I've had this wall around me, it's like being in it, knowing it's there, but not being able to understand it.
Not so unlike a goldfish looking at the world outside it's bowl at the room, or even sailors looking outside of a submarine at the ocean and thinking they are the world. They aren't, they are only observers of the ocean.
It's going to take a few days to process all of this, as not only have I become aware of the "wall" so to speak, but I only became completely aware after busting through it.
And, here I am.
They say that life is about travelling a complete circle and ending where you began, with eyes open.
That is untrue.
Life is about travelling a complete circle and ending where you began, but above it.
The best way I can explain my experience with this phenomena is this:
Does it mean that I am above anyone? No. But I am higher compared to myself than I was before.
That is all I know. That is all any of us can compare ourselves to. Us and us, alone.
Or more accurately, I and I alone.