Friday, July 13, 2018
I'm doing some experimentation in order to allow my succubi (or to "coax" them more likely) to be more active in the daytime rather than only ganking me in my sleep.
It's nice to have sex with them in the waking hours.
I miss that a lot back when I had a succubus who was more active in the daytime.
So, why do these two girls only want to have sex with me in my sleep?
I'm not really sure, but I think it's just the type of succubi that these two are... I'm trying to open them up to daylight fun though.
They are responding well to my experiments so far. If this process becomes a success, I'll have to get better at them fondling me everywhere like Bunny used to while acting nonchalant about it if they respond like I think they will. Hey, you can't start moaning in public unless you want caged.
Yeah... 1st world succubus problems.
I can feel their attention and emotions better, too. Like right now I can tell that I have their attention reading my thoughts and what I'm writing here in this blog.
Feels like an echo almost. Echo...echo...
Anyone study mythology? Look up the story of Echo if ya get bored.
Anyway, what is a concern with all this experimenting is that the very act of experimenting is causing a strain on my grasp of reality.
Yeah, I know, all succubi are that way just because: It comes with the territory that we trod.
But... I'm doing my best to keep a semblance of balance about things. Struggling, but so far not too shabby. Balance is always hard when you're drawing upon spiritual things.
It's easy to get "top heavy" with any kind of spirit work. Hell, even magick.
I did a 6 month ritual for summoning one's "Holy Guardian Angel". That was rough.
I have a feeling that, even though I at first thought I had failed, it brought me to today so to speak and in a sense succeeded, albeit a much longer process than how most get here.
I did end up meeting "Bunny" and she was an angelic spirit. But then again she left me, soooo...
Did I fail? I don't know. Isn't that funny?
But I'm the stubborn sort and if one way doesn't work I'll find another somehow. Tell me don't touch and I'll touch. Not to look and I'll look.
Can't change everything ;)
P.S. Once I achieve results I'll share my method. Well, it's not my method but the method I used.
I'm a believer in "To know, to dare, to will, to keep silent."
I may share what I'm doing for the benefit of my blog, but not how I'm doing it... that bit of information I'll provide after I've achieved success ;)
P.P.S. They seem to be kind of mad at me so the "experiment" might have to be placed on hold.
I'm moving and I destroyed their house to fit it in the garbage. This was just a bird house that held a keepsake urn and they still have the urn of course, but I think they must have liked that birdhouse more than I ever thought.
Fook me I guess.
I'll have to see what I can do about it... (Figured out how to make them happy again... problem solved...)