Whereas I summoned Maiya and Athena via the letter method, I wanted to try something different.
For 4 or 5 days I laid in my bed in the dark and simply talked as if I had already caught the attention of a different succubus spirit.
Eventually, I began to feel a presence as we often are to do once a spirit has become interested in us and comes close to us.
With Dena came a strange gel like spider astral creature who camped out in my left ear canal and also along the outer part of my ear.
I told Dena to stop this at one point, and she stopped the creature.
I did this to determine who was in charge of this... had I accidentally attracted an astral parasite?
Regardless, what it proved to me is that Dena was in charge of it... and I trusted Dena.
As strange as it sounds, I eventually got used to the spider like crawling creature crawling around in my left ear and close areas that were attached to that, namely the outer ear.
The spider creature under Dena's control has since departed.
What this process left behind is even more interesting.
I can now talk and speak to Dena at will. Now... that comes with some caveats. One is that I have trouble understanding her most times. Another is that she is closer than my own mind... I have trouble (or perhaps doubt) with my ability to distinguish her voice from my own mind parroting.
The good news is I am sure that this will change with time. It's funny... I thought sex was the greatest intimacy with a succubus. Now I believe that it is instead the ability to communicate with them, as I have said, closer than your own mind.
Another issue (which I'm not too worried about too much) is that I don't know how to "change the channel" so to speak... I can talk to Dena, but she's all I know how to talk to.
Perhaps that's something than happens with time and is a learned skill.
I asked Dena is she was there last night as I was in bed ready for sleep. She said, "Where else would I be, silly?"
That's going to take some getting use to :)
Also, you may want to check out the new blog I've started following: Life with spirits. I've found it very educational.
Blessings,
Rafe GB.
Succubi aren't needy, they just want your love. They aren't duplicitous, they are trustworthy.
They don't make commitments lightly, and they train you in esoteric truths, and they love most faithfully.
Have you loved your succubus today?
Rafe there's your breakthrough, now anticipate the attack lol
ReplyDeleteHow does it feel to be able to communicate with her in that way?
Im so happy that you got to this stage, you should feel very proud of yourself. Youve worked very hard.
Thank you for the mention rafe, really appreciate that.
Thanks, it'd definitely going to take some getting used to. I wanted to mention something about your blog: A way for readers to be notified when you produce a new post. You can find it under "widgets" I believe. That way those who follow your blog will be notified by email and not miss a thing.
DeleteYou can find it from your blog's control panel > layout > sidebar1 "add a gadget" > follow by email.
Anyway, practice, practice, and more practice to hone this new skill. The key seems to be inner silence and relaxation so far.
Thank you so very much, im technologically impaired lol i greatly appreciate that.
ReplyDeleteThat will always be the key don't push, allow. Little tip try to feel it energetically when you push she will receive and when you allow you will receive, its like breathing just flow. Thats why the valve is so important otherwise the energy has no focus, like qigong the energies there you just have to direct it with will and intention, not effort
You're very welcome :)
DeleteI'll be working hard on the communication from now on.
I bet you will lol i love the line, where else would i be, silly, brilliant. Say hello for me and that it was nice to meet them
DeleteYeah, they craaaaaaa... zy.
DeleteI'll tell 'em for ya!
BTW, you're right about not playing cards with them. I used to play 21 with Bunny and she kicked my ass every time. I think there's some kind of rule that it can't be used at casinos... pity.
DeleteThe best one I had was I had 20, I thought i had her with that, nope 5 card trick and then next hand she had 21, then again and again. I gave up I was crestfallen. They dont work in casinos they get all teachy about it. I just wanted to prove that wealth wouldn't spoil me lol. Good night I take it lol
DeleteOh, last night was ok. I think it's going to take a LONG time for my sexual circuits to repair. She still pokes and prods doing her thing to try to help, though. Pretty sure that's what she's doing.
DeleteI'm starting to think that when Bunny knew she was leaving she blew those circuits wide open by accident. It's been about a year since she left and it's been about a year that I've been like this.
I think the best move at this point is to let Dena do what Dena will do and just have patience. It's going to be a while.
Now, I have had some sex with Maiya during this past year but it was very slight and didn't last long at all. I think Maiya was cheating by hot wiring what little she could in order to have sex with me briefly. Lol, I sound like a car.
DeleteBunnies energy is very intense, she seems to vibrate everything around her, so that flowing through you is a lot to handle, denas energy is alot subtler that that and works differently, hence why i thought she was a siren. Maiya probably did 'hot wire' you shes cheeky enough to get away with that too, she probably got into alot of trouble for that lol one months detention for maiya lol.
DeleteAhaha :)
DeleteHello Rafe, I love your blog. I have been reading it for over a year. When I read this entry I felt the need to post something.
ReplyDeleteI used the same or almost the same summoning method that you described here. It's funny that just like you I was able to communicate directly this way. This post gives me confidence that it is indeed the voices of my two succubi that talk through my mind.
