It's been a strange, hard road.
After all is said and done I have one left: Dena.
There feels like more air to breathe now that there's only one.
I don't know how those with multiple companions, succubi, or what have you do it.
Dena is a very protective spirit.
I was at the dentist today and I could feel Dena in the room when they gave me a shot for a filling I was about to get.
The shot wasn't enough and I felt the drilling pretty palpably... again I felt her ire rising.
During the shaping of the filling where you bite down I bit down on my numb tongue twice and grinded it pretty good... I now have a very sore tongue and 2 rows of perforations from the 2 times I bit and grinded like I was told to do.
Dena wasn't pleased, but I could tell that she wasn't going to go after them, either.
Protective, yes... extremely aggressive... no.
Regardless, she wasn't pleased with the women in the dental room I can tell you that.
If they were hurting me on purpose, I have no doubt Dena would strike. But accidents happen and Dena is mature enough to know the difference.
Still doesn't mean she was happy about it AT ALL...
It's just so funny how I was in there and the pain from the drilling was getting me (I could have asked for another shot, but I wanted to save money so I kept my mouth shut) and suddenly I got a whiff (for lack of a better term) of Dena coming in to investigate. I've never had that happen before with a spirit...
Anyway... I've been working out trying to do my part to repair my sexual circuits... I'm beginning to have a plan of working the weight machines and the treadmill one day, and swimming laps with some water weights as well on the other day.
I'm pretty sore today as I did the machines and the treadmill today. My tongue also feels like it did the machines and got stepped all over on the treadmill as well, lol.
Time will tell who Dena wants to be.
I'm not pushing anymore.
What she feels comfortable moving into my life as is fine.
I do wish I knew what that spider sensation is that she brings to my left ear canal and outer ear.
It's the weirdest sensations I've ever experienced.
I gave it a good dose of reiki and all it did was pause the feeling of spider legs on my inner and outer ear... about the size of a tarantula actually... for a few moments.
I take this, after doing reiki multiple times on it, that it is benign.
The purpose escapes me, but it is a trademark of Dena's and came with her, actually.
I'm hoping that doing my part in getting more physically fit with help Dena, who seems to be working on my sexual circuits... kind of meet "in the middle" so to speak.
And with that, Blessings upon you...
Rafe GB.
Glad to hear things are going well with the fitness good for you.
ReplyDeleteIm really pleased that you wrote about the protective, nurturing side of succubus it hardly gets acknowledged, yes they are ferociously sexual but they look after their mate like nothing youve experienced before.
As for having multiple in my experience they wont overload you, i have djinn, demons, succubus, sirens, vampires, a saytur, werewolves, angels, mermaid and more around me, if they were all to come at once i would go bang energy wise, the most im allowed at any one time is 3. For me its about spending equal time with them, allowing them to express who they are and supporting them in what they want to achieve. The hardest part for me sometimes is sorting out whos who, especially when some of them have the ability to shape shift that gets real tricky lol
Ps my spirits have to paralyse me at the dentist, i hate them with a passion. Last time i went one of my ladies was cuddling me to such a degree i was falling asleep, poor dentist thought i was having an allergic reaction and started panicking trying to rouse me lol
That's a big family you've got! I can't wait until Dana's sexual with me. Not sure what else I can do to speed up the process. Fried is fried methinks... dunno for how long.
DeleteIt's been a year since I've had good sex with a succubus. They start, there's sensation, then they stop suddenly.
I've got some spirits from before I learned how to summon a succubus. Creepy Hollows spirits: I've got 10 of them. Never really heard a peep out of them, though. Of course I probably didn't know what I was doing with them, either. I had more than 10 at one time but they left. I don't think those that left were what they were advertised to be.
I had a succubus from there that wasn't interested in sex at all and just straight up drained me dry so badly I couldn't hardly move afterwards. She was one of the ones who left, incidentally.
But anyway... that's funny about the dentist thinking you had an alergic reaction and panicking, lol.
You know how it is when they cuddle you, bliss takes over lol
ReplyDeleteAs far as i know it depends on the types of bindings you have with them, creepy Hallows uses to spirit bindings whereas metaphysical beginnings can use up to 10 bodies bindings.
Have you tried role playing with her as daft as it sounds sometimes the protective mind will shut everything down energetically because it perceives a threat to itself, by feeling that threat and letting her break through that gradually re-imprints the brain to recognise her as safe. Ive done it many times with my girls the intimacy is overwhelming and have been rendered helpless in their arms just in a state of pure bliss.
That sounds pretty cool except I wouldn't know where to even start role playing with her. Have to think about that one a while.
ReplyDeleteYeah, succubus cuddles are the best. I think I had a version of that with Dana right before I fell asleep during my nap. Otherwise it's been a full year or so since I've had the intense, soft, fuzzy blanket kind of cuddles.
