Mena and I have trouble getting on the same page sometimes.
She is mostly active in my dreams and tries like hell to interact with me in them.
I, having the dream persona of a potato seem to be missing the point and I avoid her at all costs.
Last night, for instance, she grabbed my balls and I said I'd sue her for sexual harrassment.
Hahahahahah.
I bet a succubus was never told that in a dream. 1st! Ahaha.
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This morning, she was trying so hard to have sex with me with me on my back... the thing is that she can usually only have sex with me on my side.
I don't know if I have an energy blockage, or she has trouble with the increased energy it seems to take to have sex with me on my back, or what.
So...
I thought about it energy wise and I coached her. I told her to bring the energy up my left leg like before, then to transfer energy from my root to my sacral chakra, then to let it pool around my privates a bit longer than if I was on my side until she could concentrate on my privates extensively and with a greater pool of energy to draw from.
It took an hour or so but she got it, and it was GREAT!
I am so proud of her!!!
I then realized... I just taught a succubus how to have sex with me on my back.
Yes, the others I've had seemed to know how that's not the point.
The point is I TAUGHT HER. Muhahahahaha!!!
Does this not make one's ego swell to head exploding fashion?
(Now if only I could be anything but a walking talking idiot to her in my dreams...)
There are numerous types of djinn, and some seem rather strange. It's not up to me to qualify what is real and what is not, only to chronicle what I've found.
Consider this post my notes on the subject ;)
According to the Koran, Djinn are made of smokeless fire, Angels are made of light, and Humans are made of clay.
I believe that succubus demons fit into the djinn class of being, I'm just not exactly sure where and which kind of djinn they are. So... I've looked at the descriptions of Djinn and wondered if they could be a succubus or not based on their own choices.
After all, the average you and me type of djinn could be a succubus or incubus... if they care to be I'd imagine.
Just for fun lets consider all of these the succubus demons of christianity and judaism as "Djinn".
Now we'll look at the different types of Djinn I've found here and there.
Djinn Types:
Djinn: Average djinn from a tribe, both male and female.
Possible succubus material ^
Amir: They hang around our homes and live with us. They are not conjured or used for any purpose. I think of these djinn as the perfect roomates, lol. I don't know why they are not "used for any purpose" because they would make perfect succubi in that they already live in one's home. But... for reasons I may not understand, I defer.
Hinn: Shape shifter djinn.
Possible succubus material ^
Jann: Shape shifter djinn of the desert.
Possible succubus material ^
Ghoul Si'la: Graveyard djinn who also dwell in dark places. Mostly female for some reason.
Possible succubus material (?) ^
Qareen/Hazmad: Basically a tempter assigned to each person at birth. Again, I'm not here to judge what is real and what is not for anyone.
Pari (Fairy): Flying djinn who dwell near bodies of water like lakes and streams. They are beautiful and they are female. Once they have had sex with a human being, that human is pretty much doomed from having sex with a regular human female forever. They are also very loyal and can prevent hexes and grant luck.
Possible Succubus Material ^
Shayteen/Shaitan: Demons. This is the Islamic version of demons. These are not benevolent demons and want to fuck you up just because you're you. I don't think these are the "demons" that demonolaters worship or deal with. These are the cranky kick your ass type of demon.
Maadrid/Madrid: Demon + Demons only worse.
Ifrit/Ifreet: Demon ++ Piss yourself you're in big trouble.
Muwakil: A holy djinn directly under a powerful angel. These fuck up demons with a passion.
Khubuth: These dwell in toilets (?)
Khinzab: Helpers of demons. They try to knock faithful people off of the straight and narrow.
Rooh: These are djinn who interact with very small children. They love children and are benign.
Possible Succubus Material (?) ^
Alnasnas/Shiqq: Basically a djinn in human form split in two. Very dangerous and ill tempered.
Palis: Vampiric djinn with low intelligence.
Si'lat: Expert shape-shifters and the smartest of the djinn.
Possible Succubus Material ^
Qarinah: Arabic succubus spirit/djinn with origins in ancient egyptian religion or pre-Islamic arabia.
Definite Succubus Material ^
Yakshini: The Indian version of a succubus/djinn. They are beautiful, resemble fairies, and are depicted as quite voluptious. They exist within Hindu, Buddhist, and Jain mythologies.
Definite Succubus Material^
There are at least 33 other spirits from varying cultural folklores that also would be considered succubi in attributes according to the wiki (wiki: Succubus).
Where would Lilith fit into all of this? I'm not sure. I think she would be a Great Queen or a Goddess of the Djinn of some type - most likely of the Qarinah along with related succubi from other cultures. However, maybe even various other types of spirits have banded together under Her leadership whom assume a succubus role themselves?
After all, a Qarinah in one culture is a Kitsune in another. Just labels that vary by culture and myth.
In looking at this list, I find many categories of djinn who could be a succubus by choice as that goes.
