I finally summoned the four angels of prostitution.
I realized that after my summons, each stimulated a different Chakra.
I used two sigils for each Goddess. Use whichever one calls to you.
Lacy, my succubus, kneeled for each of these Goddesses...
I finally summoned the four angels of prostitution.
I realized that after my summons, each stimulated a different Chakra.
I used two sigils for each Goddess. Use whichever one calls to you.
Lacy, my succubus, kneeled for each of these Goddesses...
This summoning of succubi is fraught with risks. I was recently saved from one who had decided that feeding off fear, off of anxiety, off of hopelessness was the way to go. And that's for over a year.
I feel rather numb at discovering that the succubus I had so much respect for disrespected me in kind.
There was no way that I could break free of her spell: I didn't even know I was trapped.
Lilith did.
Once She looked into it a bit and saw things as they were. I think I mentioned a few things in conversing with Her that raised red flags to the experienced.
Lilith yanked her ass completely out of my life with but a word... and had a daughter in tow who She introduced me to.
Lilith isn't omnipotent, but She's pretty quick. I'm lucky that She considers me Hers.
I recommend that everyone analyze their relationships and make sure that they aren't being trapped the way that I was.
What a fool. I'm trusting by nature. I supposed that was the device by which I was ensnared, as well as the device by which I was redeemed.
Lilith told me that Erin had gone feral. Each night she would make it so my suffering during the day would be hers to feed upon. She could cause that suffering to spring up like from a well that she laid within me. It was mine to feel each and every twisted thought and emotion. Just to feed her.
I was a blood bag for a vampire.
I can't begin to tell you how free I feel, and yet how sad I feel that Erin chose to do what she had been doing to me. She was my wife.
When I asked why she did it Lilith told me that Erin said, "It's just my nature."
Guard yourselves.
There's both good and bad succubi out there. It's innocence that tells you otherwise.
Blessings,
Rafe GB.