Monday, January 25, 2016
She's back! (and so's my Mojo)
I took a nap about 2pm, and wow, what an experience.
It was my wedding night... and she was my bride.
Strangely enough it was in olden times, and seemed to be during the renaissance period.
Oh... she was beautiful (she can take any form she wants in my dreams, from a beautiful woman (and she changes the form of the woman often) to an animal... Or even just as the non-form of pure spirit).
Whatever form she takes usually depends on if it's what I call a "teaching dream", or one for communion like this one.
Wow, the love we shared, the soft, tender, slow and caring, loving sex we had.
It just felt so... wholesome.
So "filling" to the deepest recesses of my being. I feel like my soul itself has received healing.
I woke up feeling great! I feel like there's a part of me that's been missing this winter that has finally returned. I guess I didn't realize how much I missed her active presence, or maybe I didn't want to realize it.
I feel so much better...
I'm even warming honeysuckle in my wax warmer I picked out from the store tonight. It really fills the atmosphere with what I feel as well.
So... where'd she go? I don't know. I'm not the boss of her. Honestly I don't think she went anywhere: She just gave me space to learn and to grow, which I have, and which I continue to do.
It's kind of weird that I "finished" in my dream but upon awakening I had not in this plane. Also weird that everything in my body reacted as if I HAD had physical sex in the waking world.
I'm just in the afterglow I guess. It's nice to feel her again in this way.
I think the bridal atmosphere was her way of announcing her return to being more "present" again.
I'm rather wondering about you guys/gals and if you've had a "return" experience as well with respect to the spirit world recently?