Talking about this to her has made her a little bit saddened but I want her to leave so that we can both move on from one another and honestly I want to move on with this whole spirit relationship thing all together.
ReplyDeleteThere are no banishment techniques that I am aware of that work on a succubus. Pretty much they leave when they want to.
ReplyDeleteI've got the same thing. She just won't leave no matter what I do. I tried my best to make things work but it just is so stale I can't take it anymore. She is a little demonic so that makes it much more difficult to live with her. She gets scary at night so this girl has got to go. Sorry Aphrodite but we're just not compatible. I love it when on occasion I wake up in your arms with that warm purring you do but I just can't feel happy with you any other time your with me. She makes these demonic sounds before I go to bed and no matter how hard I try I just can't improve our bond. So I'm going to summon one who I can improve my bond with. This could be because she doesn't want to leave me alone. I sort of accidentally summoned her at 13 years old while crying out for someone to love me and never leave me. And I have to say I got what I wished for, but she isn't the girl for me. She isn't a demon but she is about a 9 out of 10 on the scale. I really hope that summoning ritual summons a different succubus. I tried everything, and I mean Everything to get this girl out of here. I am crossing my fingers.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the comment. In summoning via the letter method to Lady Lilith I find that I get what I need and not what I want. That pretty much sums up my experience.
DeleteAt first I'm disappointed, but later on I realize that she sent just what I needed and am appreciative... just takes time and a willingness to understand why.
Good luck :)
Hey rafe how are things going now?
ReplyDeleteHey SW not too bad. I figured out I'm a burned out light bulb so to speak and can't have spirit sex anymore, so Lilith's been sending female companion spirits when I summon. When I think of the big picture that's not so bad. Who knows, maybe when I get in shape again it'll all change. In the meantime, that's pretty thoughtful of Lady Lilith when you think about it... I was only angry because I didn't realize it was me all along and thought that they were teasing me. Perspective is everything. You helped a lot with that SW :)
DeleteOh yeah... the "burned out" part of me that can't process sexual energy is just that process alone: I can still feel them pecking me on the cheek, running their fingers through my hair, etc., just fine. Brightens my day :) I think that all 3 are back after I apologized profusely and left the door open to my home for them. At least my pendulum work says so.
DeleteNow if I could figure out why one companion spirit plays in my left ear feeling like a spider walking around I think I could die happy. Lol.
Glad to hear it, the girls don't mean to burn us out but sometimes were too tempting to them lol with regards to the ear thing i was gonna say but she kept deleting it lol but what does that body part represent?
DeleteAs for the sexual energy system its like a muscle allow it plenty of rest and gentle use and itll be back in no time, determination required lol
Just enjoy the other side to them take your time and remember when your frustrated and dont know why youll usually block their answer, as you know they love to tease but not over something as important as how you feel.
Lady Lillith looks after her own, she always will
I would say my ear represents listening and understanding.
ReplyDeleteAt present they communicate with me with lyrics, images, and what I call "flash visions" that last for only a few seconds.
I don't know which message in whatever form given to me is from which lady, though.
Think of it more in terms of all is one, ie no separation in the layers. So within the human body lies the astral, mental etc but it all work's as one whole directed towards your focus. As far as i understand it it works with the spirit world as well, their world within ours. The "trick" ive found with communicating is awareness of the whole, as you've said before, within and without at the same time, there is no separation in ultimate reality. For example do they still exist when your not thinking about them?
ReplyDeleteIt's like Alice in Wonderland...
ReplyDeleteI know they exist when I'm not thinking of them because they've surprised/startled me many times before.
I guess they wonder if we exist when they aren't thinking of us if the model holds true.
To that I would say... "Mehbeh."
Lewis Carroll only had the tip of the iceberg and only one dimension, your thinking of this as a concept think of it more as chaos theory all that has ever happened or is likely to happen is happening now. In every dimension at once simultaneously there is no past or future just now.
ReplyDeleteWait till they figure out your phone and change the song or book you're reading, they've done that to me many times. Gotta adore them girls lol
Ive never heard of the word mehbeh before what does it mean?
Just urban slang for "Maybe" ;)
DeleteEvery day is a school day lol
ReplyDeleteHaha, yep :)
DeleteIf I had a succubus and she whouldnt leave no matter what you do or say to her. I whould be honored not upset. But that's my opinion. Anyways I am still trying to get the connection between me and my Succubus started.
ReplyDeleteYou'll figure it out. Let her lead she knows what she's doing. Meditation helps as you are more apt to discern her communications. Might even get a flash vision from her as communication. Good luck :)
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