I would start with energy, so where your and her energies meet and it starts to get the sexual feelings start pushing a little bit and try to feel her pushing back and when she does start to draw her into you and flow between eachother. As it escalates notice the point that it shuts off it should feel like a complete drop in everything, this is where mind management comes in, feel what your feeling allow it to flow, sink into your feelings for her allow the two opposing energies to be together fear and love allow them to dance together.
ReplyDeleteFear will push her and she may back off at this point, tell her its ok and to hold her ground you recognise your fearful and your gonna need her to push back gently. As shes pushing back your gonna feel this intensely use your judgement if you think its too much energy wise, not fear of her then close it down and try again later.
When you feel her energies break through it will be even more intense you will feel her enveloping and penetrating your fear, what will happen next is between you and her but enjoy.
You can try visualization with it as well it sometimes helps.
Sometimes when im in a really bad mood and cant see the woods for the trees my girls put their hand on my chest and i instantly render to them. Hope this helps
I'm trying to work through the process. She's responding but progressing is hard to do. More practice I guess.
DeleteI added this to my energy block fix page at the bottom giving you credit.
Just the limited progress I've made so far shows me you're right on track with the whole thing.
No, more understanding. Be gentle with yourself, stop pushing so hard you have her grace and their love. The other two haven't left they drop into supportive roles. They will push with all that they are but it is driven by you but that dosnt mean that its at all stuffy and serious, as we humans think it is.
ReplyDeleteThe only thing i would ask is that you give the credit to the spirits themselves, they taught me this, i have read your blog for a very long time and you have started me on my journey with them, it makes me so happy to help you (slightly) at this junction i cannot express. Blessings to you rafe and your ladies
Thank you, and to you the same :)
DeleteI changed the credits for the method per your wishes.
So, the two spirits dropped into supporting roles, huh? Interesting.
I wondered why (I thought) they left as all I did was start meditating heavily.
Thanks for letting me know as I'm glad that they're still around in some capacity :)
You have a fine talent for this stuff my friend.
Because its easier to think they left because as humans thats our dark side, to run from love. It scares the living bejesus out of us, were like a dog chasing cars, wouldnt know what to do with one if we caught it, we can face loneliness thats not a problem but to be loved, warts and all thats real fear.
DeleteYou have something different to most people, you've tasted their gifts, with bunny. That was her ultimate gift to you. What makes you think she isn't watching over you?
Remember buildings burn, people die but real love is forever. Personal opinion, bunnies still teaching you, teaching you about real love and what that means.
To quote you rafe i just work here lol
Bunny's cool. I'll never forget the Bunny :)
DeleteHey... I just work here, too! Hahaha
69th floor: Sexual entities, Section P (Practical studies)
But please don't stop loving her.
ReplyDeleteYou wait till you get to the 80th floor all dimensions are as one and interdimensional gates within the human body/psyche, time is a liquid and cyclical on all levels, particle physics mixed with quantum realities, i can't even watch a disney film without them teaching me something make them stop my feeble human brain go's pop lol but then again the brain is just a sensing tool which is an extension of the soul aaarrrgghhh hahahaha
How deep do you want to go into Alice in wonderland?
Lol... "POP"
DeleteThat last part I actually learned from studying loads of NDE's. They described it as a water valve that when you die is unnecessary as you become the whole water supply. Ehh... sorta... *Bugs Bunny munching on a carrot*
I try to stay away from multiple dimensions and quantum thingamajigs because they make me itch. *scratch*
DeleteThats pretty much it, the valve is vital though because it allows you to experience what you want to experience, were living proof of that. We didn't find satisfaction in the human world so we looked elsewhere. We dont technically loose it it just becomes wider. Many spiritual practices try to remove the valve (ego) thats why they never work.
ReplyDeleteHow can you say you stay away from quantum thingamajigs tut tut lol what else are psyscic abilities, the ability to perceive the hidden/quantum world where our spirits reside. What else are emotions other than vibrating particles within the valve......ill stop now and hang my head in shame lol
Rafe, I am so happy your blog exists and that you are honest about your journey. Spirit Walker, I found this conversation you had with Rafe incredibly helpful. I don't suppose you write a blog or that you'd think about starting one?
ReplyDeleteThanks!
DeleteHi,
ReplyDeleteI think rafes blog is brilliant too
I have recently started a blog, its in its infancy stage at the moment but its called life with spirits on blogger, enjoy
Thanks!
DeleteSpirit Walker, your blog doesn’t show up on Blogger. There’s just an empty avatar. Would you mind sharing the link?
ReplyDeletehttps://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=1125912630216600826#allposts thanks for the heads up ill have a look at that
ReplyDeleteI think that's the address you see from your dashboard. View your blog and click on the banner and it should give you something like: http://asuccubuslovesme.blogspot.com/
DeleteBlessings.
Thanks rafe i can speak with spirits but technology evades me lol.
ReplyDeletehttp://lifeinspirit13.blogspot.com/