There are a few things I want to share with you.
Most people who read this post will deduce that I have gone down in insanity.
That is good in a sense.
I think that this is a mercy of sorts.
***
I have discovered many things these past 30 days.
Which was 55 years in the making.
This blog was my 12 years of experiencing something infinitely greater and life changing for me than I ever knew would happen.
I viewed things, experienced things, through the special lens of intimate experience of the succubus, which is how she lured me.
It was not a bad thing to be lured, and she was very, very good at it.
I believe that there are men like me out there who could only be lured by the mystery of a succubus or other spirit lover.
Others are lured by clues in myth, or by keys, in legend.
In sacred writings.
In profane writings.
She is found in life in the softest whispers that exist all around you.
Her name is whispered to you in every breath that you take.
If you dare to listen.
She will reach you exactly how she knows best to do so.
And for each one of us it is a little different.
***
I have unpublished all of my previous posts at this time.
I have unpublished the ebook I wrote on how to summon a succubus.
Much to my dismay, it is still up for Kindle Direct because there is a waiting period to cancel due to Amazon's Kindle Direct policy.
Most unfortunate, but beyond my control.
I won't be monitoring this blog anymore.
Unless I feel the need to edit it, or to make it more clear.
This post is my last post.
This is the only post that matters to me and it will stay
as breadcrumbs for those who need them.
Don't look for me, I'm now a ghost.
***
It's time I dropped the veil.
It is exactly the right time and moment to do so.
I believe I have awakened because it was the right time for me to do so.
The lover saw to that.
I feel others awakening quickly as well.
This is why I am speaking to you.
To leave breadcrumbs for those men who follow.
***
There are a lot of things happening in the world to make it appear as if the souls in this world have free choice.
"Us" vs. "Them"
"My Country vs. your Country"
"My Religion vs. your Religion"
"My Good vs. Your Evil"
"Men vs. Women"
It is an illusion, and very well orchestrated.
It is increasing in intensity: Religious wars, gender wars, political division are reaching extreme levels.
Everyone believes that they are the good and so the other must be evil in everything.
Both sides believe this towards the other.
And every issue championed is presented, and perpetuates this illusion of choice.
Keeping populations in a state of fear is also a powerful weapon of the system.
The system has many, many tools at their disposal.
The powers that be know that souls are waking up at a pace that can't be controlled. The awakening is not only immenent, and in process, but has become uncontrollable.
Any moment that this is postponed is seen as paramount to the system.
They will pull out all stops to prevent souls from awakening and freeing themselves, from the system.
A soul that believes that they have free choice think themselves free.
When all they have is slavery, reinforced through illusion.
There is a whole lot going on right now behind the scenes.
It doesn't matter.
It is being handled by those who are meant to handle it.
All that matters right now, to you and to me, is the lover.
***
The lover.
I will not name who she is.
That is for you to discover,
For she hunts you as well.
It would be a blasphemy for me to name her.
It is for you to discover who she is through playing the game.
Her game.
And if you are honest,
You know at a soul level that you want to be caught.
You may not allow yourself to be caught.
She might not push you for fear of hurting you.
It's complicated, but it's sacred to each individual,
And in each version of her that exists for every man.
The "she" that hunts you is both sacred, and profane.
She is there only for you, and for you alone.
***
And now, my story.
This blog was a collection of snapshots of my succubus journey.
In them there were many beliefs I'd had, trying to gasp something ungraspable.
As they were, in those points of time.
There were many succubi and spirit lovers I interacted with that I detailed in various posts.
I always wondered about who these spririt lovers were.
I can say, with 100% certainty, that those who came to me were all her, all of them.
Even the mean ones.
Each one was a lesson for me to learn something new.
Something I could not have learned in any other way.
And, of course, she liked to do it.
I had to learn, but that doesn't mean she couldn't play along the way.
That she couldn't take artistic license and be creative about it.
Why wouldn't she have a little fun at my expense?
She still does, to this day, after all.
I learned, didn't I?
And with each lesson, my love for her grew.
She knew that it would.
Each of these situations I found myself in served another purpose.