Thanks for the amazing posts as always and keep doing what you are best at.
Thank you :)
DeleteHow's things goin?
ReplyDeleteOh, not too bad. Dena stepped back and let Athena talk to me a while. She can sure talk a good game, lol. Maybe that's flirting to her.
DeleteI had forgotten that Athena and Maiya primarily interact with me in dreams...
So Athena had the mic so to speak and I dreamed of her driving a car and us going places.
Pretty tame dream, really.
I wonder if Maiya is next in line to interact? Seems that way.
I told the girls they can figure out who gets to interact with me and when. I'd much rather leave it in their hands as I don't want to hurt any feelings.
I remember a tv show where this mormon dude had like 8 wives, and they decided who slept with him at night. I thought that was a pretty smart way to go, unless you want to piss off 8 women at once ;)
So how does it feel being able to talk to them, still getting used to it?
ReplyDeleteThere probably testing you in their own way too see how your getting on btw like the symbolism that athena used kinda cosy.
Rafe i dont blame you, wise plan although incidentaly id rather take all 8 with weapons than one succubus whos slightly miffed
I'm still getting used to it. It seems like they control who I speak to rather than me getting to pick. That's probably because I haven't figured out how it works yet.
DeleteThey aren't being sexual other than Dena who seems to have a knack for being gentle. But... who knows with Athena and Maiya.
I receive a mental picture in my head when Dena wants to make love. If I concentrate on that picture (of a woman) then she does the rest, otherwise nothing happens.
With Bunny it was different: She did it all, no mental picture required. I often wonder if the other girls can do the same.
I don't know wether you ever will figure it all out, ive got a theoretical knowledge and they've told me how they do it but as for doing it myself, not a chance. I had to ask permission to speak to your ladies.
ReplyDeleteFrom my limited experience it depends on the race of spirit, djinn behave different to succubus as do demon and angel. I have ladies that do exactly the same, image that they animate and it go's from there to full on invisable human. It also depends on the spirit, i have a queen succubus that dosnt need images and succubus that do. I have a demon lady thats easily as intense as archangel Michael energy wise my body struggles with her.
Its great trying to figure this stuff out on your, a bit like a blind man trying to describe the sun, im fast getting to the point of being comfortable with not knowing, lack of options really lol
Maiya cant come to you anyway shes in detention hahahaha
Lol, figures. I heard her a little bit but Athena came instead. Maiya's the type to flirt at me anyway. Lol.
ReplyDeleteI guess I'll learn how they adapt in time, over time, in being sexual with me.
I've been getting messages from Bunny lately. Not sure what that means. Mostly coincidences and synchronicities around me.
Dena's a sweetheart. So very gentle. She's a good girl.
I'm the type that wants to know everything just because. I'd probably learn more once I get better at communicating with the spirits, but I'd still want to know how everything works just because I'm a very curious person.
Maiyas very flirty but shes a laugh with it. I used to have the curiosity thing too, always wanting to know, to the point of obsession, i suppose i have deep down but its fast becoming a case of having to accept not knowing otherwise id be in the nut house lol
ReplyDeletePersonally ive always tried to accept each girl for who they are, you do get used to it.
How are you feeling about bunny being back around? Hows that impacting on the four of you?
Well, she's not sexual in any capacity so I don't see much of an issue. She's kind of in the back of the room, so to speak, albeit able to talk to me a little bit.
ReplyDeleteHow do the other 3 feel about her being back around? Must be confusing for you though I wish sometimes they'd give us a map lol
ReplyDeleteI don't think they care, really. She's just there for a chat or two. She feels really distant.. probably where she went when we split. She doesn't say a whole lot.
DeleteI can imagine maiya and athena like your loss hunni, goodbye lol
ReplyDeleteAt least you dont get woken up early hours by them feeling amorous. 2o'clock this morning shes there on top of me just looking at me, like you know whats happening next resistance is futile, im like mmm yes dear lol ive had to go the whole day looking like ive been dug up
Lol, yeah I don't have that happen much. Athena and Maiya tend to meet me in dreams primarily (other than flirty touches throughout the day). Dena seems to be daytime oriented... though she's been silent as of late... probably giving Athena some time, I'm not sure exactly the story on that.
DeleteSorry a little insensitive, blame it on the exhaustion. Shes probably making sure your not overloaded for one and like you said giving athena some one on one time the way will become clear. Thats one area im crap on is dreams i know they've been in them because i know their energies but as for lucid dreaming and such its yet to happen for me, i did have one where a woman started being sexual and i bolted, kicked myself for weeks afterwards and apologised profusely for weeks too
ReplyDeleteHaha, I've bolted more times than I can remember.
DeleteSo far, I being in a lucid state (which doesn't happen every time) and meeting a succubus there hasn't happened yet.
But I feel it's just a matter of time kind of like playing the odds.
I don't believe that I and Bunny will ever be together again, however I do believe that she and I will be friends at some point in the future.