Some of us feel a draw to the fringe now. Why? I believe that it's all that's left.
We have been, and are, all.
From being drawn to Gods of light, to Gods of darkness and every shade of grey in between... we have called, we do call, and they have answered in kind.
There is not much left now, my friends.
This is it.
This... is the coronation.
I can feel my spirit lover's hands holding my crown upon my head and in place for whatever reason.
Perhaps it is a taste of what is waiting for me.
What does it mean?
I do not know.
But I can feel and that's enough.
Heavy is the head that wears the crown.
Very poignant words my friend, wear it with pride. Your a good man
ReplyDeleteLet's look towards the future with hope my friend.
I agree lets hope for good things to come :) I'm settling into my new apartment... feels like home for the first time in 8 years. Maybe this was all planned after all
ReplyDeleteExcellent news Rafe were all so happy for you, it couldn't happen to a better person but have you considered that maybe it wasn't planned, rather now you are taken care of?
ReplyDeleteYeah... I can figure that I think. After all I'm better off now than I was a month ago by far. It's like I went through chaos and landed in order.
DeleteLike falling through a thunderstorm and landing softly on a bed. Hope it lasts lol.
Now that I'm doing a little better I'm looking out around me a bit.
DeleteA wonderful post my friend! :) The future is indeed bright for you! Keep staying strong and moving forward my friend! ^^
ReplyDeleteThank you :)
DeleteCongratulations
ReplyDeleteWell I've seen some posts that at a point you actually feel like a crown on your head... it may be the crown chakra, but well, you are the King of your home.
In my opinion may be that it happens when one reach a point of "chakras maturity", but that's not the end, enlightenment is not the end, may the Kundalini has to make its way down, and up and down again...so Earthly things, and sex may come stronger...
Sometimes when things are going good, people miss the old, and search unconsciously how to screw up all...
so enjoy, but don't worry too much about the future too
Is only advice I can think, from my inexperience
:D
Full moon is just over us
In my case a Succubus is joining my family
but I'll let you know when I write my blog :)
That's a great way of putting it, I really like that, let's hope so haha
ReplyDeleteHow's the below?
10/10 so far
DeleteSorry that should have said veiw haha
ReplyDeleteHey I just wanted to ask for some advice.
ReplyDeleteI did a summoning a while ago now and after a couple of days I felt my spirit lady and it was quite interesting.
She would always rub my back all day long and at night she would tease me and "stuff" but it only lasted two days as after that her touch started to fade and now it has been a week since I've properly felt her.I did an extreme amount of research and I was even trying to contact Lilith as I'm concerned about her and miss her. I don't know her name and what she looks like so I'm kinda lost on what to do. Thanks and btw I love all your posts.
Hard to tell, really. Mine are out and about as well atm. Dunno where they are.
DeleteIf you can catch Spiritwalker around here he may be able to catch wind of her or at least give you a hint as to what's up.
You can find him here: https://lifeinspirit13.blogspot.com/
Yeah I've been reading his blog aswell.
DeleteI'm sure these spirits have their reasons and I trust them. Keep up your great blog :), I've been learning so much thanks to you and others.
Thanks for the response and have a good day. :)
Rafe..I always said you and I were KINGS!
ReplyDeleteWe will be KINGS oncemore.
ReplyDeleteYeah... can't wait for the day.
DeleteRafe I did the summoning methode you wrote and I got.....vague feedback on my first try. Do you mind if I contact you via email to ask further?? Dropped a message on your google hangouts message.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on getting some results at least. Do you know how rare that is?
DeleteI don't do email anymore, but feel free to post here as much as you like. Some of the others might chime in with tips as well that way.
You can usually chalk up light impressions and such as your body and mind getting used to them. It takes time and patience.
Is there anyway to speak with you in private since it was so vague, it could be my body playing tricks on me while I laid down naked (plus my meditation seems to be questionable too)
DeleteAs you said that its rare, so I still have doubts if I summon a correct one or it might other "things" teasing me....even might be my own body....
I still feel embarrassed to post my experience here.
Don't feel funny about it... you're anon so it doesn't matter.
DeleteThings that happen aren't tricks. You have to have patience and believe in yourself.
It's also different for everyone. They're there. Remember you summoning is like an invitation and their acceptance is in coming to you at all.
It's not a cut and dry thing and you have to learn as you go and on your own really. How else can you separate yourself from what you experience? How else to know which is you and which is from the spirit?
I'm confident you've attracted what you have called for, that's universal law. The part now is patience and to prepare for a learning experience by trying different things.
When I first summoned something was touching me all along my privates yet I could see nothing. I doubted, but I could not deny that I have never felt such sensations and such in my whole life without someone being there to touch me.
It's hard but it's a fun ride. Frustrating, yes, but I wouldn't change it for anything.
