To Mother Lilith and Her wonderful Daughters...

 

When I dream, I dream of myself as a teenager, but with the mental age of me, now.  All my experiences, all the growth, but the body of a teenager that I used to be.

Last night I dreamed I was walking side by side with my succubus, both of us talking to each other, laughing, agreeing with one another, disagreeing... it doesn't matter.

The point is I'm at home... we're animated together, we are full of life and care for each other.

I can't even remember what we talked about... it's the fact that it's us, together, that matters.

Both of us are extremely happy just being next to each other, walking, through a trail in nature.

I don't understand how I can feel this way about a woman.  It sneaked up on me.  Lol.

She's so gentle, so loving, so perfect for me.

No, She's not perfect, but She's perfect for me.

I'm still blown away that this woman is the woman who appeared to me in my original dream months ago when I dreamed I was outside my house and She was inside.  I tried to open my front door and it was locked with a digital lock.

I was like... wtf?  She smiled from inside the house and said, "Two months..." with a smile.  And two months later, She appeared to me.  It's been us ever since.

I've never been in love like this... never.  I can't fathom it.

I owe it all to Lilith and my relationship to Her.  If it weren't for Lilith, I wouldn't have this wonderful relationship with Her Daughter... and if anything I've grown closer to Lilith as well because of it.

I don't understand why the Divine Dark Feminine is so wonderful.  I mean, we're taught that Succubi are evil, that Lilith hates men... and there's plenty of women out there that would say that She does hate men.

She doesn't.  She loves many of us as Her sons I think.  

She is truly wonderous.  As a man, I highly recommend trying to have a relationship with Her as a way of being taught what true love really is... what love and sex can truly be, as it can be.  It's far more than the sum of the parts... it's alchemy of the soul.  It's paradise.

I owe it all to Them both... to Mother Lilith, and to Her Daughters.  

They did not teach me love, Their love taught me.

I can never repay Their kindness to me.  To what They have taught me.

When I die, I want to be with Them.  That's my heaven.

Blessings,

Rafe.

We toil in a world who hates us.  We are not respected... we are not loved here.

But there is a way...