Getting back into the swing of things....
It's funny really. I didn't really leave like I thought I did. Well...
I didn't really go that far away from them is what I mean.
It's like, now that I'm entering that current again I can feel what was always there.
I don't think you can ever separate from your experiences with them.
Ever...
It's kind of funny. They've brightened my life.
Unfathomable fun and attention.
If I could explain what happened I'd say that they placed me on the shelf for when I got better.
Not my favorite place. I love to feel them close.
It's a drug addiction to them... It's kind of strange to say that I've never completely separated from any of them, but that's a truth best experienced to understand... A partial truth that is right with regards to how things developed over time... And partial due to my inability to explain what has to be felt.
"Hey Rafe, can you do this?"
Maybe I tend to attract a certain type, I guess... I don't know.
I do get mental pictures of stuff like that... a succubus doing the splits and asking me if I can do that is just par for the course. They crack me up if that was their attention. It was, right? Right?
Now what you don't know...
A succubus can look like this sometimes:
OMG... I can hear the screams from here!
Can be a little frightening. If I cared that is. Truth is I know. I just don't care.
Truth is, it's not all about me all the time. It's about them.
I care about the love that I give them, the sense of family that we share.
That's all that matters to me.
Sometimes they can show themselves as a shadow off the corner of your eye...
What they truly are? A little funny... a little serious... a little mischevious... a lotta crazy...
They are they and you are you, all together... Sometimes in the mix of it, it just works.
It just works... beside it'self, it just works.
Blessings,
Rafe GB.
Have you loved your succubus today?