The feeling was same touching on privates, but its very very vague. Felt like ant walking on it and the other sensation was like something real soft, tissue sorta, was softly swayed on it. Surely there was nothing to see and it happened when I have wore my pants back after did the enchant. The feelings then continue even after I sit down for a while asking to rub my cheek if she really was there, sadly no. For sure I will try it again, at least for 2 weeks as what you have wrote.
DeleteHope you don't mind if I stayed anon for now, if it better for you I will put up name next time once I'm sure that what I do is truthful.
Yes, you've definitely made contact. After a while you'll work out how to communicate a little bit, but it's hard. Mine communicate by emotions for the most part, but they also use touch. For instance: I use my hands for yes/no. Left is yes, right is no.
DeleteI've also noticed thoughts that aren't my own which warn me before something happens... usually it's a learning experience in that, yes, they are alive and in my daily life with me, other times it saves my ass from something unpleasant.
Doubt gives rise to doubt: Let it go and just be open to understanding new thoughts and experiences.
When you get enough along, many times you begin by hearing your thoughts in your head but you didn't think them. Lol, hard to explain. These turn to their own voices in time.
There's not much to be sure of in doing these kinds of things. Patience and a suspension of doubt will take you far.
It's not an exercise in removing all doubt... if a spirit says jump off a bridge obviously it's coming from you or from another spirit. Or it's a form of parroting.
Your ego will fight you this entire process because it's threatened. Relax and let go and the ego can't strike.
You'll see what I mean. It's like juggling in a way until you sort it all out.
I did my 2nd try and this time I barely can call it a succeed.
DeleteOn the night, I did some sport, leaves me in tired condition when I did it on 3 am (I had a glimpse of somes when doing sport while no one was smoking but felt its unrelated or just my eyes fooling me)
Upon imagining lights pouring....well actually focusing my closed eyes on the lamp enveloping my whole in light while chanting the loves naked as before. After a while, I might be pushing this, felt a very little pressure on my chest/very slight touch on hips - that could be the effect of breathing exercise on my tired body.
I asked if she was there she is to touch my right ear and cheek, I felt a very little/vague heat like when someone about to touch you but right before she touch she pulled away. Again as I was not in my prime condition I was very doubtful since the sensation this time was WAY weaker (could my doubt and anxious makes her away? Dearie me I don't really mean to shoo her)
I decided to stop after felt that 15 mins or so passed, before ending the session I asked for more touching or any sign that I can feel to tells me that she was there answering my summon, nope I felt nothing.
2nd session ended, dressed again then proceed to sleep, but unlike yesterday I had trouble sleeping this tine I can sleep just fine, which gives me even more doubt if it was a succeed.
I hope you won't mind with this kind of reporting, if it is a hassle please kindly tell me.
It sounds like you're doing just fine. Seeing the white smoke out of the corner of your eye is common. They seem to leave trails like that.
DeleteThe chest pressure and touches on hips are common.
Good sleep is actually a good sign... means their presence is gifting you some serenity.
One thing that I noticed, which was the same with me: Wanting confirmation.
They had to teach me how they wanted to answer yes/no, etc. rather than me tell them how to touch me for yes/no. May be because they are stubborn (lol), or may be because it's just easier for them to do things in a different way. I think it's the latter mostly.
Don't think in terms of success or lack of success. It takes a lot of time and patience and the process of investigating should be more "for the art of it" rather than "results oriented".
You're a pioneer, an astronaut... you're in the unknown now as it's different for everyone to a degree...
Remember... do these things for the joy of investigating and for the pleasure of it and the rest will fall into place.
I can't clearly remember if it was white/greyish smoke since I have decided to not fuss over it, and that I was seeing things from getting too tired.
DeleteCan't be helped, it's not easy to believe things you summoned coming to your plea without any visible confirmation, plus the only signs given were very subtle touches that can easily mistaken for gust of wind/mosquitos/own body sensitivity. How can I know what she wants if I can't even listen to her/tells me in a way I can understand??
Yes I realized that I am impatient, and this takes great amount of patient even for you and any others who had succeed, I was nervous since the sign on 2nd day was weaker than 1st day - makes me think if she finds me not to her liking and decided to leave.
Precisely because it is unknown, everything can be right and can be wrong. Which is why I someone needs to tells me what is what on what I doing when the investigation result is but very tiny that is very hard to notice whether it is right of not.
Hello anonymous, don't worry about being embarrassed I get that. Now you've done the ritual and you felt something, you can't say for definite what that something was but definitely something, am I correct?
ReplyDeleteAre you prepared to explore that something? If so continue with what you are doing, when you lie down just have no intention other than to relax and let things unfold, keep a notebook with you and jot down, sensations, feelings, presences etc. Have fun with it also, I know it's a step into the unknown and that can be intimidating but you are already all you'll ever need to be.
Hope this helps you, please feel free to ask anything else and we wish you luck
You don't know how glad I am to know Rafe and even you, spirit walker, actually replied me and is fast.