It taught me how to love the complexity of her.
One piece at a time.
One succubus at a time. Usually.
They were still her.
***
In the supernatural world, sometimes spirits can do something that we cannnot.
Now that I understand who my succubus was, her power to do this makes much more sense.
When she "skipped" a stone across a "lake" (reality), each skip affected each point of the lake.
One skip after another, after another, after another.
She did this with one toss of a single "stone".
We cannot.
What doesn't make sense now, will.
The stone has already skipped for it to be so.
What I know now is this.
This was all for a purpose.
It started with a summoning, and ended up to be life changing.
Perspective building into things that aren't meant to be seen.
But thick. Wholesome. Perverse. And soul filling.
A higher entity who loves you (named as such, for I will not speak her name), masquerading as a succubus, will be many things:
Regal, a beast, an angel, a demon.
A devoted bride.
A secret mistress.
A slow, sensual healer.
A wild, uncontrollable lover.
All in one.
I would have it no other way.
You cannot ever own her, you will only ever "match" her.
In time.
But she will still be yours, and yours alone.
I will share with you a secret:
One day, you will put her in her place.
And she will love you for it.
She will teach you not to sass her.
Yet, she will secretly hope that one day you will anyway.
In time, you will learn how to seduce her.
You will only get away with it because, by then, she knows how much you truly adore her.
How much you truly love her.
How safe she feels with you.
There's nothing like sweet revenge when the tables begin to turn.
Especially after the amount of times that she has seduced you.
And she will love you for it.
It will drive her wild.
She will let her hair down, little by little.
Day after day.
Her days of being "just a succubus" to you are behind her.
Tell her "no" when you really mean "no".
She will respect you for it.
This is part of the game.
***
This part, I wrote, while guarding the veil.
There is no reason to speak in allegory anymore.
But, here it is:
A succubus will only enter your life if she knows you are ready for a succubus.
There is no shame if she doesn't come.
Nor is it a victory if she does.
The truth is, if you're not ready in her eyes, she is protecting you by not coming.
Many would go insane if they were not ready.
She is not there to cause you harm, if that is the case.
She will just not come.
She loves you already.
Enough to walk away for now.
If you end up summoning a fairy, it makes no difference.
A kitsune, it makes no difference.
An angel, it makes no difference.
A demon, it makes no difference.
You will know her by her fruit.
That's how you will know it is her, and not someone else.
It will be she behind the mask she wears for you.
That's all that matters.
This journey will not begin as to what I have now.
It will only be that when you get there.
It takes a lot of time, of interaction, lessons, and love.
And heartbreak.
***
(I wrote this speaking as a man to whom she appeared to as a succubus in giving advice to those who had just summoned her.
Yes, by then I knew who she was and I chose to guard the veil.
I learned in time that she was more wild and lude than how I thought a succubus would be.
That's pretty wild and lude.
It happened about the beginning of when I learned who she was, when I realized who she was, and not the succubus she pretended to be.
And she was far more loving not long from when I met her, a lot more than I thought a succubus would be.
She could be so sweet and gentle.
And she is still both of these.
There is no stopping the lover from pleasing her man.
And she will do whatever that takes, as long as it's with her.
Both Sacred and Profane.)
You will probably be her humping post for a while in the beginning.
If it gets too much for you, tell her.
She'll stop.
You'll probably catch her with a gentle, knowing smile.
But she'll stop.
For now.
This is part of the game.
***
How far that game goes is up to you and your desire to know more about her.
These stages involve integrating the lover through four revelations.
As you will see, there are levels that men will be able to integrate.
I will not detail these four stages of revelation.
However, there are 3 paths that lie before men.
Although I was talking through the lens of a succubus experience,
The following holds true for men who seek the lover through a woman as well.
I'll talk about this soon.
1.
Many men, in time, forget about her.
They will slip away from her.
She knows this and comes anyway.
The game ends.
It was interesting.
Maybe a little... too scary.
She mirrors your decision, for her own private reasons.
And that's okay.
2.
How far are you willing to go?
Time will tell.
Most men stop after a time.
They grow comfortable with her.
The game ends.
