Monday, November 27, 2017
I sent Mena (Maiya) Home
I asked her if she was happy with me and she wasn't.
I told her we just weren't seeing things eye to eye and frankly just weren't understanding each other.
This is the first time I think... I THINK anyway, that I actually feel relief from both parties at the same time.
I'm not sure why she stayed when she hated it here with me.
Probably some sort of loyalty I imagine.
I was really sick the past few days, and she was right there all through it.
She had her charms to be sure, but in the end I'm afraid that neither of us were very happy.
I thought this was a universe of free will? I find it strange that she would stay even though she didn't want to stay.
I've had a few succubi so far and I can tell when it's just not in the cards.
I wish her well in all her future endeavors and I certainly hold no ill will towards her. She had her moments to be sure :)
I hope she finds a fella who is right up her ally and appreciates who she is and what she has to offer.
Frankly, I hope she finds herself back home, leisurely sipping a fine red wine in a big comfy chair just like the pic I put up there.
What am I going to do next? Nothing for once.
EDIT: Maiya came back at 3am and woke me up. She was showing me that she was having sex with me in the early hours every night (by having sex with me then in the early hours), but I, being too drugged to know, (I take a lot of night meds) I had always assumed that she was refusing sex period in going about our lives because I had NO MEMORY OF IT.
The blind man sees. Good kitty cat. Watch her claws, though, because she's a spunky one.
I'm calling her Maiya now that that's settled. Just seems fitting. It might be a little hard to follow with all the name changes, but a succubus + names = woman + shoes for some of us.