Your guess is as good as mine. As far as succubi in general, the Qarinah are an obvious fit. However, for other types of djinn who could also take on a succubus role, I am partial to the Si'lat personally, as I've noticed that any succubi I've had have had the ability to perfectly shapeshift into a variety of animals (usually upon arival in my bed, then transforming into their normal selves), as well as being exceedingly smart and advanced spiritually.
Anything I've marked as "Succubus Material" is simply conjecture on my part. I don't know the answers as I'm unfamiliar with the Djinn world and culture. I do know that if a succubus is a type of djinn that they love presents, love, and attention just like any other being who would :)
I found a video that answered many of my questions.
I've been nipping at Mena about a lack of sex and things like that, but after the video it hasn't been a problem anymore.
I'm pretty hesitant to upload demonolatry lectures because frankly I don't understand demonolatry, but in this case the lectures answered so many of my questions I've had in the back of my mind for so long that I'm going to post at least these two lectures anyway.
There's just too much information here that was spot on and it helped so much with my personal walk with Mena already that it would be selfish of me not to share.
Bookmark these, you'll be glad you did.
(Following this lecture, I am including the video lecture regarding the Letter Method by Succupedia which is what I had success with in summoning Mena)
Love and Sex With Demons: What Actually Happens:
Letter to Lilith Asking for Familiar, Demonic Lover, or Spouse:
Me and Mena got into a short argument (it happens).
I told her that when I die I want to go live where she does and with her. She told me that it's not that simple.
Why not?
Because at death there may be 10, 100, 1,000 different vibratory places where I can choose one to live within, to call my home. Apparently "home" differs by degrees, and we're all so different.
And right now I only know of one (the underworld).
I originally thought that she didn't want me to live there with her,
but that was not the case.
The case she was trying to make is that I've only become accustomed to one very small part of a map with very limited vision, and that after death my options would become much clearer to me.
And so, I should understand why simply declaring that I'm choosing the underworld pre-death is silly.
She did salve my hurt feelings a bit by saying that she can be my underworld here...
Although upon first meeting a succubus the imagination runs wild for most of us, a succubus is actually a pretty gentle and sweet lady.
Now, I realize that not all succubi are that way, and I've met a few who were only about the sex in my time, but for the most part this is a true statement that they are gentle, sweet, and fall in love easily.
I've also experienced succubi who were all about the sex and used that to garner love, and yes: Sometimes there are some who only use sex for power.
They are all different and just like us, they are each unique ladies in their approach and in their methods.
My succubus now, Mena, was all about love and intimacy without sex at first, which to be honest I doubted was possible: But it was very possible and did occur.
Now that she's began having sex with me, it's like the icing on the cake. Well... actually it's more than that. Now it's a perfect mix of love, intimacy, and sex all swarming around and throughout us both.
Another thing that's interesting to me is that yes, succubi talk to each other and trade notes and ideas.
I have a feeling that those of us with a succubus, or who have had a succubus in the past are well known because of our lady's gossip about each of us.
It's a small world and a small circle as far as us and they go.
I read somewhere that Lilith had 40,000 avatars of Herself in the world today. If you consider that this is most likely Her children, that's only around one succubus and human couple at .000005 percent of the population. I'm not a math wiz, but to me that looks like a small circle.
Those who have had a succubus and have lost them for whatever reason (who knows, right?) are already known. It's probably just a matter of time, longing for, respect, and patience before another arrives.
Respect for Lilith is paramount if she is the Deity that is petitioned at any point in the process. She's not a succubus vending machine after all, and is one of those entities where "I respect you: You respect me" goes a long, long way.
Follow these terms and I'm sure that your future Belle is not too far away from you.
We are the knights of the succubi: Just by loving them and helping them ascend we stand apart... the energies themselves have a tranformative effect on the human soul... something that only the few will ever know.
Somehow in learning all about us, in being intimate with us helps them grow into a state of ascension... I admit the concept baffles me, but it is true and happens frequently. Once ascended, this is the point where they must leave us, as they cannot make the trip to us anymore.
I believe that they change so much as to be unable to cross the veil to be with us. It's a sad development, but bittersweet in knowing that we are a catalyst for such positive change.
We love to love them and to love them as they are, not to keep forever. If anything it makes the love one has for one's succubus all the more urgent and strong, as time is not a given.
A very painful time for the succubus, and yes, her human lover. But, the world will turn and another will come who is desirous of the same.
Some who have a succubus never experience this and the succubus does not have to leave. I am unsure as to why, but I suspect that the succubus is timing her ascension to match her human lover's state of ascension as well... a very fortuitious event... I do not believe that most succubi have the ability to have such fine control over the event of ascension however.
Most succubi I believe ascend spontaneously. Although the event is achingly bittersweet, they are grateful for us and our part in it. The bittersweet nature of her ascension simply cannot be helped.
They do love us dearly and are thankful for us for doing what we do... even though we are largely clueless about exactly what that "thing" is.
However, change goes both ways...