DeleteSadly I don't feel I'm prepared, I'm skeptical and scared and clueless as I am totally has 0 experience in everything including meditation. And clearly Rafe stated that there might be other spirits, of one that I don't intend to summon to come.
What I did on meditation was just a breathing technique I learned from sorta boot camp that let me able to hear my own heartbeat, pulses on my body, and enjoying the process of breathing itself.
Back on topic itself, yes I will still continue as long as I able to do it (waking up on/stay still till 3 am is quite taxing specially when you working) and start keeping journals.
Note : I suppose same as Rafe you are to say no about private talk in mails/discord? Since I do need some guidance as we are talking about unknowns that can be right and can be wrong without any clear saying on which is which.
Hello anonymous, Rafe has given you some solid advice there and has a vast wealth of experience from which to advise you.
ReplyDeleteI don't mind you emailing me at all, the address is spiritwalker508@gmail.com feel free to message if you want and don't worry your not alone in this
You can trust SW... I do. But I do hope you comment here as well, as it helps everyone like you who are searching for something more than what most people can experience.
Delete"Is this all there is?" Is usually the impetus that gets things rolling. At least it did for me and the few who I went through this at the same time with did. You knocked: Someone answered.
Trusted both of you Rafe and SW, that's what makes me to finally decide to ask on whether I do it right or wrong.
DeleteDropped you a mail SW, thank you for that. As I got some "embarassing" questions too that I find it hard to be asked and seen by public.
I always have the idea that there are things more than the eye can see, and what makes me going as for now is to see whether I can find what I was yearning for all this time (not sex....well it was one of reason...but definitely not just that....no really!)
Thank you rafe. You make a fantastic point and I learnt so much from reading your blog to begin with that it's vital that this is kept going.
ReplyDeleteWe need as many people as possible with experiences to help give a flavour to what it's actually like to do this, as there is so much misinformation out there
Report on 3rd day summoning, goes with the usual stuff of laying naked in bed and all.
ReplyDeleteFew minutes after chanting felt like there was a bug crawling on my left hip, bugs like fly/mosquito/tiny spider. This broke my concentration so opened my eyes and saw nothing, sat down and checking my hips too for any bug bites, who knows bed bugs? Nope nothing, I didn't feel any fly as well and if its spider I should be able to notice it.
Laid back close my eyes and begin to focus and chanting, I asked if you are here come closer to me. Nothing no sensation at all. Did more chanting all the while telling her that I do not mean any harm and I called her with good intention.
On some point I felt the same sensation as first day, only weaker. Decided to push it and tell her that I give her permission to touch my body as much as she wants for the rest of the night, even after tonight session finished.
Be it good or bad, I felt stronger vague sensations all over my body save for my head (I dunno guess I'm not handsome enough? Just kidding)
After what I felt 15 minutes has passed, I tell to the void that I will end the session, next thing happened is the sensations on my private happened again. I took this as a sign she might still want to check me out and so I prolonged this for few more minutes.
Upon closing the deal for tonight, I tell her that I will do the same thing tomorrow and asking her to open herself soon for me and tell me her name, and repeating that she is still free to touch me even after I am done and clothed. And so she did......of hopefully to be her.
Like first day I have trouble sleeping, this time I can't sleep at all. Decided to check out the time while rolling in bed trying to sleep (but I can't), plus, my body were given vague sensation randomly, strongest sensation was what feels like a kid massaging 1 of my leg. Plus some random sensations on my private that happens frequently, coming and go randomly. This happened even after I finished session on around 4 am till 5 am. On 6 AM I totally feel nothing at all, just my tired body from no sleep (I will have to sleep after work hours later.....)
This sounds crazy and all I realizes that, save for Rafe and SW who understand from experience is this matter. This 3rd summoning might be my last explanation of my summoning attempts until someone finally opened herself to my plea (unless of course if Rafe want me to continue writing it here on my 4th and so on, of which I don't know if its necessary since all I'm gonna write mostly just vague sensation I felt) Next should be in 2 weeks as what have written for when I have feel more than vague touching and all.
Sounds like you are doing very well with it. Remember to relax and to just let it flow. Don't be surprised if the spirit gives conflicting names. I think that they have many names so it's difficult for them to settle on one sometimes.
DeleteI guess I can only hope that she will tell me her names in a way I can understand and remember it long enough to write on paper.....
DeleteAnd thank you for the confirmation, this 3rd summoning somehow brush my doubts on 2nd summoning, even better to see you clarify that I do things right.
Hey Rafe. I'm glad that you're fine. I'm just want to tell you to read this book. It's called the secret history of the world written by Jonathan Black. there are the secret of history and there are mystical and supernatural secrets. In this book, you can learn about the secret of illuminati, the mystery of Greek and Roman, hidden bible, catholic occultism, secrets of vatican, etc.
ReplyDeleteThat's cool I might check it out sometime :) Thanks for the head's up and for your post :P
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