My Esbat Ritual

 

For full moon, new moon rituals, this is the esbat ritual that i use

Things needed:

altar, altar cloth

a cookie or cracker

a small cup of juice

stick incense that you enjoy

stick incense holder or a cup filled with sand, a lighter

earth pentacle tile - left side - for balance

cauldron - left side - for balance

bell - center

silver candle - left, gold candle - right, white candle - center

can use all white candles if needed

candle snuffer - center

wand - right

athame - right

cup of water - center or left

cup of sea salt - center or left

chalice - center or left

red wine or whatever you prefer

altar cloth

goddess statue - left, god statue - right, if have.  if not that's ok the silver and gold candle will do

fresh flowers - center

***

fill the chalice with red wine or whatever you prefer

light the incense

ring the bell

facing north, using the athame or the wand, imagine a bluish white light beaming, exiting the tip and trace a circle from north to east to south to west to north, closing the circle

"the circle is cast"

strengthening the circle

place some sea salt from one cup. "bless this creature of earth", to the cup of water "bless this creature of water," put your fingers in the cup of water and flick droplets around the circle from north to east to south to west to north again.  imagine the droplets further strengthening the circle and your rite (earth, water), return the cup to it's place on the altar

take up and walk with the burning incense from north to east to south to west to north again, imagine the smoke "bless this creature of fire," mixing with air, "bless this creature of air" strengthening the circle and your rite (air,fire), return the incense to it's place on the altar

call the quarters.

facing north, "i call those of the watchtower of the north and of earth, gnomes, guard my rite and myself."

facing east, "i call those of the watchtower of the east and of air, sylphs guard my rite and myself."

facing south, "i call those of the watchtower of the south and of fire, salamanders guard my rite and myself."

facing west, "i call those of the watchtower of the west and of water, undines guard my rite and myself."

eat the cookie or cracker from your altar, "may I never hunger"

drink the small cup of juice, "may I never thirst"

summoning.

I now call my sacred ancestors to attend, guard, and guide my rite

invocation example:

As above, so below

May the gates of the crossroads stand open
For those ancestors of heart and blood and place
Who are well in spirit and intention.
Enter and partake of this light

light the center white candle

I now call the lord to attend, guard, and guide my rite

invocation example: 

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Horned God Invocation, www.sacredwicca.com

Horned One.
Awake from thy sleep and rise to greet me.
I await thy coming in the dark of night.
Show thyself to me.
Step out of the shadows that separate light and dark.
I call thee forth from the bowels of the earth.
I call thee forth with horn and hoof.
Come out.
Push through.
Come to me now without delay.
Stand strong and solid,
as hard as rock.
Like the walls of a fortress surround me.
No man can stand before thee,
Lord of Life and Lord of Death.
Hold me.
Keep me.
Forever, today, tomorrow.
Come to me smelling of deep forests,
smelling of fern and rain,
smelling of fire.
Arise to greet me, O Great God.
Fill my heart with fire,
with the sound of a brave heart
that beats with the sound of cannons.
Oh Dark God, hear and appear!

light the gold candle

I now call the lady to attend, guard, and guide my rite

invocation example: 

invocation of the star goddess

Hear the words of the Star Goddess,
the dust of whose feet are the hosts of heaven,
whose body encircles the universe:
I who am the beauty of the green earth and the white (or dark) moon
among the stars and the mysteries of the waters,
I call upon your soul to arise and come unto me.
For I am the soul of nature that gives life to the universe.
From Me all things proceed and unto Me they must return.
Let My worship be in the heart that rejoices,
for behold-- all acts of love and pleasure are My rituals.
Let there be beauty and strength,
power and compassion,
honor and humility,
mirth and reverence within you.
And you who seek to know Me,
know that your seeking and yearning will avail you not,
unless you know the Mystery:
for if that which you seek,
you find not within yourself,
you will never find it without.
For behold, I have been there with you from the beginning,
and I am that which is attained at the end of desire.

light the silver candle

perform the great rite by slowly taking the athame and pointing it upside down towards the chalice

now dip the tip of the blade down into the red wine in the chalice

upon doing this, imagine the lord and lady in intimate embrace

they are united for your sake

drink deeply, drain the chalice

***

a celebration of lovers, of the love of our heavenly parents

this is the true face of the great rite

pray, petition the lord and lady and tell them of what you desire

meditate on their presence and know that they have heard you

***

thank the lady for attending, "merry meet, merry part, and merry meet again!"