Succubi are higher vibratory beings, and being exposed to their love, emotion, sex and intimacy has a profound affect on us and what is unseen in us... the very best of us: It is something that envelops our very souls.
Since our deaths are simply a transition, what we have done lasts forever. They will not forget us.
... And we'll be known for centuries ;)
"Remember me for centuries..."
They are also an addiction nightmare...
Once you've tasted their energy you become an addict for it...
Nothing can compare to it, nothing else will satisfy your cravings for it...
"There is nothing as addicting as succubus sex...
once it seeps into and permeates your soul..."
Everything has it's price...
"Paid in Addiction..."
Perhaps this is the way that it was always meant to be: In love. Addicted. And a soul completely enveloped... *** Blessings to you,
12 They shall call the nobles thereof to the kingdom, but none shall be there, and all her princes shall be nothing.
13 And thorns shall come up in her palaces, nettles and brambles in the fortresses thereof: and it shall be an habitation of dragons, and a court for owls.
14 The wild beasts of the desert shall also meet with the wild beasts of the island, and the satyr shall cry to his fellow; the screech owl [Literally, "לִילִית": Lilith] also shall rest there, and find for herself a place of rest. 15 There shall the great owl [Lilith] make her nest, and lay, and hatch, and gather under her shadow: there shall the vultures [Succubi] also be gathered, every one with her mate. 16 Seek ye out of the book of the Lord, and read: Not one of these shall fail, none shall want [for] her mate: For my mouth it hath commanded, and His spirit it hath gathered them. 17 And He hath cast the lot for them, and His hand hath divided it unto them by line: they shall possess it for ever, from generation to generation shall they dwell therein.
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This tells me a few things.
First, religious scholars have tried to cover up the name "Lilith" and change it to screech owl over the generations for the English translations of the Old Testament.
Part of this deceit is the sorry story of Lilith being the first demon, of her refusing to lie beneath Adam, of her using the name of God and flying away and the 3 angels who came after telling her God would kill 100 of her children a day. All bullshit from the Zohar or other traditional readings of it's ilk.
Second, God Himself made a place for her to prosper and to flouish, along with her children and even their mates.
Third, Lilith isn't evil at all, being blessed by the very hand of God, and by extension her children are blessed as well (along with their mates).
It's much easier to control others by continually projecting a fire and brimstone, angry God to keep the masses under control than the forgiving, loving God that He is and is proving to be once you peel away the layers of bullshit that have been fed to us: The "ministers" and other cultural/religious leaders over these past 2,000+ years.
"Making the word of God of none effect through your tradition, which ye have delivered: and many such like things do ye." Mark 7:13.
Food for thought... Reality is stranger than the truth we've all been fed...
My son just turned 10 today. We celebrated yesterday and last night and with breakfast this morning.
My emotions were soaring with a father's pride for him.
I wanted to try something. I took all those wonderful emotions I was feeling and projected them to Mena whom I could feel was close there, at my ex's house.
Besides that, I've been projecting love at any time that I can towards her.
She's reacting in a wonderful way.
Not in her dark form this time (as I have said before... dark, not evil).
She is really growing and becoming renewed with the love I am sending.
I am wearing a ring that I dedicated to her on my ring finger. Sometimes I switch it to my right hand ring finger just for a change.
I dedicated a crystal to her and put it in a ceremonial keepsake urn and sealed it. She seems to love all these things.
I've finally found a picture that feels right as to how she wants to look to me and framed it. She felt excited about that to me.
Do they grow with us?
I realize that they are much more mature and developed spiritually than we are, but does love transform them into... more?
Do they indeed grow with us?
I've always thought it more one sided.... that we play a game of "catch up" with them so to speak, but maybe love really is the power that binds, the ties that last, the glue that quickens...
She has become the mirror to my soul: What I give her, she amplifies and reflects tenfold right back to me.
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I realize I lost a succubus at one time, and I know there are many hurting out there who have lost a succubus as well.
With such emotion and intimacy experienced, it is more than sad, it is a loss at the core of one's being.
I have no answers as to why we lose them sometimes other than the powers that be might dictate it to be so.
Don't give up: Summon again. Don't give up if you must try another method. Don't give up if you must try the same method that worked before.
Do everything you can to grow in all ways while alone... your future succubus who is just around the corner will benefit, and in turn so will you.
With all blessings of thought towards those who are hurting I can only say one thing: Don't give up.
You will find her, and you will unleash her.
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Love, Love. Love...
I don't know what's going on exactly, but we're blossoming like flowers together.
Oh, my friends, if only I understood sometimes.
Out of all the bloggers out there, I feel as if I'm the most clueless.
But it is what it is, and all I realize now is that love is the answer.
It is the answer to EVERYTHING.
She will envelop your soul and you will grow with her.
There is no other way...
You must burn with love beyond control...
"Unleash her..."
"Make a move... it's all in your hands...
But first it starts from deep in your mind, and from deep within your heart."
