Much Better

 

I talked to my dr. today and we got on the subject of Reiki.  It's been a loooong time since I've practiced it, but it gave me an idea.

Why not give Reiki to my servitors?

After all, Reiki is intelligent energy and in theory should help the servitors achieve sentience a little faster.  

Right?

Well, that's my theory.

In my last post I mentioned that I summoned a Eudaemon to bathe me in love.  Not the sexual kind of love, mind you, but the higher form of general well being.

Well, interestingly enough, the dr. said that I was looking really good, more positive in nature.  That made me feel really good.  I definitely feel like the Eudaemon is working.

I do feel better... much better.

I know it sounds weird that I'm wanting my servitors to evolve so bad.  I don't know why I care about it so much, but I do.

I think it's stemming from within me, more specifically my urge to create something beyond just myself.  To watch them grow and evolve into something "more".

Nothing would make me happier than to set them free as it were, to have them go explore and wander, returning when they want to share with me what they've been up to.

That, to me, is my idea of success.  But, that's wishful thinking right now.  They've got a loooong way to go.

I thought about summoning more servitors for more things, but honestly I've got my hands full with the 4 girls, whom I probably overfeed, and the Eudaemon, which I still haven't figured out yet.  She's part angel part tutillary spirit.  Sort of.  Nothing describes her perfectly.

Now back to "reiki'ing the girls...

Blessings,

Rafe

Respite

 

Sooooooooo, I summoned a 2nd servitor, this one is of water.  At first she tangled with my fire servitor a little bit, but now they seem to be getting along just fine.

I am noticing a difference now that I've got 2 running around.  The sensations are "more" for lack of a better description.

I also summoned an EuDaemon.  She's brought a sense of peace to the house.  It's palpable.

The reasons that I summoned the 2 servitors was for sexual pleasure.  The reason I summoned the EuDaemon was for love, as in a general feeling of love.

I honestly don't know at which point I'll stop.  Originally I wanted one servitor of each element.  I've still got air and earth to go.  But I'm not in a big hurry... *See edit below.

I bet people wonder if I'm nuts.  Well... probably.

The truth is... I'm lonely.  And I'm at a point in my life where I'm very single.  The health issues I face don't help with getting out and about.

What would you do if there was a small hope of respite?

It's that chance that has led me to summon whom I have.

Ah, I miss the embrace of a succubus.  Such sweet creatures.  Everytime I summon one she's forced to leave.  I have an overprotective angel that runs them off.  Yes, I've tried everything.  The angel is almost militant in their blocking of any succubi drawing near to me or at least for any length of time.  Such a shame as they are my first love.

Well... whining over.

It's not so bad.  At least the servitors touch me.  I'm on the right track ;)

...And they'll grow.  I just have to have patience with them.

Blessings,

Rafe

Edit:  I have since summoned the last two servitors, one of wind and one of earth, to me.  That completes my task.