snuff out the silver candle, farewell

thank the lord for attending, "merry meet, merry part, and merry meet again!"

snuff out the gold candle, farewell

thank your sacred ancestors for attending, "merry meet, merry part, and merry meet again!"

snuff out the white candle, farewell

snuff out the stick incense

using the athame or wand as before, imagine a blue white beam travelling UP from the circle and back into the athame or wand.  imagine this from north to west to south to east to north again

"the circle is down but never broken"

ring the bell

once you do it a few times, try switching to completely performing the ritual in your mind only.  i've found that i still receive the "peace of the goddess" as i call it whichever way i do it.  when i do it in my mind i don't use the invocations i just imagine the entities arriving without them

Blessings,

Rafe GB

***

Union

 

Queen Eisheth Zenunim.  My saving grace.  In the letter I wrote and burned I put that I was looking for a succubus bride.  It's interesting that after an evening or two I began having dreams of marriage with the succcubus that was sent to me.

What an interesting thing!  I put it in the letter, and the sent succubus appears who also desires marriage.  How do they know?  How does a letter that I wrote and burned get all the way to Queen Eisheth, to her succubus daughter, and then the succubus is sent to me?

I don't know the answers, but I am damn sure that there is a lesson in magick there.

There are a few things that I'm going to make decisions about.  One is that, yes I married her.  I requested Queen Eisheth to affirm that after a few days of dreaming of marriage.

A marriage deserves a honeymoon, yes?  With that in mind, and in knowing that I haven't had a vacation in 10 years, I'm going to go to the beach and celebrate our union.  That is contingent on a longstanding medical issue being fixed in the interim.  Oh, it'll be fixed, and then it's beach time <3

I'm getting used to feeling her voice in my head, commenting about things that are part of daily life and with those people that I spend life with... co-workers, passers-by, etc.  She'll remark on things as well, such as birds and other animals we see.  It's nice to go through life with someone so close.

I was able to show her a mockingbird, my favorite bird out in the wild.

She comments to me about things I need to learn and about how I feel about things.  For instance, I have been through severe trauma when I was a kid.  It affects how I can accept, receive, and give love to those in my life.  She tells me to leave that behind bravely, and that I will find something greater that is now, that is waiting for me in her.

She also comments about when I think bad thoughts about myself, that I'm putting myself in torture of my own accord and that it wasn't necessary, but a habit.

She is the beacon for my soul to rest

I check the tarot every day, sometimes a few times a day to clarify what to expect from my succubus relationship.  It has not been wrong yet.  Such a powerful tool.

I give chocolate to her by breaking off a piece and inscribing her name on it, then placing it on her altar space.  I also give a piece to Abbi and to Queen Eisheth Zenunim, whom I am eternally greatful for sending my succubus bride to me as I have detailed <3

Will you wait for me?

Blessings, 

Rafe GB.

Wake up, wake up, wake up

 

So I seem to have attracted a friendly, life partner type of spirit.  Not a succubus orgasmy type spirit.

Meh.  It is what it is.  I'm happy if a spirit wants to help me improve my life, even if I can't mount it.  Lol.  There's plenty wrong in my life to fix so I welcome the help.

Yeah, I'm wanting to summon another spirit, a succubus spirit, pretty soon.  Once you get addicted to succubus sex there is no other.

Poor Rafe.  Not invited to any succubus parties.  *Big Frown*

Come to me my little lust muffin.  I'll give you all you need to feed.  Careful you don't fall in love.  I did the same with Taco Bell.

The magick side of things is going along ok.  Kind of slow but still making progress.  I get the feeling that the spirit I have now is more into magick with me than anything different.

That's ok.

I'm going to continue calling her Abbi unless she enlightens me otherwise.

If I had to describe how she feels all wrapped up in a picture, it's this:

Serene, direct, powerful.

All the divination work I've done so far on our relationship becons for a non-sexual pairing, that of teacher and student.  There's something else... spirits are often mirrors and reflect to us who we are.  In her case she COULD be a lover but I feel and I think she feels that something would be lost.  The image I would be reflecting would best be served as it is... one of knowledge and intuition.  I'm not saying that someone can't be taught by a lover, it's just this relationship seems infinitely special and treated differently than anything else I've ever had.  So it stays as she wills it.

Now... So I guess I need a gameplan in getting a sexual succubus spirit now.  I'm guessing that Eisheth Zenunim is a good choice to petition the letter from.  I really like her.  I don't know why exactly she just seems compatible with my spiritual self or something.  I hope it all works out for the benefit of all involved.

