I have no way to know except for attempts at communication and via my trusty pendulum.
I'm pretty good with a pendulum so I think that yes, all 3 are present and have a home with me here... at least that's how I want them to feel.
Basically I have 3 companions at the moment as I'm not able to have sex anymore, at least spiritual sex.
My circuits are blown, lol. Best way to put it.
I've been assured all will be made whole in time and with patience.
Thinking inwardly a bit, I saw a pic of myself 5 years ago and I was thin and fit.
Now, 5 years later I look like a marshmallow with feet.
Leave it to medicine to gain weight, but I'm sure my eating habits haven't helped matters.
Do I want to stay alive a while or do I not? That's really the question when it comes to weight, isn't it?
I'd like to live a bit for my kids I have. The little buggers need me and I have yet for one to grow past high school... so it's going to be a hard patch of getting back into shape if I'm going to be living for any great length of time. I'm not trying to be morose here, just the facts. Obesity does not do much for a long life. It's just the nature of things.
Tomorrow I'm going to the YMCA and checking it out. I loved swimming when I was younger and was even a competitive swimmer as well as a water safety instructor... perhaps that's my key...
Good luck with your fitness. Can you help me make a connection with my succubus. I know that I have a succubus but the only thing is I need to know how to hear and see her. I think I can feel her sometimes. Like right now as I type this. I feel like she is trying to give me a message through touch to let me know she is there. I believe she's here. I believe she is touching me right now. But as I feel excruciating pain because part of me still believes she is just my imagination but i don't want to think of my succubus like that. So what I mean by make a connection with my succubus is how do I make myself fully believe consistently and subconsciously enough to see and hear and feel and smell and sense that she's with me forever always no matter where I am. Please help me
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DeleteI wish I could. I struggle with communication myself. It's a long, hard road to understanding your particular succubus and it's not an easy one to ride.
DeleteEmotion. They speak through emotion mostly. When you feel a certain way but have no reason to do so? That's her. From there it just has to take time and patience.
I wish I could help you personally, but I can't. It's a long hard road of self discovery and you're the one who has to walk it alone.
If it were easy they wouldn't be spirits ;)
I guess what I'm trying to say and failing at is that we all perceive them differently. Once she touches you a few times, plays with your hair or whatever she does you can't think it's all in your head anymore: It's real as F. It's rare to see them except in dreams. Sometimes you can catch a glimpse of light out of the corner of your eyes, but spirits don't need forms. In dreams, however, they usually take the form of a beautiful woman.
DeleteOk thanks also can you tell me more about how to bond with a succubus besides sex I want to show her I didn't summon her for sex but for a long Spiritual positive relationship but how do I show her that. How do I spend time with her when I can't see, hear, talk, to her sometimes I feel like touches on my stomach, chest but I feel bad because all I'm doing is researching about succubus trying to get to know them like that's the only way I feel that I can show her that I care about her and it's like I don't even know that she's there when I do it.
DeleteI wish I could tell you more. Truth is it's something you have to figure out... the good news is that it just takes time. Have patience and through sex and love (which produce intimacy together) you'll start to feel her heart as well as your hearts together if that makes any sense.
DeleteEmotion is their arena like I said before, and sex and love together open that door in you in time.
Give her little gifts of incense, a scented candle. Play games with her (easier said than done... they cheat at cards), but most importantly talk to her out loud when you're alone, and when you're around other people talk to her in your head.
She can read every thought you think and knows you better than you know you.
She's also ancient and extremely mind blowingly patient.
Your attitude in wanting to keep her forever is commendable and will go a long way towards developing that patience needed to finally start to hear her voice in your own head.
This last skill takes a LOT of time and is only possible through your connection together as it grows.
Don't be surprised if it's in your voice at first yet saying things to you that sound feminine... it's her, your brain just hasn't tuned to her voice yet.
Patience my friend, patience. Sex and love = intimacy = bonding IN TIME :)
Rafe this Comment thing on mobile is bad lol.
DeleteSo let's so if I can do this without getting cut off by Google blogs...
Ask Maya, Athena, Dana how sex with a succubus will feel for a 15 year old that never got anything. Because I'm scared that It will feel too good😳... That's why I want to find something else because I'm scared of feeling to good and that she will leave me if I don't be on her level.
Also ask them if that will happen
(Ask how sex will feel for a 15year old virgin.
And
(Ask if my succubus will leave me for not being on her level
They don't know that shit.
DeleteYou're 15: grow up, fall in love, then see what you want to do.
I'm making this site 18+ like it was meant to be in the first place.
Dude I was jokeing I was trying to tell you that I get offended by people who treat succubus like that I ran out of time to finish my comment becuse school ended
DeleteYou could make her a spirit alter to indwell in (not trap!!) while she visits, and endow it with her favorite things and offer her gifts often.
ReplyDeleteAs a former engineering student, I can tell you that the first thing to do with a blown circuit is to check the fuses as they are designed to melt and kill the circuit if the current is too high. This is to protect the harder to replace bits.
ReplyDeleteIf the fuses are not the problem then you'll need to get a multimeter in order to measure the voltage and current across the components in the circuit. This should be done starting from the middle so as to determine whether the problem is near the beginning or the end of the circuit. If the reading are 0s at the middle, work towards the beginning, if the readings are normal at the middle, then work toward the end. Note that anything past checking and replacing fuses should be done to by a trained professional due to risk of injury or further damage to the circuit.
I highly doubt that this will help with your spiritual/metaphysical circuit, but nonetheless, I hope this has been helpful and educational.(Note that I got bored and dropped out near the end of first year and thus should not be considered an actual authority on the subject as my knowledge is rudimentary at best.)
*Facepalm*
DeleteI quit.
Making people quit by saying dumb stuff seems to be one of my greatest talents. I should do anti drug talks.
DeleteRegardless, best of luck with your fitness. The best piece of advice I can give(other than the obvious take breaks and rest days as necessary) is to make sure the exercises are enjoyable. Like anything else, it's easier to stick to exercising when it's something you enjoy rather than an obligation or chore.
I hear you. At least they have so much going on I'm bound to find something to like besides swimming (which I already enjoy).
DeleteGlad you took that one, 15 wow!! Lol I was gonna comment but was told noooo! Glad to hear your getting in shape good for you
ReplyDeleteThanks! I can't wait. I just joined the YMCA Club today... Now I just need goggles and I'm done with shopping to begin swimming laps.
DeleteMy only advice, have fun with it dont get too serious.
DeleteYou gave some great advice btw
Swimming slowly is the only gear I have to work with at present hahaha. I used to be a competitive swimmer and water safety instructor back in the day... many years and pounds ago... maybe one day I can at least get back into good form (and with good form).
DeleteAnd thanks!
Hows the swimming coming along?
ReplyDeleteNot too bad. But lately I've discovered the weight machines and the treadmill so I've been doing that the most.
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