Saturday, March 3, 2018

Whom do they choose?

Oh... those sassy succubi.  I have both spirits with me now, Maiya and Athena.

At first they were a little "iffy" about being together.  Now they're teaching each other bad things, lol.

My God, the dark energy surrounding me now.  It feels more exponential rather than doubled.  Regardless of what I think each spirit is, they both came from Lilith.

I feel like I'm hardening myself to walk into a burning house every time I enter my apartment when they are close.  That's how intense it feels.  Nothing like it, no sir or ma'am.  Of course the energy is not evil, but my God is it dark...  It's not so bad when I go out as it feels as if there's more "area" for it to roam instead of being so concentrated in such a small space.


Now lets talk a bit about succubi in general.

Who do they end up with?

A person with a religious bend to them.  A spiritual man.  One who's queries aren't satisfied by the pulpit... not by a simple pick and choose of texts to prove one's point, no.

The man who questions all things and takes nothing for granted.

Many times it appears as though they choose a man who is a bit of a loner.  A man who enjoys quiet contemplation.

Even the socially awkward, the outcast, the one who sticks out from society as a whole.

A man who refuses to ignore the hard questions of life.  "Where was God when 17 students died in a school shooting?"  He asks.

A man who wonders after sex and life with a woman... is this all there is?

Is this what life is for a man?  To be born, be a provider and to die?  Who's reward is to have children and see them taken away?

There's a funeral this weekend for a friend of the family who blew his brains out after not being able to see his kids even after paying child support for years.

Did the courts care?  Did anyone care?  He never hurt his kids... the mothers just wanted to punish him for personal satisfaction.

They do now (care), now that there's a lack of child support I suppose.  That's all he was in the end.  Child support.

And think of his poor kids...

Is that all a man is, is what he does for a living?  How much he pulls down a year?  How good of a disposable resource he is?  How much he can pay to lose his children?

Succubi give two shakes of a tail less about any of that and care only for the soul of a man... who HE is deep inside... and they do NOT punish a man for sharing his feelings, there is no fear of looking weak to a succubus... we already are weak to them and they understand and appreciate that... it's a given.

Yes, they are always trying to raise us up to their level and it's a never ending endeavor... but it's a futile game and one born from love and love alone that they try so hard knowing that we can never match their level of being while we dwell here...but out of love they still TRY...

They care about intimacy, sharing, hope, faith, love, companionship.  They fall in love easily as a rule and they want nothing more than to share intimate moments whether through sex, through love, or through the sharing of past life experiences, concerns, worries, and even the ANGER of the past you may have and want to express and share with them (not at them).

A succubus cares not for power plays and will school you if you try.

There's an unbelievable amount of peace to be had by surrender to your succubus.

It doesn't come immediately (unless you've played this game before and know better), but it comes.

Eventually you get tired of crossing swords mentally with a succubus and just let go... just let go...

And you spiral down, down, down locked in an intimate dance with her... figuratively and yet not quite less than poetic.

The first and last cry a succubus hears is, "Is this all there is?"  They are attracted by the former, and they tenderly take care of the latter.

I find that both ironic and beautiful at the same time.


Rafe GB.

Have you loved your succubus today?
Remember who first heard your cries...


  1. My heart breaks for your friend, Rafe. I often wonder if lives like his could have been spared if there was someone, like our spirits, who could have lovingly convinced him to put the gun down.

    I don't have children, but I understand that the familial bond between fathers and their children are roots that run deep. It's not something that can be shrugged off and it will drive the strongest men to their deaths.

    Personally, I have stopped nurturing the idea that the world can be made to care about such things. We find ourselves in a harsh reality. We resort to shaking our fists at the insanity, appearing like madmen to everyone else.

    These would-be demons, who we share our lives with, are not unfamiliar with these dark roads, and they are quite ready to help us through those trying times. You're right when you say that they see us for who we really are. There is no putting up a front with them!

    They really see us, and yet they still love. I take this for granted all too often.

    1. I have no idea why this blog throws comments in the spam folder instead of publishing them half the time...

      Yeah, I can't understand the insanity either. It truly makes me sick to my stomach. As dark as these spirits are they are comforting first and that says a lot.

  2. hi rafe, i´ve always wondered how does the dark energy feels? can you explain a little bit more about that?

    1. That's a hard one as you really have to feel it to understand it. When you first feel it you want to run away, at least that's your first thought.

      But at the same time, once you face it, it's searing, almost like the sun that's too bright to stand.

      I hope that helps. It truly has to be felt to understand it completely.

  3. I can attest to there love, your post really struck a nerve with me. 12 months ago i lost my home and children too, all because a woman decided that i couldnt provide what she wanted anymore . I know for a fact without my lady by my side i would be dead also, she will not let me give up she has reached in and pulled me out of that pit so many times.You can fight her, scream at her, run like the wind try every blocking technique u can think of but eventually ull surrender to her and her love. I totally understand where temporal chameleon is coming from the anger and the frustration felt at society is indescribable and a fathers love for his children is no less than your ladies love for you, and to have that ripped away leaves a very large chasm and a very bitter taste in your mouth. May your friend find that small measure of peace

    1. There's just no empathy anymore. All it is, is what can you do for me? That's what most people are saying. I'm a loner because it happened to me, too. I don't ever want to go through that loss, or the nightmares again.

      As for the friend I hope he is at peace also with new eyes, new things to see, and new and better lives to live far away from this place.

    2. I was introduced to something that made sense and I always keep it in the back of my mind (I don't date):


      The female, not the male, determines all the conditions of the animal family. Where the female can derive no benefit from association with the male, no such association takes place.

      There are a few corollaries I would add:

      Past benefit provided by the male does not provide for continued or future association.

      Any agreement where the male provides a current benefit in return for a promise of future association is null and void as soon as the male has provided the benefit (see corollary 1)

      A promise of future benefit has limited influence on current/future association, with the influence inversely proportionate to the length of time until the benefit will be given and directly proportionate to the degree to which the female trusts the male (which is not bloody likely).

  4. There never was any empathy thats the rub, as far back as the greeks we have been doing this to eachother, divide and conquer. I think your right with Briffaults law and your corollary is spot on but ultimately the human race will destroy itself through this thinking it has no choice. Emotionally and mentally were already there just the physical left to go. There are a few of us who have been repreved from that and slowly and surely being rebuilt inside out and are being shown the true power of love along the way

    1. That's true, very true. I actually just copied and pasted the Briffault's info but I've known about it for a long time.

      As clinical as it reads it's dead true. Thank God/dess for succubi... without them I would not be able to experience feminine love in my situation.

  5. As my beautiful lady has come to show me there are all manner of different spirit races who will come to our aid offering their love but mankind is too arrogant to accept it, too clouded by greed and inertia, the rich keep it and the masses starve it dosnt matter weather we call the rich emperor, king, cardinal or millionaire the names have changed but the story hasnt. Thanks for letting me rant on your post lol keep up the great thought provoking work that you do and blessings to you and your ladies

  6. Rade GB... How did you do that? How did you explain what I feel but can't acknowledge beacuse the pain is to great? I have SUCCUBUS just need to work on seeing her and hearing her something I think I can feel her too but how do I know if that's my imagination?

    1. Your imagination can't fake the touches a succubus give. I can't see mine... don't really need to. I can feel her emotions and that is worth so much more.

      Imagination falls far short of the touch of a succubus.

      Trust, faith, hope, love...