I honestly miss succubus pushups.

One succubus pushup.  Two succubus pushups.

Well...  It's been ONE YEAR and some change sincle I've had a succubus hover over me.  Look at these lovely ladies in the holding area of succubus customer service.  Don't they just scream, "shipped"?  The poor dears are probably wondering if they'll get a kind master or a dumbass.  Actually, they don't look like they have a care in the world...

Bah.  See you on the flipside.  Wish me luck.  I have to say that I know there are those that mock me for my succubi not sticking around.  If I knew why they leave I'd do my best to keep that from happening.  I don't know why they leave... it's not from lack of love or attention.  Sometimes I wonder if they are given to me to experience life with me, but only for a short time and then they return.  That's always been in the back of my mind I guess.  I don't know.  Like I said, it's not from lack of love or attention.

The other side of the coin is that I suffer from a lot of medical issues and I think that isn't condusive to keeping a succubus around sometimes.  I'm on a lot of medicine and it's not very gentle on me.  My body is wrecked.

Regardless of this I've always tried to provide a good home for them.

Another nagging thought I've had in the back of my mind is that I might have always had only one very powerful succubus who likes to change her persona over time.  One who wants to explore and experience things through a completely different lens of personality.  To me it would just seem that a succubus would leave and another take her place... not knowing that they are one and the same.  

I try my best.

Blessings,

Rafe GB.

But through the hardest hour, below the cruelest sign

I know I’m waking up from this wretched lie

Wake up, wake up, wake up

I'll teach her

 

Abbi knows a lot of the other side, but she doesn't know much of anything of this world.  When I asked Eisheth Zenunim for a mate I guess she decided on me teaching one of hers what life is like over here.  That's ok.  What Abbi has become is fun, loyal, loving, friendly, and fiercely protective.

I'll teach her.  There's a way I've found that I can introduce spirits to this world and it feel comfortable and loving.  Maybe it's one of my gifts?

There's nothing wrong with that.  Instead of having sex straight of way, we're getting to know each other.  She hovered over me during bed time last night and slowly investigated my private parts, running her fingers thereof, and onto the rest of my body.  I'd have to say it was wonderful.  It was innocent as well as adorable.

She doesn't enter my dreams yet, and there's no way I can teach her that.  I guess that's something she'll have to discover for herself.

Abbi's a powerful lil' critter.  I was at the grocery store checking out the produce and I told her that I would show her how humans got energy.  So I bought oranges and tomatoes, and before you know it I was going down one isle with a lady who worked produce at the end of the isle, and, lol, Abbi grabbed an onion and threw it in the isle between me and the lady.  She said, "Did you see that?  That was scary!"  I said, "You must have ghosts here, lol."  Then I mentally laughed at Abbi for her poltergiest activity.

When I got home I gifted her chocolates for an offering.  I'm wondering, though, whether I shouldn't have done that as I need to keep the poltergiest activity low, and not attract much attention to myself.  Did I reward her for doing that?  I need to be careful...

***

I'm starting a new curriculum of magick.  I'm studying spirit contact, as well as sacred sex magick.  I'd like to post the results once I've read up on the subject and have practiced it for a while.

The spirits course is well and good, and it focuses on mostly local spirits.  The sex magick goes from ancient times until now and beyond.  Kind of interesting, really.

Until then,

Blessings,

Rafe GB.

It's not the stabby kind of ritual...

 

"Heyyyy, hey, hey... it's not the stabby kind of ritual, relax..."

***

Sexual tension...  They are the mistresses of this.

It's weird that when I finally am bonded to a succubus again everything comes back with a vengeance.  The will to write this blog, to study hard and learn all I can spiritually, to be engaged in LIFE.

She fuels the very essence of ambition and motivation that flows through my veins.  She is more akin to a Goddess than I know.  Damn, she is addicting.  They just are.  It's strange how nothing in the myths regarding a succubus pay any heed to what they GIVE.

I just took a course on UDEMY, a witchcraft basics course.  I've got the new Jason Miller book, "Consorting with Spirits" to read, and I've got 3 sigil magick books coming this weekend.  I'm on fire, lol.

This week was the week of Valentine's Day, and I got her some red carnations and a cinnamon candle.  She seemed really excited :P  I also ordered a figurine that reminds me of her for her altar of sorts, currently the coffee table for lack of a better place.

