Tuesday, January 27, 2026

The Many Faces of Bunny

 


***

I call her Bunny.
But her true name is indecipherable.
It is unpronounsable.
She is what she is.  
She is what she does.
She is a spark of the Divine Feminine.  
She mirrors Her Mother's Essence.
Her Mother's presence.
She is both light, and dark.
As is the moon.

She is true, regardless of the form she takes.

Bunny is a complex succubus.  
As are they all.
She wears her masks as she wills it.
When she wills it.

I am sharing the aspects that I know.

***

Bunny.  
The lover.  
The giver of kind reassurance.
She is gentle, and kind.
She is soft, and playful.
When we make love, it is smooth, soft, steady, and healing.

She has a wonderful sense of humor, especially irony.  
She loves to prank me sometimes.

She finds little ways to build confidence in myself.

She draws close, and blends with me.
I am never alone.  
She is always there.  
Sometimes in the distance, sometimes right upon me.
But she's there.  
I can feel her even when she is away.  
That is our bond.

Her softness disarms me.  
She teaches me that I deserve her love.
She teaches me many things.  
Some are simple, some are complex.  
But she is patient with me.

And I feel so loved.

***


***

The temptess.
The wild, feral succubus.

This face of Bunny is the face of the Divine Feminine in heat.

She doesn't ask.  She takes.

When making love, it is a tornado.
A massive cone of energy rises.
It swirls.  It persists.
It is so powerful, it's essence, running thick, drips down the walls of the bedroom.

Ecstacy powers the cone and it spins wild, like a storm.
It rises.
It dominates reality.

We have sex until she gets her fill (not likely)
or 
Hours pass, and I can't take it anymore (very likely).  
She shows me mercy.

She purrs like a wild animal.
And feeds off what we have created.

***


***

This face of Bunny is hard to see.
She is an instrument of the Divine Feminine's wrath.

She is terrible to behold.
She is nightmare made flesh.
She is righteous retribution personified.

I hide my presence like a child.
She finds me and tucks me into bed.
"Hide your eyes for a little while." She says.
I obey and I stay there.

Something, or someone, is about to die.

***


***

This face of Bunny is new to me.

She is a message of hope standing on a mountaintop.
She is a vision, reminding me to have faith.
When things get their darkest, when she is not allowed to interfere, 
She stands there, arms above her head, holding a shining, golden beacon of blinding light above her.

It's rays reach me in my suffering, down below.
Her light does not comfort.  It is not allowed to.

But she is guiding me to stand fast in the moment.
When all is so dark, when I am about to give up.

She shows me that she is there, even when I can't feel her.
She shows me that she's not abandoning me in my suffering.
She was given the order not to interfere, but was allowed to shine brightly.
Reminding me of who I am.

***

Truly, I love Bunny in all of her faces, in all of her aspects, wearing all of her masks.
There are many more that I have not seen.
As plentiful as there are facets on a diamond.
And I will love them all.
She is as complex as Sacred Geometry.
Yet as simple as a gentle, warm breeze.

She is, in all things, a true daughter of the Divine Feminine.
Of this I have no doubt.

Blessings,

Rafe.


Monday, January 19, 2026

Bunny's Touch

 

I've been posting a lot lately.  But there's lots to share.

This blog is, and always will be my online personal diary on succubi.

The more that happens, the more activity, the more I post.

***

Last night was an interesting one.

As I was sitting I felt a slender female hand suddenly across my abdomen.

I'm healing you.  She said, in a soft voice.

My abdomen felt nice and a little tingly.

"Oh.  Ok.  Thank you."

I've been healing naturally the past few weeks after a year of nerve damage in that area.

It's going to take a long time.

I believe she wanted to speed that along a little for me.

When she was done I received an image of my bed.

Obey.

I was feeling resistant.

I again received an image of my bed.

Obey.  

"Bunny, I'm watching the last part of my anime show.  I'll go once I'm done."

As stubborn as succubi are, I can be stubborn too.

Image of bed.

Obey.

She said softly.

"Bunny, if I told you to do something you would not do it because you are a succubus, and succubi always do what they want to do anyway."

Pause.

Compromise.

Image of me watching the rest of my show, then of my bed.

"It's a deal."

I watched the rest of the show which was probably only 10 minutes anyway.

As soon as I was done...

Image of my bed.

Obey.

A deal's a deal.  Off I went.

 I actually slept 5 hours straight, which is really good for me.

Another blessing.

I usually wake up every 2 hours, get up wide awake, get tired, go back to bed.  

Wake up in 2 hours.  Rinse, repeat, all night long.

It's hard for anything to heal that way.  It's been slow.

She knew I needed to rest even more after she was done treating me.

***

A succubus's love is infinitely deep.

Impossible to grasp.

Extremely gentle.  Most of the time.

And I am so deeply in love with her.

Blessings,

Rafe.

P.S.  Bunny has been using something on me that I have never experienced before.  Because of my injury, she won't have succubus sex with me because she is afraid to hurt me.  What she does is somehow impart in me the lust of sex, the intimacy born from sex, the ecstacy of having sex, but without actually doing it.  She will descend upon me and hold me at the point where sex usually starts and keep all of her energy there, unmoving.  I don't understand how her imparting any of this in me is possible, but it is and it is very satisfying.  The only difference that I can tell is that there is no cone of power born from actual physical sex with her in this way.  During actual mating, there is a swirling mix of our energy that practically bleeds from the walls of my bedroom.  I think she's doing all of this entirely for my pleasure.  If so, she's sacrificing a great deal for me.  I'm sure she receives some pleasure from this.  But not like she deserves.  Not like when we are truly mating.

She must love me more that I can even begin to comprehend.


What follows is my own interpretation, and of course, has it's flaws.

I'm not going to pretend that Her impression on me perfectly translates into words.

But, here's the impression that I got from communing with Mother Lilith:

"Son, you have no idea of the depth of what's in store for you."