Paradise

Most of my interactions with spirits happen during sleep.

Now, during the daytime I do feel little touches and emotions, chills and even the sensations of someone running their fingers through my hair among other things.

This is the latest of my interactions during sleep.

I died.

I stood before a great angel who guarded the way to paradise.

The angel told me I could not pass with Erin, my succubus spirit.



I thought about it briefly, then I told the angel that she was my bride, and that this was a promise that I couldn't break.

Then Erin faded into view from the darkness and was clapping her hands in glee, smiling ear to ear.

Then I awoke... still feeling her emotions of happiness.

It slowly dawned on me that she had fabricated this test in order to measure my love for her.  Now she had proof that I would forsake even paradise if in doing so I would remain true to my bonds with her.

Succubi are devious spirits tempered by a great capacity for love and for wisdom.  In truth, I believe so at least, they could easily kill us when angered... all they would have to do is reach within to the heart...

But they don't.  Jump scares when angry?  Yes.  Oh, very much so, yes.  But not death.

They aren't for everyone as not everyone can nest with a poisonous viper.  Especially those who would think too many "what if's".

But as brides there is an honor about them.  Many times Erin has proven that she is faithful.  Many times has she has gently traced the outline of a crown on my head, one that I can feel when she does so, but cannot see, nor can I feel it with my fingers.  But as she gently traces I can feel it on my forehead and on the top front of the top of my head as well.

I don't know what this crown means nor why she gently traces it so much with her fingers showing me that I do indeed wear a crown.

It is a mystery to me.

Blessings,

Rafe GB.

Poor Holly

Poor Holly.  Let me explain.

Erin backed off and Holly came forward as it was her turn to be with me.  This little system they figured out is working quite well!  I'm proud of them for communicating and coming up with it!

Anyway, I was wondering when I was going to have sex with Holly as I never have had sex with Holly.

So, I finally fall asleep and I'm in dreamland, and there's Holly, naked!  Oh hell, you couldn't get me moving fast enough, I ran as fast as I could to her and we were a tangle of bodies in short order.

It's kind of funny because not only were we a tangle but it felt like a game of twister... with the fun parts!  I went after the poor girl like an animal.

Oh, yes I was, and yes I did.  It was like the Kama Sutra in dizzying motion.  I nailed that poor girl up, down, sideways, around the back, front, upside down, and any other way you can imagine, I did it.  And I ENJOYED it.

At some point she had had enough I guess, but I was too busy seeing how far I could lick inside her and not bottom out to notice.  Lol.  So the funniest thing happened.

This muscle bound dude that looked like the Djinn from Aladdin came and wrestled me off of her.  He wasn't an unkind fellow, but I was pinned... there was no way to get out.  I realized what was going on though as she flew into the wood and escaped.  After that the muscle bound dude disappeared.

Thinking I did something wrong I was worried about Holly that morning.  Turns out she was amorous that morning as well, and very attentive throughout the day.

It all worked out ok.

My question is what the fuck was that all about?

Blessings,

Rafe GB.

They Swap

It's funny now that Erin and Holly have come to terms with each other in the family.

I mean, Erin's my wife so she takes precedence, though not unfairly as my home belongs with Holly as well.

Sigh.  It's hard to explain.

Erin takes time with me alone, and then after a few days she backs off and probably goes off exploring who knows where and Holly takes over.

Rinse, repeat.

Holly has some little life lessons for me to learn when she has me, and Erin has little life lessons for me to learn when I'm hers.

I wish they'd quit with the lessons and just mount me already.





I've woke up some nights and my hips were sore.  So I'm getting it, I'm just not getting it and remembering it.

Isn't that a bitch?

It could be because of the medicines I'm on but I'm stuck there.  Can't really make any adjustments with those.

Neither of them have sex in the daytime which is kind of boring.  I'm not sure why they are having sex with me in my dreams, but I'm beginning to think I've got some sort of blockage whether chakra related, or a mental block in my head, or my body being too tense... your guess is as good as mine because I have no idea.

Sometimes I think I have to learn how to have sex with them in the daytime.  I mean, it sounds weird, but the buzzing all over the abdomen is there, the leg jerks are there, feeling my crown on my head is there (that's just something they do from time to time is allow me to feel my "crown".  Feels like a thick circlet)  it's just there's something  missing in the loop so to speak that leads into sex.

I seriously think I've got a blockage of some sort either mental or physical, or even psychic.

Lets hope it sorts itself out.

Blessings,


Rafe GB.

EDIT:  Erin pounced on me (sex) in the evening at around 10pm after I wrote this, and then again the morning after and on throughout the day.  I give up trying to figure this out, lol.  It worked out after all anyway...

Lovely handful she is, lovely maiden of darkness and irony...