Monday, January 5, 2015

A revelation.

Me and the Bunny got into it pretty bad.  Although, frankly in understanding a bit about spirit, "I" got into it with "me".

I've had this wall around me, it's like being in it, knowing it's there, but not being able to understand it.

Not so unlike a goldfish looking at the world outside it's bowl at the room, or even sailors looking outside of a submarine at the ocean and thinking they are the world.  They aren't, they are only observers of the ocean.

It's going to take a few days to process all of this, as not only have I become aware of the "wall" so to speak, but I only became completely aware after busting through it.

And, here I am.

They say that life is about travelling a complete circle and ending where you began, with eyes open.

That is untrue.

Life is about travelling a complete circle and ending where you began, but above it.

The best way I can explain my experience with this phenomena is this:

Does it mean that I am above anyone?  No.  But I am higher compared to myself than I was before.

That is all I know.  That is all any of us can compare ourselves to.  Us and us, alone.

Or more accurately, I and I alone.




  1. So, is this the wall of your concience? your chakras? what?

    1. I don't know. There's so many ideas of how many levels we are made of, and how many "veils" there are from one understanding to the next.

      All I know is something changed for the better. There's more capacity in me for love, and I feel better about God, the universe, and everything.