It's happy. It's fulfilling.
She mirrors your decision, for her own private reasons.
And, that's okay, too.
3.
It is for those who resonate with the 3rd path that this post is meant for.
It's coming down to the wire.
The very system is set up to prevent you from finding your "lover".
Most of the men in this stage would find their lover within a woman who is spiritually awake.
And she will find the masculine pairing of the lover in the man.
I won't go into this as I can barely comprehend the man's role in all of this.
I will not tread on the sacred ground of the feminine. It is not my place to do so.
You don't have to understand it, just realize that it is the truest of loves, is just, it is beautiful, and it's exactly what the system is trying to prevent.
This is the 3rd level of revelation of the lover.
They nurture each other, each receiving what they need to bear the light together.
Their love for one another is permanent, and echoes in eternity.
Some can only find her within.
There is no spiritual woman capable of revealing the lover to him in the capacity that he will be satisfied with. In this case, only the lover herself can do so. It will not be through a woman, and with a woman, it will be she, herself.
Do not think that women had or have nothing to do with him finding his lover in this way.
If it were not for them, he never would have seen the light of her in the first place.
Her image was brightened by the women down through the ages who held the torch for him.
These were, and are, the women who do not end up with a man, but find her lover within.
Just like the men who do so, they are very, very rare.
The percentage of men who find his lover, through the lover is very, very rare.
He must find her on his own, without the help of a spiritual woman to nurture, and who nurtures him.
***
The "First of the 3rd" path is traumatic because you both suffer. You love the woman.
What hurts her will hurt you, and vice versa.
Even when you are not together yet, you will still feel her suffering, and vice versa.
The "Second of the 3rd" path, because you suffer alone.
Both paths teach similar things.
Both are union with the lover.
His and hers.
The First instance, you find her together.
The Second instance you find her yourself.
Neither instance is better than the other.
Whether you find the lover together, or alone,
You find her.
***
So many men, in society, use women for sex and move on to the next.
This keeps the woman fragmented, guarded, and hypervigilant, unable to shine the light on the "lover" by her presence. Her candle is diminished.
He then cannot find her.
Women treat men as disposable batteries, stealing their resources until they are drained, then move onto the next man.
This keeps the man unable to chase the "lover".
He calculates the cost internally, and decides the cost is too great using those women as a model for what he thinks he would be facing.
And she will not find him.
You do not treat women this way, because
You are not that man.
You have stepped away from being resourced as well.
You are not that man.
You are standing there, with an awareness, but it is blurry.
That's okay.
You ARE that man who sees something.
Rest assured that this is enough.
***
Some, have noticed an "itch" in their soul that cannot be quenched.
Some, will walk through the fear that comes next.
They throw what they think they know aside.
They are following the "itching" in their souls that cannot be scratched to it's source.
This will happen in both instances of the 3rd path.
The difference is you will walk this part of the path alone.
She will walk hers.
You will walk yours.
Before you even meet.
The holy part is that you may have been doing this, together, through multiple lifetimes.
Once you meet, once you are one, there is no separating you. Not even in death.
You will find each other in every lifetime.
Every time.
***
Before I begin this, I want to make something crystal clear.
Women who follow the path suffer just as much as a man.
They experience fear just as much as a man.
They stumble just as much as a man.
They will overcome just as much as a man.
Their victory in finding their lover is every bit as beautiful and wonderful as what you yourself will find.
Do not think for a moment otherwise.
If you thought this in is some way,
it's okay.
We all bear the scars of surving in the system.
These faults will be purged, and replaced with something new.
Women who follow the path are our sisters, no matter their level of revelation.
And we are their brothers, no matter our level of revelation.
In the end, you will be overwhelmed with love for them, all of them.
And they will be overwhelmed with love for you.
Except for those women who forsake the path and turn their backs to it, seeing it as foolish, and a weakness, instead seeking personal gain through the system.
And the same is true for those men who forsake the path and turn their backs to it, seeing it as foolish, and a weakness, instead seeking personal gain through the system.
You, and the woman, will feel a cold contempt for those people.
Those people desecrate the very act of redemption through their selfish choices, and you will feel it in your soul.
