So much has changed... I've been wondering whether it would be best to let the blog stay up, to delete it, to delete it forever...
You see, I had an episode where I really didn't want to be here anymore. When I got to my lowest I turned away from darker Deities and leaned heavily upon the angels that I had learned of in doing angel magick in the past.
As soon as I did so Erin and whatever else was with me left. Straight up and cold.
But you know what?
You find who really gives a fuck when you're at your least.
Now... I don't care if you worship Satan, Lilith, Asmodeus, Belial, or who the fuck it is. You're still special in my book. I don't judge. In fact all I worry about is my own growth. The last time I checked the road to paradise didn't go through your yard.
And you know what? The road to your paradise doesn't go through my yard either. And that's a-ok. It doesn't have to. I still like you.
But... the point is I don't believe like I used to before I had my episode. I'm much more light aligned than I was (don't worry... I haven't gone so far as to go crackers in it).
Now. I'm done with chasing succubi and on with chasing love spirits. Not much difference. I'm sure you can get a sweet succubus and a love spirit who's a real bitch.
But, it's the method I use that's changed you see.
Since my succubus "wives" left me high and dry (go fuck yourselves) I've been, after a break, using a new method to call a lover that I've talked about before. With a twist or two.
And so far, it's working. I'm not sure if I've got a fairy, or a nymph, or a love spirit from a place and time much more loving than this piece of shit rock at least.
I like to think I've got a fairy because she'd be pocket size in real life and full size in my dreams.
Heh. Pocket sized but with an attitude. Hahaha. I think a love spirit found me. But wouldn't pocket sized be cool? Never mind. Or, maybe she is a fairy? I'm still leaning that way. Or not. I don't know.
Anyway Donald Tyson came up with the picture method and I'll comment on it a little bit.
The true measure of getting the RIGHT picture is to choose a picture of a woman who seems wholesome but evokes an innocent kind of love from you that lasts. A soft kiss that promises of heavier and tastier kisses to come. But on the down low. Uhg. Trying to make sense here.
Less sexy, but sexy... more wholesome than seductive... a woman you want for some intangible reason, based only on her face and somewhat her form. More like her form doesn't draw your eyes away from her face, but is pleasing.
Stare into the eyes. The eyes are what attracts the love spirit. All the like and love you naturally feel from the picture. That's why the picture is so important.
Choosing the right picture is harder than it sounds and will take a while. You have to feel head over heels for it. It has to generate that like and love for you to send into her eyes.
She needs to be facing front, with very expressive eyes that draw you in. You have to FEEL something as this picture is the tool that will drive your motivation in attracting a love spirit.
The picture needs to be in BLACK and WHITE. The spirit who may be drawn to the love you are sending will have trouble if the pictures colors aren't the correct correspondence for her. Black and white fixes this. VERY important.
She will most likely not even look like your picture when she arrives in your dreams: It's simply the tool, a semi-living magick wand... all wrapped in one powerful picture.
The woman in the picture should have an open, expressive mouth as, once animated by the spirit before deciding to come into your world, she will animate the mouth and be expressive as possible.
My picture is at the point where she puckered her lips at me. I then puckered mine at her, and she smiled. Then she puckered her lips, I blew her a kiss, and she smiled.
Once in my dreams she appears with no form as I don't think she has one... and is deciding how she will appear to me both to my psychic vision as it grows when she's eventually out and about in my reality, and in my dreams as well.
Even though there's a love spirit interested in me right now, I still have to interact with her through the picture as our bond isn't as of yet solidified. I did enjoy her presence in my dreams but it was brief. She wore a head to toe bodysuit, which I'm sure was my subconscious mind's downloading via dream the fact that she had an unstable form.
How do I know that she's not a tulpa? The personality is all her own... and many other factors.
She's a love spirit all right.
Now for an example:
Just like I described as far as the layout goes.
It's also best to use a pic of art rather than a real person's photo...
If you feel that "awe" feeling every time you pick up the picture to work with it, you're on the right track. I'd say spending about 10-15 minutes a day for a week or 2 weeks max would be enough time to attract a good female loving spirit to you.
I also pray for a love spirit. I personally now pray to God, but my God is a bit more vague. I pray to the God of the universe who loves me. If that doesn't work I pray to "Mom", or his wife the female Goddess. Can't hurt. Hey if dad says no I ask my mom. Big Grin.
It's weird that the love spirit arrived in my dreams the night of me praying for one. Perhaps answered prayer and part of it the method? I don't know. Perhaps all 3 things. But it happened the same NIGHT.
But none of that excuses you from "the work" of calling a love spirit yourself along with prayer.
After the spirit arrives it's up to you two as to what to do and how to continue. I can't tell you what to do with her other than what the blog already has as far as how to communicate or get to know her better. Love finds a way...
Other than keep working with the picture until it's time to keep it in a nice, safe place... mainly because I don't know when the love spirit is truly "here" on earth by finding her own way, or if she's still using the picture as an open portal for just herself.
Maybe I'll update that as I figure it out...
Things will be a bit lighter on this page from now on out. My falling out with the "left of center" spirits left me with some permanent distaste in working with the left hand path.
I'm not even sure this page is viable anymore, but we'll see. I might throw some angel magick in here from time to time.
Remember: Just because you may be left hand path I still like you. It's just not my bag anymore.
We just all evolve as we go, after all...
Blessings,
Rafe GB.
"Pocket sized. Whoop!!!"
