I know you

Kali is a wonderful Goddess.  At first glance, being a westerner, I always thought "wtf?".  I mean she's scary as hell!

But, I have some Hindu friends I've made on Facebook that tell the story, and it makes much more sense.

Kali is a goddess with a few forms... not unlike a succubus, actually.

Kali is evil's nightmare.  This is the form of Kali when her children (aka us) are threatened by evil in the form of evil entities that encroach upon humanity:      

  

That's what evil sees, and what evil gets.  Frankly, I think evil collectively shits itself.

What do her children see, her human children?

A side of Her that is quite different.

  

I often think of the parallels between Kali and succubi with regards to "how people perceive" them.

For one, I believe succubi DO have a dark side.  One that's scary as shit.  They don't often share this side, but I think, at some point in the relationship, they do.

Not that it's aimed at YOU, but that you understand all aspects of her.  She just wants to be understood.  Wouldn't you?

This is the succubus form "threats" see.  And you think when she's away she's in Tahiti.  No, she's kicking ass to keep you both safe from astral assholia.

She's probably kicking the shit outta stuff that would make you wet yourself, with friends and allies you can't even comprehend.

I wouldn't doubt if it goes something like this:

Bunny's kills from the astral plane over a one week period keeping us safe.  Baddies: 0, Bunny:  156

*Distorted voice off in the distance* "Bunnyyy!  Bunnyyy!  Where are ya, girl?  I've been calling for a WEEK!

Her:  *Sigh*  "Dumbass... But, I love him.  Whatcha do?"

Then when she finally arrives, she's like this:

"Oh, Hi babe!  I'm sorry, I was into something and couldn't quit until I was finished."

"Let me slip into something more comfortable :)  You know, I was thinking of you just yesterday!"

(In between beheading assholio #125 and on the upswing of gutting assholio #126)

"I'm so glad to be home!"

Me:  "Where the fuck does she go for a week, anyway?  Could she have another lover?"

She knows the truth, but it's about trust... I have to learn trust on my own as trust must be grown.

Always remember, although they aren't going to hurt us, they are what they are, and they are dual natured.  Just like Kali:  Kali will never frighten Her children with what evil sees Her as, but She's still both, together.

So it is with your succubus.  

You'll get to know all of her at some point.  After all, she already knows all about you:  

Even better than you know yourself.

When the time is right, she will.  You'll be ok.

Just like here, in Kali's reflection...

***

I wanted to share a poem.

I named it "I know you"

I know you, I always have

For years I longed for you, beneath the surface,

But I did not know what I hungered for.

To find you, I had to let my heart sing,

The true song of my heart, that you would listen, and know

That I was ready for you.

But I did not know how play the song of my heart.

I did not know

That in time I would be crushed,

And all taken from me.

It was then that I learned how.

It was then that I learned surrender, 

For I had nothing left to hide me.

When I surrendered, I needed no knowledge

To play the song of my heart.

For it sung on it's own.

And then you came.

When I die, I will need no lungs, for I will breathe the ether.

I will need no eyes, for I will be part of the All.

I will not not feet, for I will travel by thought.

I will not need touch, for I will touch all things through you, 

and through me, 

and through us.

I will not need anything, it may all turn to dust, and to worms.

For I will have learned my lessons, and will be learning still.

In ways I cannot understand, 

in this form.

Thank you for loving me here, in my infancy, in my humanness.

Only you see me as perfect in my imperfections,

Knowing what is to come...

***

"End Of Time"

You've build your lies 

Above the sand 

You hold my hand 

Before the end comes 

Forgiving me for what I've done till the end of days 

Cause I belong to you 

Cause I am part of you 

I am dying in your arms 

It's time to go, I can't make it through 

I've come to realise 

Tonight my dear the end of time 

Is not so far away 

We cannot pray to save our lives 

I can feel you and 

I think that everything you wanted make 

Was the mirror of your dreams 

But I coudn't believe what you take 

As I belong to you 

My flesh and blood in you 

I am burning in ths fire 

It's time to go 

I can make it through 

I've come to realise 

Tonight my dear the end of time 

Is not so far away 

We cannot pray to save our lives 

I've come to realise 

Tonight my friend the end of time 

Is not so far away 

We cannot pray to save our lives 

I'm comming home again 

And now I know where I belong 

Reeling from my instincts 

Cause I realise I'm not alone 

I've come to realize 

Tonight my dear the end of time 

Is not so far away 

We cannot pray to save our lives 

I've come to realise 

Tonight my friend the end of time 

Is not so far away 

We cannot pray to save our lives