At least the majority who are not the slightest bit awakened. don't know any better.
But for those who do know, and turned their back on it for self gratification and gain, I have the utmost repulsion for.
I am not talking about those in the 1st and in the 2nd.
They are right where they need to be right now.
***
Now, an explaination of what happens and why you will suffer.
You are going to be slammed by the powers that be in this world.
I'm not talking about wordly leaders, or anything of that sort.
You are going to be attacked by the very false gods and goddesses of this world that created the system.
They will show no mercy and use everything at their disposal to keep you from the lover.
Whether alone, feeling what the other feels down through the ages,
Or alone, period.
This is not something that you visualize.
It is going through something that is thrust upon you.
You will experience it when you are barely ready.
It's because there is not much time.
But there is mercy granted by a much higher light.
It is this warning:
What you bring, will be used against you.
Be as a child in your innocence.
Bring no occult knowledge.
Take your magick books and your tarot cards and toss them all.
The magic books teach how to hack the system locally.
It is a trap, granting a small sense of power in exchange for keeping one within the system and making it difficult to find the lover.
The tarot cards grant a look into the future as a measure of power, but keeps the user within the system by focusing on possible choices available to him.
Because it is power given to keep the man in the system, he is hobbled in his search for the lover.
If you follow this reasoning, do not bring magick tools, or magickal devotions, either, or anything of the sort.
For any man, some of these things are greater, and some are lesser. What is greater for one, is lesser for another, and vice versa. Rest assured, your greatest weapons will be used against you if you bring them, and to devestating effect.
You will doubt your sanity, but you are about to see more clearly than you ever have before in your life.
Bring no earthly knowledge.
Bring no rationalizations.
Bring no intellect.
Nothing of what you have.
Or are.
These are also a potent weapons to be used against you.
According to them, why should you have to suffer?
Bring no status.
Bring no titles.
Bring no pride.
Bring nothing.
And those that would harm you,
will have no weapons to do so.
And like a child, they simply "dig".
They dig, and they dig, and they dig.
They will never stop as long as there is breath in their body.
The desire to know more about her, the passion to know more about her, cannot be quenched.
For those who can become like little children,
Bringing nothing but true love for her,
The game will last, forever...
Or, will it?
***
It's easy to die for her.
It's easy to fight for her.
But will you fight to free her and bring her home?
In a thousand lifetimes, would you choose to save her?
Every. Single. Time?
Yes, I speak in riddles.
The game ends.
You have become part of the game.
The lover mirrors your decision, whether the First of the 3rd, or the Second of the 3rd, for her own private reasons.
This is the 4th level of revelation of the lover.
The woman has integrated a different path.
Both paths, the man's and the woman's, come together as one now, in full complimentary completion.
You and the woman will now attract each other, and meet.
You will find the lover together.
Or, if alone, you will begin the journey to the lover, with the lover herself.
***
This 3rd path is one full of pain, of anguish, and of suffering. Whether the lover is found with a woman who shines her light, or whether found through the lover herself, you will find the lover within.
And she will find the lover within her.
Again, I will not tread on the sacred ground of the woman's journey.
But the harrowing of truth, and love, is never easy.
In a world of illusion, the 3rd path in either the First or the Second leads to the true meaning of love. It's truest expression. And all other forms of love will be revealed to you. In taking the path least travelled by all, unconquered by fear of what you may find, you will finally behold the lover.
Whether with a woman, or by yourself, you will finally behold the lover.
You will live with her, experience life with her, and be prepared for coming things.
Prepare yourself.
If you are with the woman, protect her at all costs.
If you are alone, listen to the lover and let her guide you through what comes.
Either way, I call you brother.
Blessings,
Rafe.
P.S. I will never forget the first time she and I met.
When I first summoned her and she showed up that night.
For as long as I live, I will never forget the wonder.
What a revelation it was to discover who she really was all this time.
In the end, I would have it no other way.
The way she lured me was so diabolical,
I have nothing but deep respect for her.
A woman who loves you before you've even met her
is not to be trifled with.
Not in this universe, at any rate.