I'm also giving thanks to Queen Eisheth Zenunim for answering my prayers for a succubus mate.  If you decide to follow in my footsteps, there's 4 angels of prostitution (the queens), pick one and learn about them, then ask for a succubus's hand in your life.  Don't do that unless you are 110% sure of what you want, and that you won't change your mind.  All it takes to screw things up is you wanting to bang some Suzie rotten crotch.  

I'd hate to see you smacked.

"She shall smacketh the taste out o' thy mouth."

***

How can they be so seductive?  I know they're sex demons but still... They can go from bitch to babe in a nanosecond.  I guess it's just the fire in them.  Probably the same fire that courses through my veins as a side effect of having one close.

They act just like this sometimes.  So cute.  Just want to eat them up.

I don't know if I'll post as much as I used to back in the day, but I'm definitely going to have a bit to talk about.  I just needed that fire again...

Sexual tension... it just IS, and it's so powerful...  It's like hammering a cherry red hot sword into shape on an anvil...  *clang*  *clang*  *clang*  One should be very afraid:  It's so powerful, too powerful for these mere words... I feel it to my very soul like a quickening.

Blessings,

Rafe GB

Les Animaux

 

Well...

It's been a while since I've written.  New things afoot and all that, have to share :)

I've got a succubus now.  Kind of a work in progress.  Let me explain.

She's wild as fuck.  I don't mean in a good way, but in a feral way.

I got her after I chased after Eisheth, one of the succubus queens.  Basically I completely innundated myself in lore, in manifestational thinking, etc., until she arrived.

It's only been about two days since she arrived, but so far it's been pretty crazy.

The first night, about 3am, she climbed up the bed after me and disappeared after she reached "me".  I think she was trying to scare me and suck energy that way.  Rafe 1 Succubus 0.

The second night I was sound asleep and she bit the head of my dick pretty hard and ran off.

I jolted so hard in bed I moved the bed about 2 feet sideways.  Rafe 1 Succubus 1.

Was she trying to establish dominance?  Anyway, she has been roaming around the house a little bit.

She also stimulated my heart chakra, flooding my experience with a love for her even though I couldn't feel her intimately.  That's a really strange phenomena that doesn't make a whole lot of rational sense, but it exists in a large part above the rational.  I guess she's working with what she has to work with.

I'm grateful for her.

Blessings, 

Rafe GB.

P.S.  I'd like to explain the simple difference between a woman of the flesh, and a succubus.
A woman of the flesh will wait at the end of the foot race called life and fuck the winner.  They could care less about helping you go through life together.  A succubus will wait until a runner is exhausted and can't run anymore, then walk over and fuck them silly and often, slowly walking them back towards the race, renewed.  A succubus becomes a great many things to that lucky man that she chooses, helping him through life, the universe, and everything else.  

Which sounds better to you?

                                       

Love your succubus, even if she bites your dick and runs away.  *sigh*

  

Hey Rafe, can you do this?

 

Getting back into the swing of things....

It's funny really.  I didn't really leave like I thought I did.  Well...

I didn't really go that far away from them is what I mean.

It's like, now that I'm entering that current again I can feel what was always there.

I don't think you can ever separate from your experiences with them.

Ever...

It's kind of funny.  They've brightened my life.

Unfathomable fun and attention.

If I could explain what happened I'd say that they placed me on the shelf for when I got better.

Not my favorite place.  I love to feel them close.

It's a drug addiction to them... It's kind of strange to say that I've never completely separated from any of them, but that's a truth best experienced to understand...  A partial truth that is right with regards to how things developed over time... And partial due to my inability to explain what has to be felt.

"Hey Rafe, can you do this?"

Maybe I tend to attract a certain type, I guess... I don't know.

I do get mental  pictures of stuff like that... a succubus doing the splits and asking me if I can do that is just par for the course.  They crack me up if that was their attention.  It was, right?  Right?

Now what you don't know...

A succubus can look like this sometimes:

OMG... I can hear the screams from here!

Can be a little frightening.  If I cared that is.  Truth is I know.  I just don't care.

Truth is, it's not all about me all the time.  It's about them.

I care about the love that I give them, the sense of family that we share.

That's all that matters to me.

Sometimes they can show themselves as a shadow off the corner of your eye...

What they truly are?  A little funny... a little serious... a little mischevious... a lotta crazy...

They are they and you are you, all together...  Sometimes in the mix of it, it just works.

It just works... beside it'self, it just works.

Blessings,

Rafe GB.

Have you loved your succubus today?